datz wut up fam...every1 i kno still lockd down...dis life iz crazy...every1 i kno either lockd up, dead, or still out in da streetz bangin n slangin n comittin feloniez...im da only 1 dat changed his life n found god n escaped dat ish...but im tempted everyday 2 go bak 2 dat life...real talk....especially when my paper low...yadada mean...but i keep god 1st now n ask myself if god wud approve of wut i do b4 i do it...cuz he watchin errthang we do...u kno...
all girlz da same...lol...at least 99% of dem iz hoez...no disrespect 2 women...only 2 hoez...i respect n appreciate a trill woman...but i cant stand or b around a fake unloyal hoe who livin n tellin liez...dont matter if she da most beautiful woman alive...if she aint real, she aint finna b wit me!!!...datz a bet...
i kno wut u mean homie...u gutta ignore her n keep her out ya life...she ya past...n da past iz dead n gone...datz how i look @ my past...it gone b hard 2, cuz u gave her ya heart b4, but she need 2 learn her lesson..sum thangz cant b changed or juz like time n sum ppl dont 4give n 4get wut u do...like mya angelo say "once sum1 show u who dey r da 1st time, believe dem.." i saw dat on a oprah show bout hoez who cheat on der man...lol....ppl rarely change der wayz n learn from der mistakez...only few do...i mean if she really change n learned her lesson den i wud 4give her...real talk....but i dont think datz possible...n besidez, derz a million other women out der blowin my phone up like im osama...lol...datz cuz dey reconize a real **** n dey kno i kno how 2 treat a woman...im sure 1/2 of dem prolly hoez who want my $$$...but derz still a few dime piecez out der dat keep it trill wit der man...not dat many tho...haha...
lol...at least u havin fun my ****....datz da main thang...life 2 short not 2 b spend doin wut u want...yadada mean...n if u wanna avoid gettin jumped next time, make sure u keep dat iron wit chu...i aint never been jumped n i walk around hoodz all ova country wit close to 2 g'z in jewelez on...n i dont even bring a heater wit me...lol...when u a real ****, u get respect no matter where u go...itz like a ghetto pass...only **** who get jackd iz thoze who fake or thoze who 2 flashy...juz make sure u kno how 2 **** n dat u keep weaponz wit u if u need 2..lol..but i dont think u need ne homie..lol...my main weapon n protection iz Jesus...real talk...
dont waste ya time wit fake unloyal liein hoez who live n tell liez...99% of women dunno wut real luv iz...datz y dey raisin kidz alone wit no $$$ n no man...1 thang i learned, u cant make sum1 who fake real no matter wut u say or do 4 dem...datz da truth!!!...
i found out errthang i said bout malika wuz da truth n dat i wuznt wrong bout her....when u got as much experience as me n u been wrong so many timez, u get wisdom n dat allowz u 2 b rite most da time....datz y we wuz alwayz fightin...cuz ima trill **** n i can reconize wut real n wut idn't...i knew she wuznt real da 1st week after i met her...datz y i alwayz kalld her thoze thangz all da time...
her own cuzin told me she live wit malika n kno her more den ne1, she said she never bangd or slangd nuffin, n her mom aint an alcoholic n dont even let her leave da house, lmfao!....n she only 15, n she aint even puerto rican, errthang she told me wuz liez...datz y i left her...cuz i knew she wuz fraudulent...she been wit every **** on her myspace...real talk!!...i aint makin dat ish up!!...lol..itz da honest 2 god truth...datz da reason i kudnt help her change her life, cuz she aint really live it, she livin liez n pretendin 2 b sum1 she not...but i saw rite thru her like clear bottled water 4 sale...lol...like my **** nussie (r.i.p.) say, "real reconize da fake"...
ne way stay safe n god bless my duke!!!...keep ya chin up n ya eyez wide...bright dayz comin soon...juz gutta keep god 1st n stay patient..na mean...i gutta get bak 2 gettin dis $$$ n makin dis muzic...
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FEDD HILL//BLOCK ROYAL 4 LIFE!!!