n i feel wut u sayin 2 bo$$, wut dont kill u in life make u stronger n wiser tho, n bring u closer 2 god...u can use wut god put u thru as a testimony 2 show ppl in da streetz u overcame dat ish n rose above da streetz n changed ya life n found god, datz y he put u thru all dat ish n me 2, only da strong can rise above dat ish n overkum it n change der life...most ppl in da streetz cant give up dat ish n end up diein yung cuz dey ignore god n dont put him 1st....it aint ez, matter fact itz da hardest thang in da world, but it'z also da most rewardin...nuffin good kum ez...
i alwayz made muzic, b4 i usda do it promotin d'z, violence, n bangin, now i do it tellin ppl wutz on da other side of da coin dat dey dont c until dey lose errthang n every1 dey kno 2 dat lifstyle...i try 2 guide da youth in da right direction n show dem another path, suffin no1 eva did 4 me...i only learned from my own mistakez n failurez....errthang i speak kum from experience....
u will alwayz b lost n misguided n have no purpose 4 life n not fear death or jail until u have god in ya life...real talk!!!
n i say dat ish, but im also a cold blooded ruthless gangster who dont fear death n has little 2 live 4 or lose, datz how da streetz made me, my blood iz almost frozen... all da **** i usda bang wit iz lockd up n dead, all my friendz turnd on me 4 $$$ or dey lockd up or dead, same wit ma fam, i aint got no family, i got no1 at all dat givez a **** if i wake up 2mor...all i got iz god....n datz all i need 2 succeed...
im also a christian who believe in god, i usda b an athiest who thought religion wuz juz made up by da gov. 2 keep ppl from goin insane n comittin suicide, n dat all churchez kared bout wuz da $$$ u give, but once u read da bible, u gone c dat itz 2 real 4 sum1 2 have made up....
u dont find god til u lose errthang n every1 u kno 2 da streetz, im strugglin everyday 2 change my life 100%, but it seem impossible 2 b as deep in da streetz as i am n den juz give it all up...i kame a long way n everyday im growin closer 2 god...but i dunno if i can change errthang i do....once u c god n kno god, u kno da turth n have understanding bout y errthang happenz, n u dont even have a desire 2 do wut u usda, but sumtimez it seem like i aint got no other way 2 make $$$ except sin n go bak 2 my past wayz...
god n muzic iz da only reason im livin...i put other thangz b4 god, n he took all dat ish away from me, ppl, $$$, poccessionz...etc...all dat ish temporary n kum n go, only god iz 4eva..real talk!!!...but in da end, it brought me closer 2 god...errthang dat happenz in ya life, god iz in control of n happenz 4 a reason datz benefitial...it all dependz on how u look @ it....
every1 n errthang will leave u if u dont put god 1st...when i wuz in need god wuz da only 1 dat eva helped me...not my friendz, family, or gang, all ppl kare bout u 4 iz wut u do 4 dem 2 better der livez, der aint no such thang as tru luv, da only tru luv in dis fake world iz god'z...
i struggle everyday 2 change my life n b a christian, n i kame a long way, but i still aint livin how a christian shud b...once u as deep in da streetz as i am n u live by da code of da streetz, u cant juz change dat ish n 4get bout who u iz n where u from....
n u rite bout da storiez on here, i said dat ish a long time ago homie, a lotta da **** on here aint even from da streetz or povertry, n dey got familyz n friendz dat kare bout dem n $$$, dey online gangsterz livin wut dey see n livin liez, dey write der life away thinkin ppl give a **** bout dem, but da truth iz, no1 give a **** bout no1 in dis envious world except demself...da only tru friend iz god...real talk!!!
