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Lost It by Kesha

In general
I'm in denial
My soul drowned in a sea of lies
My mind's asleep in a bed of dreams
My heart, well I don't know where she been
but away for a long, long time
I wanna know who lemme in on failure
I wanna press rewind and see tha guy
Cuz every since him, My insides died
I might be breathin, got a heart beatin
But I feel lifeless
Numb, unaware of how much I followed people
and the pressure they put on me
I been desysetized, so used to bein abused that it's not abuse no more
the hurt don't hurt
my tears don't fall
i just go to room and stare at four walls
i cant even count on them
i hear mama sayin "get ya life straight"
i wanna know when it became crooked
who started it?
i was a good lil girl at one time
what happened?
what made me lower my level to these clowns?
all i can say is other people...they got power when somebody don't think they anybody
when i felt low i got high
and it wasn't on self-esteem
i try to bring myself up
but im terrible at bein me
i look for help, but when the right one comes along i freeze
i feel naked and cold
like i'm gone
no mind, no heart, no soul