We just met,
out on the streets at 1a.m
We smoked
he touched me
i liked it
_& then the next day we hung out
_& the next_& the next
Then tht night
he took it
i wasnt thinking
iWus 13_& he wus 18
tht not right
iLet it happen
iRegret it
iStopped seeing him
_& he got mad_& saiid " iGot wifey_& Real tlk iDont wunah Fuxxk W. yuu nomo"
Every time iLay down_& Close my eyes
everything happens again in my head like a movie rewinding
thts wen a tear starts to come
iLost something so special
to a NOBODY
_& iM living W. a hole in my heart.
iLost my innocence !
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iLostt my innocence
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Posted 1 year ago #
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****..little mija thats sad..thats sad dudes can be like that..and even sad'er that this boy at 18 years old couldn't get a girl his own age..and probably fuked up on his girlfriend, so he couldn't get none from her either..thats just sad..I feel for you...
Posted 1 year ago # -
DAM GIRL I KNOW WAT YOU MEAN I WENT THROUGH SUMTHING LIKE THAT
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u kno wutz really sad, da fact dat every woman i talk 2 has da same story..it breakz my heart 2 c dese yung women raisin seedz alone wit no $$ n man..if only dey knew wut der future holdz n how much pain n struggle gone kum...i dont blame dem 4 makin dat mistake, i blame da skoolz 4 not teachin bout God...datz y we have so many problemz in dis fukd up world..yadada sayn??...
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im not pregnant .. iLost my virginity O2 the wrong personn .. Buhh im very sensitive_& he dnt Ckaree fuhh mehh _& iRegret letting him in my pantts buhh he knew how to play the game right Why Ckuz hes grown
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I FEEL U, WELL WE CAN ONLY LEARN FROM DA PAST, N USE DAT WISDOM NOT 2 MAKE DA SAME MISTAKEZ TWICE...NA MEAN...SO U BANG RED?...DATZ WUT UP..I USDA B A BLOOD 2 B4 I CHANGED MY LIFE N FOUND GOD N GAVE UP DA STREETZ...WHERE U FROM MA?...
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To me 18 ain't grown..at my age, thats still a "kid"..I don't mean to be offensive here..cus we all gotta learn stuff in life yadadamean? But playin' a young girl like that..you'd think homie at least would have some self-respect and some "heart"...he ain't got no heart yet in his lifetime so far...it just sounds like to me that hes another young person..street, like most of us..searching for love, but going about it in the wrong way..and hes a "playa" & just was & possibly is selfish...
Trust me..I myself lost my virginity to the wrong lady...any lady that says "You dress like'a thug!" but then goes in the bedroom & gets hot & heavy with you, when shes making references like she doesn't like thugs or whatever..but just wants a screw, isn't exactly the person you wanna be with..considering I'm at GS..I might as well say "thug"..take it how you will..good times & bad times fa sho.. :)
But regardless "thug" or not..if somebody says they truely truely love you enough to want to have a relationship with you..then they should love you regardless of your past or whatever...
and I got played..excuse me..for my ****.. lol
and all I replied ta her was "So..?" & I thought
"So what..yes I do..that doesn't mean I can't make a life for myself or even take care of you..now..would you like me to pull my saggs down a little further???" LOL ;pPosted 1 year ago # -
LOL! Yes many of us are familiar with AIM..alot of us use AIM & Yahoo..
And another thing..its not really smart to be putting your location on blast like that..I don't care..this is a public website for ex. bangers & druggies and whatnot..you don't know whose behind your computer screen..ya know what I mean??
Not to frighten you or anything..just another word of advice..GS didn't ask you where abouts your from..so why put it on blast like that?? Its just not safe hun...
MOST of us here are good people..but you do have your crazy ones who don't think, who have fun picking on people & doing worse...and I can tell your pretty young, so just telling you..be careful about what you say on here and what you post..you have no idea really who may read it..just a safety tip...
we didn't need to know your from Brooklyn Staten Island..you could keep that to yourself ya know..thats how people get hurt or worse..and I really don't wanna see or hear the name "Rebecca" on an Investigation TV series..ya know what I mean hun???
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