The pain i hide
The tearz i hold bakk N the dreams of really just wanting to die..
Some of you can take a glance at me N swear there's nothing wrong
The thought of dying doesn't scare me anymore
i take a look at death wit tearz in my eyez not bcuz im scared but bcuz im close to setting my self free
Im tired of walking wit a smile on my face when i actually feel like falling to my knees and shedding this last tearz i hold inside of me
No one understands and no one ever will pain n tearz are all i see N feel
Now i ask God 2 show me the way N if i get lost to forgive me for my gangster ways
I'm lost i dnt see a point why live wen i dnt gotta a reason 2