PPL BURN U, STAB U IN DA BAK, PLAY U, LIE 2 U, ETC...PPL DO NETHANG HARMFUL U CAN THINK OF 2 U, GOD ALLOWZ DIS 2 HAPPEN SO U DONT PUT YA FAITH N TRUST IN HUMANITY, BUT ONLY IN GOD...PPL R TEMPORARY N KUM N GO, ONLY GOD REMAINZ THRU IT ALL...EVERY1 ELSE GONE LEAVE N DISAPPEAR...PPL SAY DEY HONEST N LUV U, BUT DEY JUZ USIN U N LIEIN 2 U...ONLY GOD'Z LUV IZ DA TRILLEST!!....PPL THINK DEY PERFECT N DONT SIN, N DAT U ALWAYZ WRONG, N DEY ALWAYZ RITE BOUT ERRTHANG...REALLY DEY JUZ AINT HUMBLE ENUFF 2 C DEY MAKE MISTAKEZ 2...NO1 PERFECT BUT GOD...UNTIL U REALIZE DAT U GONE LIVE WIT PAIN....I 4GIVE EVERY1 WHO EVA DONE ME WRONG...MY ENEMIEZ R MY BROTHERZ N SISTERZ...I DONT HATE NO1...REAL TALK...HATE IZ 4 WEAK MINDED ****....DATZ Y I CAN STILL FIND LUV IN MY HEART 4 U MALIKA....I CANT LIVE WIT HATE...DAT AINT CHRISTIANITY...IF U WANNA KEEP HATIN ME, DONT KALL YA SELF A CHRISTIAN LIKA...REAL TALK!!...N IF I DIDNT KARE BOUT U OR LUV U, Y U THINK I TALK BOUT U ALL DA TIME?!?...NOT CUZ IMA STALKER...U KNO HOW CRAZY DAT SOUNDZ...CUZ I DID LUV U N KARE BOUT U...N MAYB I STIL DO A LIL...U JUZ DONT BELIEVE ME N I DONT BELIEVE U...WE DONT TRUST EACH OTHER...DATZ WUT IT IZ....N UNTIL WE DO WE CANT EVA B 2GETHER...YADADA MEAN??...
I DIDNT KALL U NOT CUZ I DIDNT LUV U, CUZ U BROKE MY HEART N I THOUGHT U DIDN'T LUV ME N DAT U WUD NEVER 4GIVE ME...DATZ Y I DIDNT KALL U!!...STOP BEIN SO SELFISH N ONLY THINKIN BOUT WUT I DID WRONG...LOOK @ YA SELF N C U AINT FLAWLESS 4 ONCE...MAYB I REALLY DID LUV U N MAYB U JUZ LOST DA TRILLEST **** U EVA GONE FIND...N I KNO U A TRILL WOMAN N DAT I WONT EVA FIND NE1 ELSE LIKE U, I KNO I DISREPSECTED U N I KNO U NEVA GONE 4GIVE ME CUZ U DONT THINK IMA CHANGE..N I DONT BLAME U..REAL TALK..BUT IF U TRULY LUV SUM1 IN YA HEART, U ALWAYZ CAN 4GIVE DEM...I NEED **** HELP CHANGIN MALIKA...N I NEED U 2 HELP ME DIS TIME...IM WILLIN 2 LISTEN N CHANGE....I GUTTA STOP SMOKIN N DRINKIN MY PAIN AWAY...I WANNA FIND GOD N CHANGE MY LIFE...GOD PUT US IN EACH OTHERZ LIVEZ 2 HELP EACH OTHER N FIND GOD...I ALWAYZ KNEW DAT N IMA ALWAYZ BELIEVE DAT NO MATTER WUT...
IF U KNO ME, U KNO I GUTTA GOOD HEART N ALWAYZ WILL, EVEN THO U MITE THINK I HATE U, I REALLY DO LUV U INSIDE...MY INTENTIONZ R ALWAYZ GOOD CUZ IM LIVIN 4 GOD N NOT NO1 ELSE....MY HEART IZ PURE..IT JUZ GETZ COLD AT TIMEZ FROM BEIN HURT SO MUCH...IMA SENSATIVE DUDE LIKE PAC...DATZ Y MY MUSIC IZ SO MEANINGFUL....MY HEART AINT WICKED N FILLED WIT HATRED N GREED LIKE EVERY1 ELSE...DATZ NOT ME...U DUNNO ME...IM NOT SELFISH OR HATEFUL AT ALL....N ILL B DA 1ST 2 ADMITE I AINT NUFFIN CLOSE 2 PERFECT...IM PROLLY DA BIGGEST SINNER TURND CHRISTIAN DER IZ!!....BUT IM 4GIVEN CUZ I BELIEVE IN GOD N I 4GIVE THOZE WHO DO ME WRONG WHETHER INTENTIONALLY OR NOT!!...HOW CAN U LIVE WIT YA SELF IF U DONT 4GIVE PPL?!?!...U KNO HOW MUCH PAIN U CAUSIN YA SELF MALIKA?!?..IT CAN ALL B PREVENTED IF U JUZ 4GIVE ME...
U REALLY THINK GOD PUT ME IN YA LIFE 4 NO PURPOSE?!?...U DO WUT U WANT N WUT YA HEART TELLZ U, BUT KNO IMA ALWAYZ HAVE LUV 4 U SHAWTY...N IF U EVA NEEDED SUFFIN U KNO I GOT CHU...I AINT NEVA CHEAT ON U OR DONE U WRONG...I ONLY TALK DOWN ON U WHEN I THOUGHT U WUZ PLAYIN ME N LIEIN 2 ME...N DATZ CUZ I BEEN PLAYD SO MANY TIMEZ N LIED 2 SO MUCH 4 BEIN NIEVE N TRUSTIN PPL DAT I THOUGHT U WUZ LIKE ALL OTHER HUMANZ N CANT B TRUSTED...BUT I MUST HAVE TRUST U OR ELSE U WUD NOT HAVE BROKE MY HEART..NA MEAN...U GUTTA LUV SUM1 N HAVE DEM LEAVE OR DIE IF U FEEL DA PAIN I DO WITHOUT U....REAL TALK!!...
WE BOTH GUTTA TRUST EACH OTHER MORE IF U WE WANNA B 2GETHER...UNDERSTAND DAT LIKA....MY HEART IZ COLD, ALMOST FROZEN, BUT U CAN WARM IT UP...I REALLY AINT GOT MUCH LUV N HOPE LEFT...AS I WRITE DIS ISH IM SMOKIN N DRINKIN 2 TAKE AWAY MY PAIN...I REALLY AINT GOT NO1 DAT TRULY LUVZ ME EXCEPT GOD...U EVA FELT LIKE DAT B4?!?..ITZ LONELY AS **** BEIN A TRILL ****...NOW I UNDERSTAND Y U CUT YA SELF N LIKE WOMEN...ITZ ONLY 2 DEAL WIT DA PAIN OF YA FUKD UP LIFE...IF U DO 4GIVE ME, I PROMISE NOT 2 EVA JUDGE U AGAIN..CUZ MAYB I REALLY DIDNT KNO U ENUFF...BUT ERRTHANG IN LIFE HAS 2 SIDEZ...MAYB U DIDNT TELL ME DA OTHER SIDE OF U CUZ U THOUGHT I WUD LEAVE U IF I KNEW....NEWAYZ I ACCEPT U 4 WHO U IZ N U AINT GUTTA CHANGE NUFFIN MA...
ALL MY FAM N FRIENDZ DEAD OR LOCKD DOWN...GOD TOOK AWAY EVERY1 FROM ME, MAYB DATZ CUZ I PUT EVERY1 B4 HIM THO...ALL I KNO IZ PPL TEMPORARY N GOD 4EVA...DATZ Y I KEEP HIM 1ST N LIVE BY FAITH....MAYB IF U LOOK @ ME N C HOW MANY TIMEZ I BEEN PLAYD N LIED 2 BY PPL I TRUSTED DEN U REALIZE Y I DONT TRUST PPL...IZ U TRILL ENUFF 2 UNDERSTAND MY LIFE N HOW I THINK??...