My mom was to busy thinking of my older sister who had ran away for the 6th time...
Randomly id get popped in the face cuz she was so upset.. I was her real life punch bag.
I couldn't complain to my dad cuz he worked many jobs and I couldn't crush his idea of a "happy family"
So I'd purposely lie and make excuses for him and the nosey people that worked at my school...
I watched my dad pull my sister out of this crack house, my dad promised this was gonna be the last.
Already teary eyed my favorite, one and only sister yells I Fucken Hate You! ****.You!..
Out of hurt I preceeded to say the same, yet i couldn't yell it back, merely just a soft whisper, my voice wouldn't allow me to lie.
She'd go missing for weeks,
My mom eventually got depressingly over sick, I remember making her food telling her, Screaming EAT!
I cried at her bedside preying and pleading she wouldn't leave me too.
Then my sister shows up again from one of her vacations" as I would say.
And we'd force her in rehabs,
Got to the point where I didn't wan to see her... Hated visiting those places,
But my parents made me and when we arrived there was this circle formed.
I was called up to make a speech about my feelings towards my sister..
Job well done, almost had everyone crying, just a 10 yr old girl with sincere passion.
She promised this was the last, but soon I realized another lie.
I remember continuously watching the news to see if maybe she was found,
But instead it was an exact description of her freckles,hair, and car. My dad went to go claim the body, wouldn't let me go.
Luckily when he called my mom to tell us it's her, that dead body turned out to not be my sister.
Releaved yes, but my sister still nowhere to be found.
Then one day when my mom forgot to pick me up from school again, my sister...she showed up.
I began to cry as she told me in a calm voice get in the car,
I was so mad I told her I'd never get in the car with you!
She drove off, my mom shows up 15 mins later..
About a week later I get home and find a random letter,
I yell to my mom an asked if my sister had been here she said no and I began to read the letter..
Words any one would love to hear, yet my heart wouldn't accept them.. The next day the police bring her home...
Surprise surprise she's pregnant, and has been clean since, we named the baby Angel.
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My Sisters Angel
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Posted 1 year ago #
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Thank you for sharing your heart and thank you for sharing your story on here. Im sure that was very painful.
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No problem :) yeah it's tough but it is what it is. Had to let it go. Because "sorrow never spoken is the heaviest load to bear"
If anything, thanks for caring.Posted 1 year ago #
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