Mane...I dunno wtf 2 do...but b4 I stress or complain, Ima live by faith n pray n try 2 relax n count my blessingz....All I can say iz I aint as wise as I thought I wuz...I got no $$$ now, I spent it all gamblin...I had ova 10gz b4 i wuz 18, N i loose it all gamlbin like a sik fukn addict...
When u got no $$$, u find out nobody luv u or kare bout u....
I guess errbody got der diesease tho rite? I give up drinkin n smokin, only 2 start gamblin...Now I got a letter in da mail from dem abcz sayin I gutta case cuz errthang done in da dark gone kum 2 da lite...like my **** pimp c done say...r.i.p. 2 da king of da trill!!!...
Im so sick n tired of dis lyfe...nuffin but pain, sufferin, n poverty...all I do iz try 2 survive...not even get rich....Itz impossible 4 a **** from da streetz 2 succeed n get $$$...at least clean $$$....Wut am I suppose 2 do? B a Christian n live broke like a bum on da streetz?? Im tired of hurtin ppl I get $$ from tho, 4 real...I gutta conscience....Im tired of riskin my lyfe juz 2 survive...derz gutta b a betta way...but How? Wut do I do?....Sum1 help me plz....I aint got 2 much left 2 live 4...Only God...I guess he'z errthang tho....Errbody else dat wuz close 2 me gone...Im da one left on earth sufferin....I wish u wuz here rite now Lika...But I fukd dat up 2....Errthang I do I **** up in...Now im bout 2 catch a 10-20 cuz I put $$$ b4 God...Pray 4 me...I wanna change...I juz dunno how...