my life is crazy. my whole family grew up in gangs. its crazy brotha. ive been stabbed 4 times and shot 5. i luv my gang but it hurts 2 relize that im livin the "life" on these streets. wen i was a kid it was my only option. trust me LA life isnt all that. gang wars going here and there prision on and off and its just **** but im neva gonna leave no matter wat! KILL GO AHEAD AND TRY BUT IM NEVA LEAVIN MY GANG
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Posted 1 year ago #
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I FEEL U CUZ I USDA THINK DA SAME WAY, BUT WUT I LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKEZ N EXPERIENCE IZ THOZE PPL U BANG WIT KUD GIVE A **** LESS IF U WAKE UP 2MOR, OPEN UP YA EYEZ, DEY ONLY USIN U, EVERY1 ONLY OUT 4 DEMSELVEZ IN DIS COLD WORLD...DEY AINT YA FAMILY, DEY USE U 2 MAKE $$$ N 4 PROTECTION, WEAK **** NEED GANGZ CUZ DEY AINT STRONG SOLO, DA ONLY TRU LUV IZ GOD, NOT NO1 ELSE...GANGZ KEEP US DIVIDED, WE NEED 2 B UNITED IN DA STREETZ N START MAKIN $$$ 2GETHER...R ONLY ENEMY SHUD B DA LAW...NOT EACH OTHER...WE KILLIN EACH OTHER OVA NUFFIN, JUZ CUZ SUM1 FROM A DIFFERENT SIDE OR WEAR DIFFERENT COLORZ...ITZ SENSELESS VIOLENCE DAT I LOST 2 MANY **** 2...NOW I GOT NO1 LEFT BUT GOD...N DATZ ALL I EVA NEEDED...GOD TOOK AWAY EVERY1 FROM ME SO I WUD OPEN MY EYEZ N C DA TRUTH N GROW CLOSER 2 HIM...ERRTHANG HAPPENZ 4 A REASON N GOD IZ IN CONTROL OF...
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thx. i know i neeed 2 get out but i cant.im tryin 2 get my family bac 2 geda cuz like i said evry1 in my fam is in a gang. i need 2 stop and relize that im still livin. i could have been killed along time ago and i should be thankful im still here.
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u still here cuz god got a purpose 4 ya life dat u haven't filled yet...god created u 4 a reason...u 1 of of god'z children...u aint here 4 no reason or cuz of sum bullish evolution theory da skool try 2 teach, u here on earth cuz god has a reason 4 ya life...real talk!!!...
u can get out, dont say u cant, me n lotta other **** on here r livin proof dat u can make it out da gangz n poverty n still change ya life n find god....ya fam mite not influence u, but mayb u can influence dem...
i aint have no family 2 help me either, but u gutta help ya self n do u...na mean...do wutz best 4 ya life, n dat aint bangin...dat gone get u killd or lockd up...n u dont kare cuz u aint found ya purpose 4 life, n datz only cuz u aint found god...
u readin dis iz a msg from god 2 change ya life y u still can....u survived n got ya stripez...now it'z time 2 retire...i aint sayin 2 leave da streetz, im sayin 2 follow god n help otherz where u wuz b4 u found god...u feel me??...
i believe in u, but u also gutta believe in ya self n god...u can change...it aint gone b ez, itz da hardest thang in da world 2 do, but itz also da most rewardin...
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U Still standin brother! Listen to Cashmoney...He got sumthin real to say and so do u...most of us includin me have been and still goin thru dis...God is so faithful, He can reach down n2 the gutta and get u out!
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thx brotha
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U still strong gmemba ok...U still standin by the grace of God. How are you doin afta wut happened?
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afta wat happend the shooting
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want me 2 tell u wat happend? is dat wat ur asking?
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I just want to know if u r ok? How does ur heart feel and wut u thinkin afta tha shooting? I care. If u wanna talk we are here and I know u know that.
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idk if im okay. but people probably wanna know wat happend so ill tell em. i was drivin wit my homies adn it was a red light and i always wear blue cuz thats my cula and some otha homie pulled up next 2 me and he had a dif cula bandana and boom. and hwo am i felling. mad **** evrything hurting i just wanna stop livin thsi life.
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U have every right to feel the way u do. When I was blast with 45 i felt angry and hurt and scared. I know counselin dont solve much but u wanna talk bout how u feel, we here and like I said, u know dis, we here 4 u and u can tell us wut u want 2 and we care. Email Bord(im not on the email list) and that homie is there, he cares, I know that 4 sur. My heart really hurts 4 u and I wish that dis wouldn't happen.
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okay well bord is tryin 2 get me to talk to some1 in my area but that might cost my life. im srry but ive been in a gng long enough 2 know the risks.
Posted 1 year ago # -
I hope it all works out 4 u ok? I hope this dude can be there 4 u. I pray that God will keep protection over u.
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thx. but honestly i can tlive my life much longer. being with my gang and i just wanna.................idk i just dont wanna live this no more
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then can i suggest you get a Bible or look online for a Bible study and pray. God will show you.
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i know, thank u evry1 4 helping mme but....... its just gonna be the same day all ova again when i wake up u neva know culd be shot again like a few days ago or die. but im prayin that wont happen
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No probs. Change may not happen fast and you gotta be careful for sure but it can happen.
We worship a God who makes everything possible.
Posted 1 year ago # -
yeah. i know. i am so out of it right now. im like sooo tired. even though its only 4:00 in la. its been a tough day though soo i guess i deserve 2 be tired lol
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Yeah I'm heading to a Bible Study and we'll lift you in prayer...
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okay tell them 2 pray 4 me that i dont get shot again tomorow cuz somin might happen JUST PRAY
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will do you got a name or initials we can use? or just Gmemba
Posted 1 year ago # -
id rather not say not that u would do nuttin but theres people on this site that u know
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no probs gmemba will do fine...God knows you....
Stay safe.
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talk 2 ya tom
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no doubt.
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u on my prayer list too!
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thx guys.
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Just wanted to let you know, we brought you up in prayer, prayed for protection, that God's will is done in your life and that he continues to work to draw you towards him.
In Jesus' Name
Posted 1 year ago # -
I just got dun prayin too. I prayed over the same things! If there is anything else juss let us know!
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