Had a lil girl, her "daddy" left me when I was 2 months pregnant. Got with an old friend and we been datin for bout 10 months, he joined the Army and is currently not living with me. We got married much to his momma's dismay and we are now expecting a child together (though his mom now wants me dead). I am working as a waitress and going to school as well as being a mom. My days are spent working then watching my daughter as I do school. Thankfully the teachers are lenient enough during class to allow my daughter in class with me, and none of the other students mind.
I never did get out of the gang life and honestly don't plan on it, however I have let the three crews I ran pull together and appointend my successor as their leader. I see them around every now and then and they are all doing well, the majority of our crew do what gangs were created to do, protect our families and our friends. Only one of them ended up killed. Looking at us from the outside you would never know that any of us were in a gang and we prefer it that way, cause that way none of us get in trouble for something we didn't do. None of my crew have wraps and we will keep it that way.
So that's me in a nut shell I guess, oh ironically I'm going to school for criminal justice haha
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lmfao...u cant b serious...u a gangster who goin 2 college 2 study criminal justice 2 lock **** up 4 doin crime?!?!....i dont think u a gangster...i think u sum1 who do dirt so u can get $$$ 2 survive...thoze r 2 diff thangz....like day n nite....
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Ya know we had people in the past on here ex Gs who worked after in the system, it is often to help, one an ex surena who went into parole work and an ex gangster disciple went to work in a juve. In both cases to help kids like they used to be...it's not all bad...
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Good for you for going to college. I am not in a gang nor would I like to be but I admire all of you on the site for stepping above. I am majoring in criminal justice as well I hope you can reach out and help those who are hurting. Best of luck to you in the future!
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Naw not now homie...I know this homegirl right here, shes G as fawk ****..don't doubt it. So you think to be a real gangsta you can't go to College & better yourself Cash???? You gotta stay in your hood & be grinding??? Cus thats what makes a real G???? :/ **** naw..LMAO **** that...NONE of us want to be hustling our streets or fighting with other gangstas..that **** ain't no fawking fun!! Hkangel, Gangsta Queen IS gangster as **** ****! I gives a shyt what anybody has to say! Good for you G`Queen..stack your paper! Just don't come chasing after me when you get to be 5-0..cus I might ****' have to man-handle you girl..lol slap ya the **** off me or some shyt LMAO! :D love you **** :)
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REAL **** FROM DA STREETZ DONT GO 2 COLLEGE, MOST DONT FINISH HIGH SKOOL, 4 MANY REASONZ...MAINLY CUZ DEY CANT AFFORD IT N BECUZ DEY DONT KUM FROM RICH FAMILIEZ WHO SUPPORT DEM...ALSO **** FROM DA STREETZ GET DER $$$ HOW DEY LIVE, IF U SMART ENUFF, U DONT NEED 2 GO 2 SKOOL 2 LEARN HOW 2 MAKE $$$...MOST ALL BILLIONAIREZ NEVER WENT 2 COLLEGE CUZ DEY DIDN'T NEED IT....COLLEGE IZ 4 PPL WHO GIVE UP ON DER DREAMZ N THINK DEY NOT GOOD ENUFF 2 ACHIEVE DEM...U CAN STAY IN COLLEGE, IMA STAY IN DA STREETZ WHERE I WUZ BORN N RAISED...I CANT EVA 4GET MY ROOTZ N WHERE I KUM FROM, IF I DO IM 4GETTIN WHO I AM...
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JUST BECAUSE YOU GO TO COLLEGE DOESN'T MEAN YOU GIVE UP ON YA DREAMS CASH..LMAO WTF HOMIE?..LOL AND IT DOES NOT MEAN A PERSON DOESN'T THINK THEIR GOOD ENOUGH TO ACHIEVE DREAMS...YEAH..I MYSELF AM IN "JUNIOR" COLLEGE..WOULD YOU BELIEVE I'VE ONLY TAKEN ONE CLASS A SEMESTER EACH TIME I GO & REGISTER FOR CLASSES??? WTF DO YOU THINK I OR PEOPLE LIKE ME & "G'QUEEN" "HKANGEL" DO WHEN THE DAYS OVER????..WE DON'T STAY AT COLLEGE 24/7 HOMIE..LOL THAT MEANS THE REST OF THE TIME I'M NOT IN CLASS (I DON'T KNOW ABOUT G'QUEEN OR WHAT SHE DOES), BUT I'M EITHER IN THE STREETS ON MY WAY TO THE LIQUOR STORE, DRINKING AT THE CITY IRRIGATION PARK (WHICH IS NOT ACTUALLY A PARK AND I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO BE THERE LOL), OR SMOKING WEED, OR GOING TO HOMIES HOUSES OR FINDING KICK-BACKS WITH MY FRIENDS..WEEKEND PARTIES ETC. I'M TOO OLD TO FORGET WHERE I'M FROM OR WHAT MY SURROUNDINGS ARE
(SPEAKING LIKE A G)..I'M 27 YEARS OLD OKAY..I'M SO OLD THAT I'VE ADAPTED TO MY SURROUNDINGS HOMIE AND MY NAME ALONE HAS BECOME A PART OF WHERE I'M FROM..I KNOW HELLA PEOPLE IN THIS CITY I'M FROM..AND SINCE WHEN HAS ANYONE EVER HAD TO PAY TO GO TO HIGH SCHOOL??? I KNOW PEOPLE DROP OUT OF COLLEGE CUS THEY SOMETIMES CANT AFFORD IT..BUT HIGH SCHOOL??? LOL
SHYT..YOU AIN'T EVEN GOT TO BE SCHOOLED OR BE SMART TO MAKE CASH..LMAO ALL IT TAKES IS YA FRIEND TO HAND YOU SOME "CANDY" HOMEBOY..AND YOU GO & SELL THAT SHYT FOR'EM..AND YOU GET DOLLAZ..ITS EASY ILLEGAL MONEY..ITS THE DRUG TRADE HOMIE..WE ALL KNOW ABOUT THAT..THATS NOTHING NEW..PEOPLE DON'T NEED EDUCATION TO GO DO THAT SHYT...
ALL HKANGEL & MYSELF ARE DOING IS TELLING OURSELVES "OKAY..WE PHUCKED UP..WE'RE YOUNG..MAYBE A LITTLE ON THE POOR SIDE, MAYBE NOT..BUT WE BEEN THROUGH ALOTTA F'D UP SHYT..ARE YOU TIRED OF IT Q'GUEEN?? CUS I'M TIRED OF IT..LETS BETTER OURSELVES & OUR LIVES FOR OUR FUTURES, CUS THIS HUSTLING, RUNNIN' FROM COPS & FIGHTIN' THUGS ETC SUCKS & ITS NO FUN & ITS SO OLD TO US..LETS GET EDUCATED, LETS GET LEGIT MONEY, LETS GRIND, LETS PUT NEW SHYT IN OUR HOUSES..LIKE A FLAT-SCREEN TV! OR A FLAT-SCREEN MONITOR, OR HOW ABOUT SOME NEW FANCY RIMS ON THE CAR, OR MAYBE WE WANT TO GO BUY SILVER NECK-CHAINS FOR $100 OR MORE..LETS GET THAT COLLEGE EDUCATION SO WE CAN DO IT! SO WE DON'T HAVE TO HUSTLE & BE GANGSTERS & PUT PEOPLE IN DANGER OR OURSELVES IN DANGER OR GET OURSELVES LOCKED UP JUST FOR TRYING TO MAKE SOME MONEY.."
"REAL FOOLS IN THE STREETS DON'T GO TO COLLEGE"..LOL AND THEY STAY DUMM LOL..CUS THEY NEVER WENT TO SCHOOL CASH..AND PROBABLY WON'T END UP BEING ANYTHING OR DOING ANYTHING IN LIFE BUT LEADING CRIME, GETTING LOCKED UP, OR GETTING SHOT OR KILLED FOR THE SHYT THEY DO, WHEN THEY COULD'VE LEARNED TO DO OTHER THINGS IN LIFE BESIDES THAT..REAL TALK HOMIE!
ALL THE REAL KATS IN THE STREETS WHO ARE STILL IN THE STREETS OR HAVE BEEN THERE AND AIN'T DEAD OR LOCKED UP OR ETC..ARE THE SMART ONES WITH BRAINS WHO HAD ENOUGH THOUGHT TO SAY "HEY..MY LIFE IS F****D UP HOMIE..I THINK I NEED TO DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE IT.." AND ONCE THEY DO..ALL THE THINGS THEY DID ARE ONLY MEMORIES HOMIE..SO SOME MIGHT HELP OTHERS WHO NEED IT..SO WHAT THEY WENT THROUGH, SOMEBODY ELSE CAN GET HELP FROM THEM IF THEY'RE STRUGGLING..YOU FEEL ME DAWG??
A REAL STREET KAT ISN'T AN IGNORANT FOOL DOING DUMM RECREATIONS THAT COULD GET HIMSELF/HERSELF HURT OR WORSE...A REAL STREET SOLDIER BETTERS THEMSELVES & KNOWS WTF THEY WENT THROUGH & USES THAT TO HELP OTHERS & THE PEOPLE AROUND THEM! AND IT DOESN'T TAKE ANY EDUCATION TO REALIZE WHEN SHYTS **** UP IN YA LIFE HOMIE..REAL TALK..
YEAH LOL..AND MOST BILLIONAIRES DIDN'T KNOW WHEN THEY STARTED OUT THAT THEY WERE GONNA BE BILLIONAIRES EITHER..SO THEY MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE NEEDED SOME EDUCATION..WHO KNOWS..
I'LL NEVER FORGET WHERE I'M FROM OR TURN MY BACK ON ANYBODY HERE WANTING HELP IF THEY COME TO ME..I'M FROM THE SAME PLACE AS "MIZZ DANA" OR "DANA"..YA KNOW..THAT LADY RIGHT NEXT TO "JEY" ON THE TOP OF THE PAGES IF YOU SCROLL UP, YOU'LL SEE THOSE 4 PICTURES..DANA IS ON THE BOTTOM HALF, MY LEFT-HAND SIDE..WE'RE BOTH FROM THE 209 CALI HOMIE..AND LIKE I SAID..I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT I LIVE HERE..EVER..EVEN IF I MOVE SOMEWHERE ELSE..HOMETOWN IS STILL 209 DAWG..
AND YOU COULD STAY BAGGIN' ON US TWO FOR GOIN' TO COLLEGE ALL YOU WANT..LOL CUS IT AIN'T GONNA MAKE ME TURN SHYT BUT NUDIE COLLEGE GIRLS OVER TO SLAPP'EM ON THEIR BARE AZZ HOMIE LOL..CUS I'M TIRED OF GRINDIN & HUSTLIN' WHEN MONEY IS SHORT..AND COLLEGE GIRLS LOOK PRETTY DAYM FINE TO TEDDII MMMMHMMM.. ;D LOL
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I FEEL U, BUT IF U EATIN GOOD FROM YA STREET $$$ DEN Y GO 2 COLLEGE? U KNO....IM SAYIN U DONT C REAL GANGSTERZ WHO RUN DA STREETZ IN DER AREA GOIN 2 COLLEGE....LMFAO...REAL TALK THO....
DEY DROP OUT CUZ DEY DONT LIKE AUTHORITY N BEIN TOLD WUT 2 DO...
DATZ TRU, BUT ONLY 2 AN EXTENT...NOW A DAYZ ALL DA ADDICTZ N FEINZ R BROKE CUZ DA ECONOMY N DEY CANT AFFORD NUFFIN...HOW U SPOSDA SLANG WHEN NO1 GOT $$$ 2 BUY....
DO U KNO HOW HARD IT IZ 2 GO 2 COLLEGE LIVIN IN DA STREETZ WHEN U CAN EASILY MAKE MUCH MORE FAST QUICK EZ $$$??? EVEN THO ITZ DIRTY, ITZ STILL $$$ DAT GETZ FOOD ON YA PLATE...NA MEAN...MOST PPL IN COLLEGE AFFRAID 2 HUSTLE N TAKE RISKZ DAT MITE GET DEM A 10 YEAR BID...MOST PPL IN COLLEGE AINT NEVER STEPPED FOOT IN A JAIL OR DONE CRIME...MOST PPL IN COLLEGE AINT FROM DA STREETZ...DEY FROM RICH OVERPRIVLEDGED MOM AND DAD WORKIN PARENTZ N FAMILIEZ....N I AINT MAKIN EXCUSEZ OR BEIN LAZY, ITZ SIMPLY DA TRUTH, LOOK @ DA STATISTICZ...LOOK AT WUT I SAY WHEN U C SUM1 IN DA STREETZ OR SUM1 IN COLLEGE...C IF WUT DEY KUM FROM DOESN'T DETERMINE DER FUTURE....
I APPRECIATE YA ADVICE HOMIE...IM NOT DOUBTIN U BOUT WUT U SAY....ITZ GOOD WISDOM....U THINK I WANNA DO DIS **** N RISKS MY LIFE N FREEDOM 4 $$$...I HAVE NO **** ALTERNATIVEZ...IM HOPELESS LIKE PAC SAYZ....I CANT GET A **** JOB CUZ U NEED A WHIP N A PAD....N DERZ NO JOBZ NEWAY NEWHERE!!!....DA ECONOMY GETTIN WORSE EVERY SECOND...DATZ Y I SAY WE GUTTA B IN DA LAST DAYZ!!..
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TRUE..YOU ARE RIGHT..MOST COLLEGE PEOPLE NEVER BEEN IN THE STREETS OR IN A JAIL...BUT I HAVE BEEN ON THE STREETS HOMIE..NEVER BEEN HOMELESS, BUT JUST KICKED IT OUT THERE YA KNOW..SO I'M DIFFERENT. LIKE WHEN I TOOK COMPUTERS..LOL I WALKED INTO CLASS THE FIRST DAY, AND ALL THE STUDENTS IMMEDIATELY LOOKED AT ME WHEN I WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR AND SAT DOWN..BECAUSE I HAD BAGGY PANTS ON & A PRETTY LARGE T-SHIRT, AND MY HAIR WAS BANGIN' OUT DAWG LOL..AND IT WAS JUST HILARIOUSLY FUNNY TO ME TA HAVE ALL THESE COLLEGE STUDENTS LOOK AT ME..LIKE "IS HE SUPPOSED TO BE IN THIS CLASS?" LMFAO..COMIN' TA CLASS IN A WIFE-BEATER & SHYT LOL
AND YEAH..ITS HARD CASH..I WON'T LIE ABOUT THAT & NEITHER WILL ANYONE ELSE..COLLEGE IS HARD HOMIE..ITS NOT EASY..NO MATTER WHAT COLLEGE YOU APPLY FOR..
AND YOU KNOW..ON SUM REAL DAWG..MOST PEOPLE SHOULD BE APPLAUDING ME & HKANGEL FOR DOING THIS SHYT..ON THE REAL, FOR REAL..NOT BAGGIN' ON US OR TELLIN' US WE AIN'T ACCEPTED OR GANGSTA OR WHATEVER JUST FOR TRYING TO BETTER OURSELVES AND GET OUR EDUCATION..****..I'D LIKE TO SEE ALL OF G.S..ALL THE YOUNGSTERS, GET THEIR EDUCATIONS..NOT JUST BE STREET SMART..BUT BE A LITTLE BOOK SMART TOO..HERES SOME REAL STREET WISDOM FOR YA'LL...THAT SHYT PAYS OFF HOMIE..NO MORE TACO BELL, BURGER KING WORKING THE DRIVE-THRU ETC OR EATING THAT SHYT FOR DINNER..STRAIGHT LEGIT BALLIN' SON..NO MORE PLACA FLACA 5-0 WANTING TO GET'CHU OR STARE AT YOU WHEN YOU WALK DOWN THE STREET..COLLEGE IS A GROWN PLACE MY HOMIES..COLLEGE ADULTS CARRY THEMSELVES A BIT DIFFERENT THAN PEOPLE WHO DON'T ATTEND COLLEGE..AND ITS A FACT. TRUE..I LOVE MY BAGGY CLOTHES, YA KNOW..THE WHOLE CHOLO LOOK, THATS ME LOL..BUT EVEN IF I GO TO SCHOOL OR ANY PLACE LIKE THAT..I'M GONNA GREET YOU "HELLO..HOW ARE YOU TODAY?" YA KNOW..EVEN IF I LOOK MAD MAD GANGSTA CHOLO LOL AND I MUST SAY I DO.. :D I STAY FLY LIKE THREE 6 MAFIA SON LOL CHOLO FITTED LOL :P
YA WELCOME FOR ADVICE HOMIE..I LOVE WHEN I GIVE YA'LL SOME ADVICE ON HERE..GRANTED I'M A LITTLE STUBBORN IN MY OLD AGE LOL BUT I'M ONLY OLD BECAUSE PROBABLY MORE THAN HALF OF GS IS YOUNG HEADS..ACTUALLY EVEN SOME OF US OLD SCHOOL GS MEMBERS ARE STILL PRETTY YOUNG..STILL TRYING TO REACH OUR THIRTIES..LOL
TRUE..MOST ADDICTS ARE BROKE NOWDAYS..I'VE NOTICED TOO..BUT NOT ALL OF THEM..STILL FEDDY TO BE MADE YADADAMEAN DAWG..BUT I DON'T BE DOING THAT ALOT ANYWAYS.. :P
I PREFER TO HUSTLE..PAN-HANDLE FOR CASH..AND NOT SLANG..BUT I'M NOT EXCLUDING THAT HUSTLE EITHER..IT WORKS IF YA GOT TO..
"IF YA EATIN' GOOD FROM STREET CASH WHY GO TO COLLEGE?"..EASY..MAYBE YOU WORK, WANNA MAKE MORE MONEY?..GO TO COLLEGE...MAYBE YOU DON'T WORK..WANT A BETTER PAYING JOB SALARY?..GO TO COLLEGE..LOL THIS ****' INFO-MERCIAL HAS BEEN BROUGHT TA YOU BY "TEDDII" LMFAO!! :D :P
AND YOU WANNA BET THERE AIN'T GANGSTAS WHO SPORT COLORS WHO DO GO TO COLLEGE..I'VE SEEN SOME HOMIE..JUST YOU PROBABLY WON'T CATCH ME ALL FLAMED UP..I AIN'T GOT REASON TO GO TA SCHOOL LIKE THAT OR BE MOBBIN' AROUND LIKE THAT..I DON'T BANG IT LIKE I USED TO..AND I DON'T PLAN ON EVER GOING BACK DOWN THAT ROAD HOMIE...
AND REALLY..OKAY..I'LL BE REAL ONCE AGAIN, TELL YOU SOME REAL SHYT..I DON'T KNOW IF HKANGEL MINDS OR NOT..SHE MAY FIND ME AND KICK MY AZZ FOR THIS LATER LOL...BUT YA KNOW HOW I WAS SAYIN'..ME & HKANGEL..OKAY WE'RE TIGHT LIKE A GLOVE WITH EACH OTHER..MOST OF GS KNOWS HOW WE WAS...THE THING YA'LL DON'T REALIZE IS THAT BACK WHEN I WAS DOIN' MY THING..I WORE RED..GANGSTA QUEEN WORE BLUE..THATS RIVAL TO MOST GANGS..ONLY THING WAS HERE ON THE WESTCOAST, NORTE ALLIANCES WITH CRIP..WHICH FORMED "C-14"..BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH..END OF STORY..I WON'T TELL YOU ABOUT THE NAMES I GOT CALLED OR THE TIMES SHE GOT **** AT ME..BUT I WASN'T BANGIN WHEN I TALKED TA G'QUEEN NO..
PROBABLY SAYIN' MORE THAN I SHOULD..I NEED TO SHUT UP..LOL :P
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Great post Ted, well thought out response...a lot of Gs I know regret they didn't get a god education 1st time round, now after jail and minimum wage they're getting an education to provide for their families.
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GOOD WISDOM AGAIN, BUT U LEAVIN OUT SUM IMPORTANT ISH....WITH OR WITHOUT A DEGREE DERZ STILL NO JOBZ N DA ECONOMY IZ WORSE DEN ITZ EVER BEEN N NOT GETTIN NE BETTER NE TIME SOON, DA ONLY JOBZ DAT U CAN GET DAT PAY GOOD REQUIRE 8+ YEARZ OF COLLEGE....U GUTTA BEG NOW A DAYZ 4 A MIN WAGE SLAVE JOB....EVERY1 GETTIN LAYED OFF N EVERYWHERE IS CLOSIN DOWN N GOIN OUTTA BUSINESS...TIMEZ R TUFF 4 EVERY1....DA ONLY GUARANTEED JOB U CAN GET DAT PAYZ GOOD IZ A DOCTOR....I KNO TONNA PPL WIT DEGREEZ N NO JOBZ....DATZ BECUZ A DEGREE IZ LIKE TOILET PAPER UNLESS U GET IT IN DA MEDICAL FIELD...REAL TALK...U WASTIN YA TIME IN COLLEGE IF U DONT GET YA DEGREE IN DA RIGHT FIELD....WE ALWAYZ GONE NEED DOCTORZ, ERRTHANG ELSE WE CAN DO WITHOUT OR WE AWREADY GOT ENUFF PPL 2 HADLE...DERZ NEVER GONE B ENUFF DOCTORZ....IF U AINT TRYIN 2 GET A MEDICAL DEGREE IN COLLEGE U WASTIN YA TIME HOMIE...REAL TALK...N I DONT THINK I'D MAKE IT AS A DOCTOR 4 FINANCIAL REASONZ N CUZ I ONLY GET GOOD GRADEZ CUZ I CHEAT ON ERRTHANG...LOL...SO DATZ Y I QUESTION GOIN 2 COLLEGE...N MOST DA STUFF I CHEAT ON IS STUFF I NEVER NEED 2 USE OR KNO IN DA REAL WORLD NEWAY...IF I VALUED LEARNIN IN, I WUDN'T B CHEATIN...
DEY TEACHIN US COMPLICATED MATH WE NEVER USE IN REAL LIFE Y WE SITTIN DOWN 4 8 HOURZ A DAY N EATIN UNHEALTHY...SEEMZ LIKE I NEED 2 B TEACHIN DA TEACHERZ.....DEN U WONDER Y EVERY1 OBESE N DIEIN YUNG....WE WASTE TIME LEARNIN THANGZ DAT DONT APPLY 2 OR BETTER OUR LIVEZ....I KNO LOTTA YUNG WOMEN RAISIN SEEDZ ALONE N LOTTA **** USIN/SLANGIN D'Z N BANGIN, BUT DA SKOOL RATHER TEACH COMPLICATED MATH NO1 KNOWZ OR UNDERSTANDZ DEN ABOUT SOLUTIONZ N PREVENTION 2 DA PROBLEMZ DA YOUTH FACE IN DA REAL WORLD...I DONT BELIEVE IN SKOOL CUZ SKOOL DONT BELIEVE OR TEACH BOUT GOD...
DA WAY DA GOV DESIGNED IT IS 2 KEEP DA POOR ALWAY POOR, N ONLY DA RICH N ELITE WILL HAVE POWER N SUCCEEED...DATZ HOW SOCIETY IS....
IM NOT SMART NOR AM I IGNORANT, IM JUZ WISE....I GET MY WISDOM FROM PAST EXPERIENCEZ...NOT WUT I SEE OR THNK, BUT WUT I BEEN THRU N WUT I KNO....
DERZ A LOTTA FAKE GANGSTERZ EVERYWHERE BUT DA STREETZ NOW A DAYZ....SAME WIT RAPPERZ....IT MAKE ME DISGUSTED...REAL TALK!!!!....IM TIRED OF SEEIN FAKE ACTORZ LIVIN LIEZ TRYIN 2 B WUT DEY NOT...REAL **** DA LAST OF A DEAD BREED!!!....TRILL TALK!!!...
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