this past couple of weeks they have been teaching on forgivness in church..and i had barley come to realize that it dosent just mean to forget and forgive the people who have trespassed against you, but to also be able to forgive yourself and forget your past..i have always had this guilt on my shoulders because i felt it made me less of a man and mad me a trader to try and leave the gang style life...and had thoughts of going back to it to prove myself...and i was thinking this in church while we were doing praise and worship, and all of a sudden one of the fellow sisters had came out of her set and had shared with all of us that some thing was giving her a sighn or a felling that there was some body who was felling guilt and had to live up to a certain standard, and when she had said that, my heart had broke down, this isnt all of it but these were some of here words "we dont not need to live to a certain standard, forget those burdens that you carry, for it is not of god, he loves us threw all the sins we have done, there is no reason to fell guilt or angry at yourself, forgive yourself and forget your past, so he could hear your prayers" i had never teared up in church or for a happy reason. that momment realy changed myself..i felt so comforted and good, i belive i felt the love of god. literaly...i am so greatful for every thing i am put threw..and i just wanted to say this to let any one know that if you think you should fell a guilt or unworthy to people or worldly things, do not, it is just the devil trying to bring you back in. your life is worth so much to god and he values,loves and cares for us so much, some times we just choose to blind ourselfs. let your eyes be opened and realize that all we have to do is praise and thank god for every thing he has done. not worry about what your old piers think and such...for god loves us all just the way we are....god bless every one!
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Posted 8 months ago #
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oh i had almost forgot to mention, that some thing that gave her that sighn was god.
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real talk fam...plz pray 4 my mom...she did a mamogram n found out she may have breast cancer...gutta go bak tues. 2 do biopsy...she da only fam i got left alive...errbody else gone...i cant lose her 2...im faithful tho, he will heal her n she will b ok...juz pray 4 her...1 luv n God bless!!
Posted 8 months ago # -
i will pray for your mom, just have faith.. thats all it takes.
god bless you and your mom. and pray for her too.
Posted 8 months ago # -
thankz fam..sorry 4 late reply...juz got bak from otha side of island...
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i have prayed for your mother..and i have greath faith that god shall take care of her
so all you need to do now is have faith and pray as well
god bless my friend
and its ok sorry for my late reply as well
Posted 8 months ago # -
thankz fam, god bless u...she goin 4 da biopsy 2morow den gutta wait 2 dayz 4 resultz, but radiologist said he almost certain itz mallignant...
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