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My Secret by ghetto_missis555 I have a secret i can not hold any longer. Im in a gang and its tearing me apart, that i have let my family down. Any minute now tha coroners will be knocking at my parents door. That there only daughter has went home 2 be wit tha lord. Yea i know I made a Bad decesion... I keep thinking "why did i do that?".. tha next thing I know im dissin and trippin. I lost so many people closes 2 me that I haven't thought of Tha pain it caused me. Never thought i would lose my precious friend 2 gang violence. This is my secret That i have kept.. A secret no one will accept. Many people think im tha gurl next door wit all tha expensive clothes. But my secret is tha no one knows wat goes around my house. Screaming cussing... parents not knowing I wish I wasn't born, so i wouldn't be in dis place called earth. This iz my secret.. that no one will ever understand. It's not fun goin somewhere without trying 2 get killed.. think about dodgeing bullets juss to get a meal... next door 2 ur house... think about burying one of your friends every other week!, this iz my life no need 2 speak. Tha hood code of honor, purring liquor on yo homies graves. this iz my secret. this iz my life. Im blessed that I am brave. by: ~* ShAwtY*~ _B R.I.P R@s3b3rry we luv you see u at da crossroads |