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Trust Nobody

Watch out for those who call themselves your friends...in this world you really don't know who your real friends are...I had a"best friend" or so i thought....we were really close...and cared about eachother alot...we were like sisters...i never in a million years would have thought she would ever do me wrong...until one day...we had a kickback in my house during school time...it was only ment to be 3 of my homegurls and i..well the house ended up with a gang of surenos....a couple of them we knew...one of them i was very close to...i had known him for years...there was all kinds of drinks..and drugs....yeah i knew i was doing wrong by letting all this people into my house just to have a good time...but at the time i didn't care...my "best friend",one of my homies,and i were the only ones drinking....everyone was just chillin....we were having a good time...i passed out...without even knowing drugs had been put into my drink...thing is that the guy who i thought to be my close friend...the one who i trusted....took advantage of the situation....and rapped me...I laying on my bed...feeling useless..cuz i coudn't do anything to stop him...he pushed himself into me...while my "best friend" stood a few feet away with a camera taking pictures....i was able to hear her laughs...and his moans.....it all seemed like it was ment to be...as if it was all planned out...next thing i remember was waking up in the hospital...wondering where i was...i was a virgin until that day...i still can't believe that the persons who i trusted the most did what they did to me....i didn't get payback..because there is a god...and only he will make them pay for what they have done...that is what i say...don't just trust anyone who calls themselves your friend...