WUTEVA HAPPENZ NOW OR IN LIFE, I'LL GET THRU IT..Y?...CUZ IMA SURVIVOR...THOZE NOT FIT 2 SURVIVE SIMPLY WILL PERISH N NOT REMAIN...AKA SURVIVAL OF DA THUGGEST!!...LIKE MY FAV R&B SINGER MY **** LYFE JENNINGZ SAY "GOD PUT ME THRU STUFF N KEEP ME DER SO I WRITE ABOUT IT..." REAL TALK!!..I AGREE N FEEL DA SAME...
NUFFIN WUZ AS PAINFUL IN MY LIFE AS LOOSIN U, U KNO Y??..CUZ U SUM1 WHO CONVINCED ME 2 TRUST DEM WIT ALL MY HEART...N DATZ SUFFIN I RARELY DO, N N DATZ WUT I DID...N NOW LOOK...WE AINT 2GETHER NO MORE N WE AINT EVEN FRIENDZ...ITZ AMAZIN HOW PPL CHANGE...N MORE AMAZIN HOW GOD STAYZ DA SAME...HE DID DIS THO 2 SHOW ME HOW UNSTABLE, UNLOYAL, N UNTRUSTWORTHLY HUMANZ R...DATZ Y ONLY GOD IZ TRILL LUV!!!!...
N U DONT EVEN KARE BOUT ME NO MORE AFTER SAYIN U LUVD ME N WANTED 2 B WIT ME 4EVA?!?...****....U REALLY IZ LOKA....I THOUGHT I WUZ COLD HEARTED N COLD BLOODED...BUT LOOK AT U...U KUD KARE LESS BOUT ME N U JUZ MOVE ON LIKE NUFFIN...DO U GET WIT **** 4 WHO DEY R? OR DO U GET WIT DEM JUZ 4 ATTENTION N SO U CAN SAY U CAN GET NE1?...OR R U 2 WEAK 2 4GIVE ME CUZ UR HEART AINT STRONG ENUFF...EITHER WAY I 4GIVE U...CUZ ITZ WUT GOD DOEZ, N IF GOD DOEZ IT, IT MUST B RITE...
I REALLY AM I SORRY I WASTED MY TIME N LIFE TRYIN 2 HELP SUM1 WHO ONLY GOD CAN HELP...LIKE DA SAYIN GOEZ "GOD GRANT ME DA SERENITY 2 ACCEPT DA THINGZ I CANNOT CHANGE, COURAGE 2 CHANGE DA THANGZ I CAN, N WISDOM 2 KNO DA DIFFERENCE"...IM WISE ENUFF 2 NOW KNO AFTER APLOGIZIN N ASKIN 4 YA 4GIVENESS DAT U CANT B CHANGED, AT LEAST BY ME...U JUZ DONT HAVE A TRILL CORAZON, SO U DONT KNO WUT TRILL AMOR IZ..
I GIVE UP ON U...UR HOPELESS...WE'RE HOPELESS...U KNO Y? CUZ U DONT HAVE FAITH...N U DONT BELIEVE PPL CAN CHANGE...AT LEAST 4 DA BETTER...N MAYB IM DA SAME WAY, OR I WUDNT EVEN B WRITIN DIS...BUT IM BEIN REALISITIC...N DAT AINT ALWAYZ BRITE N SUNNY LIKE DA BIBLE MAKEZ IT LOOK...