Hey gs fam, hows it been? Dang I missed u all. Sorry I haven't been around in a minute, just been caught up in lyfe, and movin' around and stuff. Alwayz know tho when I'm not here u are alwayz in thoughts and prayers!
So whatz poppin around here? I heard the boards were getting crazy again, and people be reppin and hatin and fightin and whateverz. Well for all the new peeps on here that I haven't had the pleasure of knowin yet, and all those that I already know and love ya all, let me introduce myself. My name is lil'mac and I have been around gs for dang.. almost 10 years or so now, since back in 2000. wow can't believe its been that long. gangstyle is like my second home, and my first in a lotta ways. Gs fam are the realest, fam I have ever had. I will write more about me later for those that don't know me. But a short bit of info is this : I was involved wit gangs almost my entire lyfe growin up. I did, saw, heard, and regret so many thangs, its crazy! I have been to more funerals than I could count and lost everyone closest to my heart, I ever knew. Including some of the gangstyle familia from hea. :( I waz a lucky one tho, I got out for my kids. I had a son when I was barely 15. We both almost died, and I knew that was enuf, I'd tried leavin before but always got caught back up. Thinkin I was gonna lose my babyboy made me wake up, fast. Unfortunately, his dad didn't do the same, all the begging I did, all the pleading, all the fights, everything wasn't enuf for him to leave the street lyfe. When I got pregnant with our 2nd daughter, he still couldn't leave, although he promised me a family, he couldn't let go of the streets. On my sons 3rd bday, and I was 3 months pregnant with our daughter, he went to a party, the party got a lil crazy, things got said, things got done, he felt it was outta hand, so him and his cuzzin took it into their own hands, they got in a fight. Just another fight they thought. Woke up the next day covered in blood and couldn't remember why, thats the last time I ever saw him face to face. He is now serving 12-20 years in the pen. He never saw his his baby born, never saw her face, never saw his son in 10 years, hes never seen them, except a picture. Although they know is a picture and all he knows is a picture. Becuz he couldn't let go of the streets, he couldn't say goodbye. But he was lucky, he was lucky to still be alive!
I will write more later, I just wanted to say hello to the new gs familia, and tell the old gs familia, I miss ya and luv ya all. keep ur heads up and holla at your girl lilmac.
Bor D, thankz for keepin the boards up, these boards have saved lives and we all know that :)
lilmac4gs
lilmac4gs@yahoo.com