DA ONLY REASON IM TALKIN BOUT DIS ON HERE IZ CUZ DIS DA ONLY PLACE SHE GONE GET DIS MSG...I AINT LONELY N WRITIN BOUT MY LIFE ONLINE CUZ IM BORED OR BROKE...LMFAO!!...IM WRITIN DIS SO I KNO SHE CAN C IT...
YEAH I KNEW U POSTED YA # ONLINE CUZ U WANTED ME 2 KALL U, BUT I AINT FALL 4 YA TRAP AGAIN...I DIDNT KALL U CUZ I KNEW U DIDN'T CHANGE...U TRYIN 2 JUSTIFY WUT U DID BY SAYIN ME NOT KALLIN U AFTER A FEW MONTHZ LEAVIN U WUZ WRONG....Y WUD I KALL U IF U GET WIT 1 **** RITE AFTER DA OTHER?!?...DATZ Y I LEFT U IN DA 1ST PLACE....HOW CAN YA HEART B TRILL?!?...REAL TALK!!..
JUZ CUZ U BEAUTIFUL N LOOK GOOD DONT MEAN I WANNA B WIT CHU, IF I WUZ A FAKE **** I WUD, BUT DERZ MORE 2 TRILL LUV DEN JUZ LOOKZ, DERZ A LOTTA GOOD LOOKIN FAKE HOEZ RITE HERE IN HAWAII, N LOTTA DEM GOT STDZ N DUNNO NUFFIN BOUT TRILL LUV CUZ DEY BEEN WIT EVERY **** DEY KNO!!!...N DATZ CUZ DER HEART AINT TRILL...OR CUZ DEY BELIEVED EVERY1 WHO TOLD DEM DEY LUV DEM, BUT DEN MISTAKEZ DA 1 WHO TRULY LUVZ DEM CUZ DEY BEEN LIED 2 N HURT SO MANY TIMEZ!!!...N I THINK DATZ DA CASE WIT CHU, DATZ Y I FEEL SORRY 4 U N PRAY 4 U...DATZ Y I 4GIVE U 2...
DO YA SELF A FAVOR IF U WANNA SURVIVE IN LIFE, STOP BEIN SO NIEVE N TRUSTIN PPL N BELIEVIN EVERY1 WHO SAYZ DEY LUV U N KARE BOUT U, DEN MAYB U WONT HAVE 2 KEEP GETTIN YA HEART BROKEN MA...I TOLD U DA ONLY TRU LUV N FRIEND IN DIS FAKE WORLD IZ GOD...U SHUD HAVE LISTEND 2 ME...BUT U NEVER DO...LIVE N LEARN THO, SUM PPL ONLY LEARN FROM DER OWN MISTAKEZ...IM GLAD U C DA TRUTH NOW...I JUZ WISH U WUD HAVE LISTENED SOONER B4 IT CAUSED U ALL DIS PAIN...
I DUNNO IF I STILL LUV U DA SAME NO MORE...I MEAN IMA ALWAYZ LUV U CUZ TRILL LUV NEVER DIEZ, BUT I DUNNO IF ITZ EVA GONE B DA SAME AGAIN....U KNO...I AWREADY MOVED ON N CLOSED DAT CHAPTER IN MY LIFE...IF WE DID GET BAK 2GETHER, WE WUD HAVE 2 START OF NEW N NOT LIE 2 EACH OTHER EVA AGAIN N TRUST EACH OTHER MORE...DATZ DA ONLY WAY DIS THANG GONE WORK OUT..NA MEAN..U GUTTA FIND IT IN YA HEART 2 4GIVE ME N U GUTTA REALIZE IM NOT GOD N IM NOT PERFECT, BUT I FOLLOW GOD N I WANNA CHANGE, DATZ ALL DAT SHUD MATTER 2 U IF U TRULY KARE BOUT ME...
IF I ONLY KARED BOUT U 4 SEX OR HOW U LOOK LIKE ALL DEM OTHER **** U BEEN WIT, I WUD HAVE NEVER GOT WIT CHU, CUZ U LIVE IN ANOTHER STATE, BUT DATZ NOT WHO I AM LIKA, N DATZ NOT WUT I KARE BOUT U 4!!...I AINT A SELFISH HEARTLESS **** WHO ONLY VALUE WOMEN 4 WUT DEY HAVE N HOW DEY LOOK!!!..LOTTA **** LIKE DAT, MATTER FACT EVERY **** I KNO LIKE DAT!!!...BUT I AINT LIKE DA REST...I GUTTA HEART N U GOT A PLACE IN IT N ALWAYZ WILL...N U KNO DAT AWREADY...LOTTA WOMEN TRY 2 GET WIT ME, BUT I ALWAYZ QUESTION DER INTENTIONZ, MOST ONLY LIKE ME 4 $$ OR ATTENTION...I AINT EVA HAVE SUM1 WHO TRULD LUVD ME....
I JUZ DUNNO IF WE CAN B 2GETHER AGAIN...U AINT EVA ONCE SAID U WUZ WRONG OR SORRY, U THINK U PERFECT N FLAWLESS HUAH?, U GUTTA B MORE HUMBLE SHAWTY, AT LEAST IF U WANNA MAKE IT 2 HEAVEN....ONLY GOD IZ PERFECT..REALIZE DAT, IMA HUMBLE CAT, I ALWAYZ SAY IM WRONG, CUZ I ASK MYSELF WUD GOD DO DIS B4/AFTER I DID SUFFIN, N I ALWAYZ FIND MYSELF SINNIN N ASKIN 4 4GIVENESS N REPENTIN MY SINZ, U KNO Y? CUZ I HAVE A HEART...
IF U CANT 4GIVE ME LIKE GOD, DONT KALL YA SELF A CHRISTIAN OR MY WIFEY!!...REAL TALK!!!...I 4GIVE U N EVERY1 WHO EVA DONE ME WRONG NO MATTER HOW MUCH DEY HURT ME, U KNO Y?? CUZ I BELIEVE IN GOD MORE DEN IN MYSELF!!!..