I look for answers
as to why I'm so messed up
as to why i've turned to drugs N alcohol
I'm looking for answers
that i cant seem to find
Looking for a reason to live
and im running out of time
Depression a fight im loosing
Depression is something you cant understand
Depression is the cause of my losses
i've lost friends N family
I didn't ask for this
or choose to push my loved ones away
its simply something i cant control
something i continue to struggle with everyday
You want to understand me
But i don't understand myself
im trapped inside this person who claims 2 be me
im screaming out for help
Depressions has taken more than my happiness
Its taken a part of me
Depression is my illness
one that cant be seen
its killed my soul
and taken away my dreams
I wish i could take back the tears
all the pain and the hurt