50% OF ME TELL ME IF I WANNA GET $$$, I GUTTA TAKE RISKZ N DO DIRT...DEN DA OTHER 50% TELL ME 2 THINK BOUT MY FUTURE N 1 WRONG MOVE N I KUD LOSE MY FREEDOM, OR WORSE, GO 2 **** WHEN I DIE...DEN I THINK IF I DONT GET $$$ SUM HOW SOON, IMA B BROKE N LIVIN ON DA STREETZ, BUT I REMIND MYSELF 2 KEEP DA FAITH N TRUST DAT GOD WILL PROVIDE, BUT ERRTIME I TRY 2 DO HONEST WORK, I GET TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF, LIED 2, USED, N PLAYD...DATZ Y I FEEL LIKE DA ONLY WAY U CAN TRULY SUCCEED IZ 2 DO DIRT, BUT NOT GET CAUGHT SLIPPIN...U KNO...
DER AINT NO JOBZ NEWHERE ALL OVA DA WORLD, N U NEED A WHIP 2 GET 2 N FROM WORK, ETC...ETC...I MEAN ITZ HARD WHEN U LIVIN IN POVERTY 2 PERSAVERE N DO GOOD, ESP WHEN U AINT GOT A FAMILY..DATZ Y MOST PPL WHERE I KUM FROM EITHER LOCKD DOWN OR BURRIED B4 DA AGE OF 30...REAL TALK!!!...IM STILL STUCK BTWN A ROCK N A HARD PLACE...I DUNNO WUT 2 DO....1/2 OF ME SAYZ IF IM SKARED 2 TAKE RISKZ IMA ALWAYZ LIVE LIKE A BUM, DEN DA OTHER 1/2 SAYZ GOD WON'T KEEP 4GIVIN ME IF I KNOWINGLY SIN ON PURPOSE, DEN ASK 4 4GIVENESS AGAIN N AGAIN....I DUNNO WUT 2 DO...I PRAY BUT DONT NUFFIN CHANGE....
I WUD LIKE 2 FIND AN HONEST WAY 2 MAKE A LOTTA $$$ CLEAN...BUT DAT JUZ AINT REALITY IN DIS COLD WORLD N FUKD UP ECONOMY...ITZ KALLD SURVIVAL OF DA FITTEST...THOZE WHO SKARED 2 TAKE RISKZ LIVE BROKE...DATZ JUZ HOW IT IZ IN DA GHETTO...U GOT BUMZ N U GOT **** DRIVIN CADILLACZ....ITZ ALL BOUT YA MIND SET N WUT RISKZ U WILLIN 2 TAKE....YADADA MEAN?!?!?...