even tho u hurt me, i still luv u n i still 4give u...sorry it took so long 2 say dat, but u really hurt me n i didn't kno wut else 2 do but ignore u, but dat dont solve nuffin in da long run, cuz im still left wit da pain n emptyness...i been smokin n drinkin now more den eva without u, i dunno wut 2 do, i kno god dont want me doin dat tho, datz y i gutta 4give u n give dat ish up startin now...u dunno how hard it wuz 4 me loosin u, but i overkame it, cuz wit jesus u can overkum nethang!!!...trill talk!!!...
u'll alwayz have a place in my heart whether u believe me or not, datz not suffin i wud lie about...u alwayz doubt me when i say i luv u, but datz all i say, y wud i say dat if it wuznt tru n i believe in god?...i pray 4 u n us everynite even when we wuznt 2gether lika....im not a cold hearted ****, i still got a heart lika....thugz got feelinz 2....
i kno god wantz me 2 4give u n try 2 help u, but u also gutta 4give me n try 2 help me...i aint perfect lika...i need help at timez 2!!...u need 2 realize dat...n i aint rite bout errthang either ma...neither iz u...every1 make mistakez, we live n learn tho, n as time passez we grow n mature...na mean...
i aint got time 2 waste playin gamez wit fake temporary luv, if u really luv me proove it, or stop wastin my time...nuff said...i need a trill wifey 4 lifey...i aint lookin 4 no temporary girl dat luv me 1 day den hate me da next...real talk!!...i changed n i think u did 2 tho, datz y i got hope 4 us again....if u feel da same holla @ cha boy!!...