thought we were, what life's destined ta be/
but maybe we are; or maybe its-me/
I drink more than you do; know I smoke more-trees/
Runnin' me out 20 dollars; feelin' I don't get my claim/
Sayin' I saved your life; when I don't get mine/
I hold out on the sex; as precaution; scared of STDs; you know I love a kiss; but it takes more for-me/
I seen your kid act out; over what you been through; I done been through similar things; but with my mind can't touch down on my evil-ways/ Nathan's not my only-name/
Watch my smoke fly ta the ceilin', in this hotel bathroom; as I type up my-feelins!/ YOU don't run me, & I'd never run YOU; cus I see you want the real; but I'm not easily run-through!/
I'm not like'a daddy figure; I'm greasy thug, get my-picture?/
Never thought this would happen, I don't know my own-reactions../
I just get ta scribble, when all else feels if it failed me; my family doesn't never did teach me ****; so, I thought you might help-me?!/
If I do feel like truth be told; in the world, I don't know Where I'll-go!; if I'd ever make it; or have'a home../
After-everyone-go; I'mma be all-alone../
just'a cold 24 ta cool my tempered-throat; like Ice Cube, with water eatin' his-Cheerios!/
Til my mind eats away; and all I see is blood; til my grey mist fades; theres no love for this-thug/
So in my "pen" I'll stay & play; cus I know who comes & goes; I write my name to be remembered "TEDDII".."P.S. I LOVE YOU-HOLMES!"/
She touchs my face, exclaimin' "Baby whats wrong?"; I tell'er back "Nothin"; and continue writin'-on/
only thing ta ease my pain; of not knowin' what God plans; landlord peekin' through her window..what the heck is-that?!/
"Oh God.." for what old man?; heck yeah we're young parents; only reason baby acts out..is because of-"Aaron"!/
I ain't him; so my expressions show; just I'm so drunk half the time; I don't care whats said-or-spoke/
This is get rich or die tryin'; make it or die floatin'; in'a little red boat, sailin' deep water-oceans!/ written by one-hopeless!; I hope that you know-it!/
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HOTEL BATHROOM FREESTYLE 2010 HOMIE
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Posted 1 year ago #
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i feel u my ****...keep ya chin up n ya eyez wide...i kno dat girl brought a lotta pain 2 ya life, same wit my ex, but live n learn....itz not a mistake unless u make it twice, instead itz wisdom gained..na mean...u dont need her n i dont need malika...all u n me need 2 succeed iz God...ppl n $$$ iz temporary n aint trill luv...only God iz...datz y i keep him 1st n live 4 him...**** errthang else...i ride 2 deep 4 life...God da only tru friend...every1 else only out 4 demselvez n kud give a **** less if we starvin or homeless...datz how it iz in dis cold dog eat dog envious world...but my hope in God n my faith iz wut i live 4...nuffin else...
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Yeah I hear you G..but I wasn't talking about Gangsta Queen with that flow homie..I was making reference to a new girlfriend that I'm currently staying with..Shes from Nebraska..and I got her an apartment out here in Cali dog..her name is Sarah Bishop...now truth be told, all of GangStyle knows daym well I LOVE G-Queen with a passion..but homie...I can't just wait on her & have her give me shyt like
"I'll never be with you Teddii, give up already"..and I can't just wait on the byitch just because shes in the Military now..shyt..My **** is the one that helped her make it possible for her to even be in the Military, aside from the Armed Forces now wanting to enlist gang-members & whatnot..it was because of me that Gangsta Queen was able to get a job with the Military homie..real talk! LOLIf it wasn't for me..Gangsta Queen wouldn't be a Military woman..she'd be a stay at home Mom, taking care of her 3 kids, as well as being a fawlkin' Foster Mommy to Foster kids..and the girl never thinks about that..she only biytchs, cus she can't ever admit how she fawkin' feels about me..and I got sick & tired of being lonely..until I met & found Sarah..and Sarah moved her dog..she lives in my city, which is PERFECT..shes legit, since she got off the Amtrak train dog, shes been buying me sodas, packs of cigarettes, beers & she bought me a sick azz lighter LOL :p and shes NEVER short on the love homie..just many kisses & whatnot. Shes got a 1 year old son that she brought with her..but hes been acting out..hitting momma & everybody else, biting people & yelling & saying "No"..partly because I took Sarah out of an abusive relationship with her now ex. boyfriend..nigglawh named
"Aaron Gum".She used his credit card to get here to Cali..LOL She left the Amtrak bill on his Visa Card dog LMFAO!!! Shes a down azz mami for that I swear..that shyts sooo fawlkin' funny holmes..LOL But I gotta still be nice to this priwck cuz hes supposed to mail her all the rest of her things that she left behind in Nebraska..cus she was like "Fawlk this! I want out of this house NOW Nathan! A.S.A.P"..After a week, she was on a plane to San Francisco..Took thee Amtrak train here..and shes been with me ever since then.. :)
Her kids okay..hes a little shyt sometimes..goes through his daily-stages everyday LOL first hes good boy, then hes a shyt, then hes hungry, then hes tired ya know.. :) His favorite words are "Shoe" & "Shyt" LOL
Yeah yeah son..Gangsta Queen brought me alotta pain & alotta other things too..but I'll never forget about her..Nobody else knows but me & her..what we went through together..trust me homie..its in the back of my head..I think about her from time to time..thats not gonna go away I hope...not even Sarah could take those memories away from me...
Anyways Cash..let me leave you with my Facebook addy dog..I got a friend waiting on me outside & my girls about to be home from Wal-Mart, so I gotta get outta here man..you take care of yourself homie..watch the lil homies around here for us..Teddii busy, I don't always have time to be here & help..but not putting you up for the job..just do best holms, do ya part that only you could do homie :D one!!
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