i find my self wondering should i live or should 1 die
is living a test or is it just a simple joy ride
ive been told everyone has a mission in life
ive messed up so much that my future seems no longer bright
and i cant see that mission of mine
ive been all the way to **** and back
my life is going high speed on a never ending track
im livin in the hood and it wont hurt if i leave n never come back
ive held a gun to my head .22 to be precise
ive held a blade to my neck nd wanted to slice
i want to hang myself in the closet
man i swear i done lost it
im goin psycho, insane
im at the point where id get so messed up that id forget my own name
they told me god is the way
i looked and searchd but heaven is far away
im as low as a worm
the devil invades my mind takes over my body and makes me squirm
i try to find salvation
im on the edge hopefully ill find a revelation
a person cant bounce back till they hit rock bottom
if i have a bullet in my head dnt ask who shot em
hopefully im still alive when you read this poem
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suicicidal thoughts
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Posted 6 months ago #
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****= h311
Posted 6 months ago # -
Hey,
I would recommend you speak to your family or school counselors about how you are feeling so that you can share your feelings and they can help you through. Know there are people who care about you and how important your life is to them.
Take care. God has a great plan for your life. I prayed for you and for God to show himself to you.
In Jesus' name.
Posted 6 months ago # -
i feel u on dat ish, i wuz juz like u a few yearz ago until i changed my life, escaped da streetz n found God...it costz me a lot tho, i aint got no1 left except God, every1 i kno iz lockd up or dead, but he took every1 away from me 2 bring me closer 2 him cuz I wuzn't keepin God 1st...yadada mean....
u dont need conseling or ppl 2 talk 2, all u need iz God n da bible...take my advice cuz it kum from personal experience...God n da bible will help u more den ne1 n nethang else!!...REAL TALK!!!...
n ya situation wit luv, juz realize da only tru luv in dis fake world iz God, not no1 else...if u lookin 4 tru luv in ppl n poccessionz, u wont find it...I kno errthang happenz 4 a reason, mayb God did dis 2 bring u closer 2 him n 2 make u wiser...
u can either let all dis pain break u n make u weaker, or u can let it make u wiser n stronger n live n learn from ya mistakez...a lotta ppl break n turn 2 d'z n alcohol cuz dey cant take da pain n dey 2 weak, all u really need iz God tho...from him kumz understandin of y errthang happenz in life n in ya life...n datz da most important thang...
once a sucka, twice wice...
we only learn wutz rite from failure n mistakez...think bout dat ish homie...itz da truth...
Posted 6 months ago #
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