(REPOST FROM BLOG)
DIS ISH LONG, BUT IT'Z DA TRUTH N WORTH READIN N WILL HELP U...
WHEN U LOOK IN MA TOPZ FRIENDZ ALL U SEE IS FREE DIS **** OR RIP 2 DIS ****, 2 MANY **** IS BEIN DECIEVED N JOININ GANGZ N PARTICIPATIN IN VIOLENCE N ENDIN UP LOCKD DOWN OR DEAD....ESPECIALLY DA YOUTH......ALL BECUZ OF A GREEN PIECE OF PAPER WE LIVE R LIVEZ IN PURSUIT OF. **** ROB, STEAL, KILL, POISON THEIR OWN KIND WITH DRUGZ, SELL DEMSELVEZ IN DA STREETZ ALL FOR A PIECE OF FUKIN PAPER. U **** NEED 2 WAKE DA **** UP AND REALIZE MONEY AINT WORTH RISKIN YA LIVEZ OVER, AND MONEY AINT ERRTHANG, GOD, UR FAMILY, YA FRIENDZ, AND YA HEALTH R MORE IMPORTANT DEN NE AMOUNT OF MONEY. FURTHERMORE, MONEY DON'T BUY HAPPINESS, ON TV AND ON DA NEWZ, U ALWAYZ HEARING ABOUT ALL THESE CELEBRITY'Z WIT MILLIONZ OF DOLLARZ USING DRUGZ LIKE COCAINE N METH, N OVERDOSIN, DRINKIN, ETC.....MATERIAL OBJECTZ ALSO DON'T BUY HAPPINESS, ONLY GOD DOES. I DON'T KNO WHY SUM OF DESE **** CALL DEMSELVEZ REAL WHEN DEY GROW UP LIVIN IN POVERTY WITH NUFFIN N NO1, MAKE A FEW MILLION, DEN WASTE IT ALL ON JEWELEZ N CARZ, 2 CALL YA SELF REAL, U'D BE HEALPIN DA DEPRIVED AND DA WEAK PPL IN DA GHETTO, N U'D BE GUIDING DA YOUTH IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION......NOT JUZ FOCUSIN ON YA SELF N YA BREAD..........
DA VIOLENCE NEEDZ 2 END, N WE NEED 2 PUT AN END 2 IT. EDUCATION IS THE KEY 2 PREVENTION, SO PROMO MA MSG AS MUCH AS U CAN.
WE'RE LOOSING 2 MANY BROTHERZ N SISTERZ 2 DA STREETZ, IN DESE PAST 2-3 MONTHZ WE'VE LOST AT LEAST 10 MAJOR HIP HOP ARTISTS, A FEW INCLUDE ORISH GRINSTEAD, VL MIKE, PIMP C, BIG MOE, STACK BUNDLES, CAMU TAO, RICHIE RAGZ, STATIC MAJOR, HEAVY O.N.E., MIKE BECK, B-BRAZY, PRETTY BLACK, DOLLA AND MANY MANY MORE .......N DATZ JUZ RECENTLY, THINK OF ALL DA MAJOR ARTISTS WE'VE LOST IN THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARZ, I CAN NAME AT LEAST A 100 DUE TO PEOPLE NOT THINKIN LOGICALLY AND USIN DER MINDZ. AND DATZ JUZ ARTISTS, THINK OF HOW MANY PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY YOUTH R GETTIN ARRESTED N GUNND DOWN, JUZ BECUZ DEY GET DECIEVED TRYIN 2 MAKE A DOLLA OUTTA 50 CENTZ...N THINKIN A GANG IS DER FAMILY....IF U AINT GOT NO1, FIND GOD, N LET DA CHURCH BE YA FAMILY, DEY R YA REAL FAMILY.....
LOCKIN **** UP AINT GONE CHANGE DEM, IT'Z ONLY GONE TAKE AWAY R TAX MONEY DAT WE CUD BE USIN 2 FEED DA HUNGRY N FIND A CURE 4 HIV N OTHER DEADLY DISEASES. LOCKIN **** UP IZ ONLY GUNNA MAKE DEM WORSE, WE SHUD B HELPIN DEM 2 GET DER FEET ON DA RIGHT N WE SHUD GET DEM 2 JOIN CHURCHES N FIND FAITH IN DA LORD, ALMOST 90% OF DA PPL WHO HAVE BEEN 2 JAIL WILL RETURN AGAIN @ SUM POINT........ALL WE GUTTA DO IS EDUCATE DEM N SHOW DEM RIGHT FROM WRONG, WUT GOOD IZ LOCKIN SUM1 DOWN 4 A COUPLE OF YEARZ GUNNA DO, WHEN DEY GET OUT DEY WILL ONLY B WORSE.........MOST CRIMINALZ SPEND DER 23 HOURS A DAY IN A CELL, PLOTTING AND SCHEMING FURTHER CRIME 4 WHEN DEY GET OUT..............NOT 2 MENTION CAGEZ R 4 ANIMALZ PPL CAN'T CONTROL, IF DA GOV SPENT MORE OF R TAX MONEY EDUCATING DA YOUTH ABOUT DRUGS, GANGZ, AND VIOLENCE, AND WUT REALLY GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ, JAILZ ACCROSS AMERICA WOULD BE EMPTY.....MILLIONS OF OUR DOLLARZ GOEZ 2 JAILZ EVERYDAY..............IF WE ALL LOOK'D OUT 4 EACH OTHER AND DIDN'T ONLY FOCUS ON MONEY, MAYB JUZ MAYB WE CUD ALL GET ALONG.........AND DER WUD BE PEACE IN DIS COLD, CORUPT WORLD..............MONEY MAKES DA WORLD GO DOWN, MONEY PREVENTS TRUST N UNITY.
WHY IS IT ALWAYS DA REAL 2 DIE N DA FAKE 2 SUCCEED? WHY DID TUPAC OR BIGGIE OR FAT PAT OR H.A.W.K HAVE 2 GET GUNNED DOWN? OR SOULJA SLIM, CAMOFLAUGE, AND VL MIKE? WHY TAKE SUM1'Z LIFE? OVER WUT? MONEY? DRUGS? LIE'S? GANG ASSOCIATION? ALL DAT **** CUD HAVE BEEN CHANGED AND NEGOTIATED IF U TOOK A MIN 2 TALK 2 DA PERSON B4 KILLIN DEM. WUT GOOD IS IT GOING 2 DO IF DER DEAD AND UR LOCKD DOWN DOIN LIFE WISHIN U WERE DEAD? DAT AINT GONE SOLVE NE PROBLEMZ, IT'Z ONLY GONE MULTIPLY THEM!!! THINK ABOUT UR FUTURE B4 U ACT N SPEAK!!!! REAL TALK....AKA DA LESS U SAY, DA LONGER U LIVE......
STOP FOLLOWIN IN OTHERZ FOOTSTEPZ N B A LEADER.
WHY KILL DA REAL **** AND NOT DA FAKE ONE'Z?? NO WONDER HIP HOP IS DEAD, DERZ NO REAL **** LEFT. IF U FINNA PULL A TRIGGA ON A RAPPER, DO IT ON DA FAKE 1'Z DAT R KILLIN HIP HOP LIKE SOULJA BOY, YUNG JOC, T PAIN, MIMS, ETC......NOT DA REAL ARTISTS WHO PUT MEANING, DEFINTION N PURPOSE IN DER MUZIC. ALL WE HAVE NOW IS LEANING, SNAPPIN GARBARGE DAT DOESN'T EVEN RHYME N HAS NO MEANING, DERZ NO POINT IN MAKING MUZIC IF IT DOESN'T HAVE NE MEANING, N DERZ NO POINT IN LISTENING 2 MUZIC DAT DOESN'T HAVE ANY MEANING. WHO GIVEZ A **** ABOUT UR DIAMONDZ, UR CARZ, UR CLOTHEZ AND UR CHAINZ!!? PEOPLE WANT MUZIC DATZ INSPIRATIONAL AND MUZIC DAT RELATEZ 2 DER LIVEZ AND 2 DA WORLD. IM SICKA DESE REAL **** WHO TURN FAKE 4 MONEY, OR DESE REAL **** WHO MAKE A FEW JOINTZ DEN QUIT CUZ DEY SEE WHERE HIP HOP IS GOING. U NEED 2 STAY FOCUSED N B YA SELF IF U WANT 2 B SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE. DON'T FOLLOW, TRUST, OR RELY ON NO1 EXCEPT DA LORD!!
N AS FAR AS PEOPLE BEIN LOCKD DOWN, DA NUMBERZ R INCREASING LIKE DA PRICE OF GOLD, HERE'Z JUZ A FEW RAPPERZ LOCKED UP CURRENTLY, LIL BOOSIE, B.G., BUSTA RYMEZ, PRODIGY, T.I., BEANIE SIGEL, Z-RO, REMY MA, SPM, GHETTO OF ST. SQUAD, PRINCE FIRE OF FEDD HILL, BIRDMAN OF CASH MONEY, GUCCI MANE, N MANY OTHERZ. LIKE I SAID, THOZE R JUZ OFF DA TOPPA MA HEAD. MOST OF EM IZ LOCKD DOWN ON GUN CHARGEZ, DRUGZ AND ATTEMPTED MURDER. IF ONLY DEY KNEW WUT WUD RESULT FROM DER ACTIONZ, DEY MOST LIKELY WUD NOT HAVE COMMITTED DEM.........EDUCATION IS DA KEY 2 PREVENTION, N IN MY OPINION, IT'Z VERY CLEAR WE'RE NOT EDUCATING DA YOUTH ABOUT WUT REALLY GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ, WE'RE TO BUSY WORRYING ABOUT OURSELVEZ AND ABOUT MONEY........IF THEIR WERE MORE CHRISTIANS, DER WOULD B LESS PROBLEMZ, VIOLENCE, N CRIME......SO MAYB WE SHOULD B PROMOTING GOD MORE IN SKOOLZ INSTEAD OF THANGZ WE DONT NEED 2 KNOW 2 SURVIVE.......
VIOLENCE IZ NOT DA ANSWER, NEITHER R GANGZ OR DRUGZ OR NONE OF DAT ****, 1ST OFF, VIOLENCE IZ 4 PPL WHO HAVE NO REGARD 4 HUMAN LIFE, PEOPLE WHO PARTICIPATE IN VIOLENCE R NOT USING DER MINDZ. VIOLENCE WILL NOT ONLY INJURE OR KILL SOMEONE, BUT IT WILL GET U LOCKD DOWN AND U WILL HAVE A CHARGE OR UR CRIMINAL RECORD, WHICH WILL STAY ON DER AS LONG AS UR ALIVE, MAKING IT DIFFICULT TO GET EVEN A LOW PAYING JOB N GO 2 COLLEGE... ALSO, DER IS A POSSIBILITY U WILL GET INJURDED WHILE PARTICIPATIN IN VIOLENCE N DER IS A STRONG LIKELYHOOD OF RETALYATION, SO U ALWAYZ HAVE 2 LIVE YA LIFE IN FEAR N WATCH YA BAK. U WILL ALWAYZ HAVE A GUILTY CONSCIENCE INSIDE TOO....
Y KILL SUM1 FROM A DIFFERENT GANG? DER DA SAME BREED AS YOU, YOU BOTH EAT, SLEEP, AND BREATHE, THE ONLY THANG DIFFERENT IS THE GANG COLOR, KUM ON, UR GUNNA FUKIN KILL SUM1 CUZ DEY WEAR A DIFFERENT COLOR FROM U OR DER FROM A DIFFERENT LOCATION? DATZ REDICIOLOUS....LIFE IS 2 PRECIOUS 2 B TOKEN AWAY.....
ALL GANGZ R DA SAME, DEY ALL R RUN BY LEADER(Z) WHO USE DA MEMBERZ 2 MAKE MONEY, ALL GANGZ HAVE DAT FAKE 'BROTHERHOOD', ONCE U GET LOCKD DOWN, SEE HOW MANY **** FROM UR GANG KUM N VISIT U........IF U SINKIN, SEE HOW MANY **** IN A GANG WILL KUM THRU N THROW U A FLOAT 2 SAVE U......NO1 WILL EXCEPT GOD.....
PEOPLE WHO JOIN GANGZ OFTEN JOIN DEM BECUZ DEY FEAR NUFFIN, INCLUDING DEATH, N HAVE NO FAMILY N FEW REAL FRIENDZ, N NO $$$...N THINK DEY HAVE NUFFIN 2 LOSE, INSTEAD OF FINDIN A CHURCH N BECOMIN CLOSER 2 GOD, DEY JOIN GANGZ THINKING DA GANG WILL B DER FAMILY, N DEY R OFTEN DECIEVED IN2 THINKIN DEY WILL MAKE EZ, QUICK MONEY, LITTLE DO DEY KNOW, DA ONLY 1 IN A GANG DAT ACTUALLY MAKEZ MONEY N EATZ GOOD IS DA LEADER, DA OTHERZ IN A GANG R BASICALLY SLAVEZ 2 DA LEADER, DEY DON'T SAY WUT GOEZ DOWN IN DA SREETZ, ONLY HE DOEZ. DEY DON'T MAKE A FARE SHARE OF DA MONEY DA GANG TAKEZ IN, ONLY HE DOEZ. DEY DON'T CALL DA SHOTZ, ONLY HE DOEZ. DEY DON'T DO NUFFIN EXCEPT FUFILL DA LEADER'Z DESIREZ N ORDERZ N RISK DER LIVEZ EVERYDAY SO HE CAN MAKE MONEY N STAY RICH, N IF U DISOBEY HIM, DOWN IN DA QUICK SAND U SINK.........LOVE, LOYALTY, RESPECT? I DONT THINK SO....IF U WANT DAT ****, JOIN BLOCK ROYAL.....IT AINT JUZ IN DA SHIRT THO, IT'Z IN DA FUKIN HEART!!!!
WHEN IT KUMZ 2 MONEY DER IS NO BROTHERHOOD OR FAMILY, IT ALL COMEZ DOWN BASED ON WUT U DO 4 DA GANG 2 KEEP IT ACTIVE N 2 KEEP DA LEADER'Z POCKETZ FAT. DER AINT NO REAL LOVE IN A GANG, OR NO LOYALTY, OR RESPECT, IF U LOOKIN 4 DAT ****, JOIN A CHRISTIAN CHURCH. EVERY SINGLE CHRISTIAN IS A THUG, A THUG AINT A GANGSTER OR CRIMINAL, A THUG IS A PERSON WITH NUFFIN DAT BECUMZ SUM1 N SUFFIN. A THUG IS SOME1 WHO NEVER LOOSES HOPE, OR LOOSES IT, BUT LATER FINDZ IT.
SUFFIN MANY DUNNO IS DAT DA LEADER IN A GANG RARELY GETZ IN TROUBLE WITH DA LAW BECUZ HE IS NEVER DA 1 2 TOUCH DA DRUGZ, HE ONLY GIVEZ ORDERZ 2 DA PPL BELOW HIM. N DA PPL BELOW HIM, FOLLOW HIS EVERY ORDER N EVERY WORD DAT KUMZ OUT OF HIZ MOUTH, N DER DA 1'Z WHO END UP GETTING KILLED IN DA STREETZ OR END UP DOIN A BID, NOT HIM!!!!!!!! IN A GANG, NO1 CAREZ ABOUT NO1 EXCEPT DEMSELF, DEY ONLY CARE BOUT U FOR WUT U DO 2 BENIFIT DA GANG N DEY ONLY USE U AS A TOOL 2 BRING IN MONEY. PEOPLE IN GANGZ R NOT 2 B FEARED OF, DEY R WEAK N NEED GOD N GUIDANCE N STRENGTH IN DER LIVEZ.....I WALK DA STREETZ EVERYDAY RIGHT BY GANG MEMBERZ, I AINT SCARED OF NO WEAK N DECIEVED MUTHAFUKA.....IF DEY WERE STRONG DEY WUD HAVE ROSE ABOVE DA STREETZ N MADE SUFFIN OUT OF DEMSELVEZ.....DEY WEAK N DECIEVED....DEY NEED GOD 2 STRENGTHEN N RISE DEM,........IT'Z MA RESPONSIBILTY 2 EDUCATE DEM THO, SINCE I SPEAK FROM PAST N PERSONAL EXPERIENCE N KNO WUT REALLY HAPPENZ IN GANGZ N DA STREETZ....
WAKE DA **** UP N SMELL DA COFFEE, IT'Z FRESH.....I USE 2 **** WIT GANGZ, SO I CAN SAY DIS. GANGZ R 4 PEOPLE WHO R WEAK INDIVIDUALLY N NEED 2 FEEL STRONG TOGETHER. I DON'T HAVE NE RESPECT 4 NE1 BANGIN, BUT I DO HAVE RESPECT 4 THOSE IN GANGZ WHO TRYIN 2 CHANGE DER LIVEZ, N IF U NEED HELP OR ADVICE, HIT ME UP, DAT'Z WUT GOD PUT ME ON DIS EARTH 2 DO, CHANGE LIVEZ THRU MUZIC N WISDOM GAINED FROM EXPERIENCE N GOD.
DRUGZ, ALCOHOL, PILLZ, CIGARETTES, ETC.....
I USE 2 DO ALL OF DAT ISH @ A VERY YUNG AGE, I USDA SMOKE, DRINK, SLANG, BANG, ROB, STEAL, SKIP SCHOOL....U NAME IT, I'VE DONE IT, N NOT JUZ ONCE OR TWICE, OR 4 FUN, I DID IT ON A DAILY BASIS BECUZ I GREW UP AROUND IT......DA PAST IS SUFFIN YOU CAN'T CHANGE, SO DON'T WASTE PRECIOUS TIME THINKIN BOUT IT. FOCUS ON YOUR FUTURE, BECUZ DATZ DA ONLY THANG DAT CAN INCLUDE CHANGE.
I CHANGED MA LIFE, WIT DA HELP OF JUZ DA LORD. PEOPLE WHO USE D'Z, DRINK N POP PILLZ, DO IT BECAUSE DEY SEE IT AS AN EZ WAY 2 ESCAPE REALITY N DEY THINK ALL DER PROBLEMZ WILL GO AWAY. LITTLE DO DEY KNOW, DER ONLY CAUSING HARM 2 DER BODY N POISINING DEMSELVEZ N TAKING AWAY TIME FROM DER LIVEZ, DER PAYIN 2 DIE YOUNG, N WHEN DEY WAKE UP TOMORROW, DEY STILL GONE HAVE DA SAME PROBLEMZ, IF NOT MORE PROBLEMZ NOW, INCLUDING HEALTH N FAMILY 1'Z, N NOT HAVIN $$ 2 EAT OR PAY DA BILLZ CUZ DEY WASTED IT ON DRUGZ OR ALCOHOL.....
ALL U HAVE 2 DO 2 ESCAPE ALL OF DIS IS USE DA POWER OF UR MIND N REPENT 2 DA LORD JESUS CHRIST, HE WILL ALWAYZ B DER 4 YOU. TRUST HIM, HE IS DA TRUTH. HE IS YOUR CREATOR N YOU R HIS CHILD. IF IT WEREN'T 4 DA LORD N MUSIC, I WOULD HAVE TAKEN MA LIFE A LONG TIME AGO, N DATZ REAL TALK!
MANY PEOPLE WHO DO DRUGZ N DRINK ALSO DO IT 2 ESCAPE DA PAIN IN DER LIVEZ, U HAVE 2 REALIZE ERRTHANG DAT HAPPENZ, HAPPENZ 4 A REASON, N GOD IS IN CONTROL OF.
PAIN IS DA ONLY THANG DAT CAN MAKE A PERSON STRONGER. DON'T GET WEAK N USE D'Z BECUZ YOU CAN'T HANDLE LIFE, STAY STRONG N USE DA POWER OF UR MIND N RISE ABOVE ERRTHANG. I DID. I'M LIVING PROOF DAT AS **** UP AS UR LIFE IS, YOU CAN CHANGE IT IF YOU JUZ STAY FOCUSED N FOLLOW DA LORD. YOU CAN MAKE IT! YOU CAN RISE ABOVE UR SURROUNDINGZ N PAST! DON'T LET NO1 OR NUFFIN HOLD U BACK FROM SUCCESS N FOLLOWIN YA DREAMZ! STAND STRONG, STAY STRONG, N B CONFIDENT IN YA SELF!
DERZ NOT A PERSON ALIVE WHO HAS ACCOMPLISHED WUT I'VE ACCOMPLISHED N ACHIEVED WUT I'VE ACHIEVED N HAS BEEN THRU N SEEN WUT I'VE SEEN. NETHANG U CAN IMAGINE I'VE WITNESSED OR BEEN A VICTIM OF, YET I HAVE SO MUCH HOPE N SO MUCH STRENGTH THANKZ 2 GOD. I'VE DONE ERRTHANG U CAN IMAGINE, I USE 2 DRINK, SMOKE, USE D'Z, I USE 2 BANG, I USDA ROB N STEAL N CAUSE VIOLENCE, I GOT LURED ONTO DA FAST MONEY (WHICH I NEVER SAW OR GOT A PENNY OF) "I SAW **** DIE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME LIKE IT WUZ NORMAL" AS T.R.E.N.S. SAYZ, I LOST ALL MA FRIENDZ N FAM 2 DA STREETZ, I LOST BEST FRIENDZ 2 DRUGZ AND GANGZ. I FEEL LIKE I'M DA ONLY 1 WHO DOESN'T DRINK, SMOKE, STEAL OR BANG, EVERY1 AROUND ME DOES, EXCEPT ME, DATZ BECUZ IMA LEADER, NOT A FOLLOWER.........I SAW **** WIT STR8 A'Z GET ADDICTED 2 DRUGZ, I SAW YUNG RAPPERZ N SINGERZ MA AGE **** UP DER LIFE BECUZ OF DRUGZ, I'VE SEEN IT ALL, I 'VE SEEN **** SELL DRUGZ SO DER KIDZ DON'T STARVE, I'VE SEEN **** KUM 2 SCHOOL 4 FREE MEALZ N 2 SELL D'Z....I'VE SEEN **** SHOOT METH USIN TOILET WATER.....I'VE SEEN **** KUM AND GO, BUT I STAYED FOCUSED N WAS DETERMINED NOT 2 RELAPSE N GO BAK 2 MY PAST, N 2 FOLLOW DA LORD N 2 MAKE MUSIC N DATZ WUT I'M DOIN DIS VERY DAY.........
I LOST ALMOST ERRTHANG 2 DA STREETZ, EXCEPT HOPE......
ALL MA 'FRIENDZ' N FAMILY IZ DEACEASED OR COULD GIVE A **** LESS IF I WAKE UP TOMORROW, DATZ THE TRUTH. I AINT GOT NO FAMILY, NO AUNTS, UNCLES, COUSINS LIKE MOST PEOPLE...... I AINT GOT A FATHER IN MA LIFE, HE'Z 75 LIVING IN THE PROJECTZ, (AND HE JUZ DIED SEP 13TH) I BARELY GOT A MOTHER. SHE A SINGLE PARENT RAISING 3 KIDZ WIT NO $$$ OR JOB, I GOT MUCH RESPECT 4 HER THO EVEN THO SHE SMOKEZ EVERY 5 MINUTES AND IS BIPOLAR FROM DA DRUGZ SHE WUZ ON AROUND MY BIRTH. I GOT MUCH RESPECT 4 MA FATHER, HE NEVER MADE IT OUT DA STREETZ, BUT HE DID CHANGE HIS LIFE, HE QUIT DRINKIN, SMOKIN N GAMBLIN USIN DA POWER OF HIZ MIND. I LUV MA GRANDMOTHER WHO RECENTLY PASSED, I GUTTA LOTTA MA WISDOM FROM HER, R.I.P. AND I LUV MA GRANDFATHER WHO DIED A FEW YEARZ AGO, HE CARED ABOUT ME MORE DEN HE CARED ABOUT LIFE, EVEN THO I NEVER GOT 2 KNO HIM BECUZ I WUZ YUNG, I KNO DAT 4 A FACT.......R.I.P. GRANDPA....I AINT GOT NO FAMILY N IM 16, SO ALL U CATZ USIN DRUGZ N DRINKIN 4 DAT REASON, OR JOININ GANGZ, U GONE HAVE 2 FIND ANOTHER REASON, IF I AINT DOIN DAT **** AND I AINT GOT NO FAM OR 'REAL FRIENDZ', U MOS DEF CAN RISE ABOVE IT 2.........
NOW DAT IMA CHRISTIAN ALL DIS NEGATIVITY HAS PURPOSE N IT DOESN'T STOP ME FROM CLIMBING UP DA LADDER 1 STEP AT A TIME. IT DON'T STOP ME FROM SUCCEEDING IN SCHOOL N GETTIN ALL A'S N B'S ON MA REPORT CARD.
SURE I COULD JOIN A GANG SINCE I DON'T HAVE A FAMILY OR $$$, N NUFFIN 2 LIVE 4 EXCEPT GOD, N END UP GETTING KILLED OR LOCKD DOWN, OR I COULD DRINK N USE DRUGZ N GET HIGH TEMPORARILY, N **** UP MA LIFE N HEALTH N DRAIN MA BANK ACCOUNT, OR I COULD STEAL BECUZ I AINT RICH N GET LOCKD DOWN AND HAVE A CHARGE ON MA CRIMINAL RECORD PREVENTING ME FROM GOIN 2 COLLEGE OR GETTIN A JOB AT MCDONALDZ, OR I CAN ESCAPE IT ALL BY PUTTING MA FAITH, TRUST, N LUV IN DA LORD N REALIZE HE'Z ALWAYZ BEEN DER 4 ME, HE'Z ALWAYZ DER 2 4GIVE ME, HE DIED ON DA CROSS N GAVE HIS SON 4 ME, N HE HAS A PLAN 4 ME N DERZ A REASON HE PUT ME ON DIS EARTH. EVERYBODY HAS A REASON 4 LIVING, IF NOT U WUDN'T B ALIVE RIGHT NOW! REAL TALK! ONCE U FIND UR REASON 4 LIVIN N FIND DA LORD, U WILL FIND HOPE N B SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE.
MY REASON 4 LIFE IS 2 REFLECT ON MY PAST IN MY MUSIC N 2 GIVE ALTERNATIVEZ 2 DA STREETZ N GUIDE DA YOUTH IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION, BECUZ RIGHT NOW DER BEIN MIS-LED N DECIEVED N BLINDED. MY REASON 4 LIVING IS 2 PAVE DA PATH 4 DA REST 2 FOLLOW N 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING, INSPIRATIONAL MUSIC DAT SHOWZ DREAM CANZ B TURNED IN2 REALITY IF YOU STAY FOCUSED N TRUST THE LORD.
I USE ALL DIS NEGATIVITY, MISERY, N PAIN IN MY LIFE IN A POSITIVE WAY 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING MUSIC 4 ALL DA REAL GANGSTERZ OUT DER WHO TRYIN 2 CHANGE DER LIVEZ. I GIVE HOPE 2 DA HOPELESS, STRENGTH 2 DA WEAK N FOOD 2 DA HUNGRY WIT MA WORDZ OF WISDOM. MUSIC IS MA LIFE N MA LIFE IS MA MUZIC...REAL TALK!!...WITHOUT MUZIC I WUDN'T WANNA LIVE, N DAT'Z DA TRUTH.
I GREW UP WIT NOTHIN N NO1, I'VE BEEN THRU EVERYTHANG U CAN IMAGINE, N SUM **** NO1 CAN IMAGINE, DAT I DON'T EVEN TALK ABOUT OR I KUD GET LOCKD UP 4 MUCH LONGER. I HAD 2 B INDEPENDENT N STAND ON MA OWN 2 FEET, I HAD 2 STAY STRONG AT TIMEZ WHERE I WANTED 2 GIVE IN N TAKE MA LIFE. I HAD 2 SMILE WHEN I WANTED 2CRY, KNOWING ERRTHANG DAT HAPPENS, GOD HAS A REASON 4 HAPPENIN. I HAD 2 USE DA POWER OF MA MIND 2 MAKE DA RIGHT CHOICEZ.
A VALUABLE LESSON LEARNED WAS 2 TRUST NO1 N 2 FEAR NO1 EEXCEPT GOD. ALL MA 'FRIENDZ' ONLY CARED ABOUT ME 4 WUT I DID 2 BETTER DER LIVEZ, DEY ONLY CARED ABOUT ME 4 MA MONEY N 4 DA FOOD IN MA REFRIGERATOR. HA. REAL TALK THO. SOME **** CAME OVER 2 MA PAD N I THOUGHT DEY WUZ MA FRIENDZ, WHEN DEY LEFT WE HAD NO FOOD LEFT IN R REFRIGERATOR N A LOTTA **** WUZ STOLEN. SUM **** I CALLED MA BEST FRIENDZ SNITCHED ON ME N SET ME UP N LIED 2 DA POLICE 2 AVOID DOIN A BID. SUM **** MA FAM TRUSTED TRY'D 2 KILL US, BROKE INTO R HOUSE N DRAINED R BRAKE FLUID N FUKD AROUND WIT DA CAR, ALMOZ KILLIN UZ. U CAN'T TRUST NO1 IN DIS COLD WORLD EXCEPT GOD!!!! CUZ EVERY1'Z OUT 4 DEMSELVEZ...HE'Z DA ONLY 1 WHO WILL STICK WIT U THRU IT ALL, UNLIKE NE OTHER FRIEND.
ALSO, I LEARNED 2 RESPECT EVERY1 REGARDLESS OF DER DIFFERENCES N 2 LOOK @ EVERYBODY DA SAME. WE ARE ALL DA SAME, WE ALL CHILDREN OF GOD. WE ARE ALL THUGZ, N WE ALL HAD NUFFIN @ SUMPOINT. WE ALL EAT, SLEEP N BREATHE. WE ALL HUMAN. "PEOPLE R LIKE CRAYONZ, MANY DIFFERENT COLORZ, BUT DEY ALL DO DA SAME THANG." -LCM
YOU HAVE 2 GIVE TO GET, DAT GOEZ WITH RESPECT TOO. TREAT OTHERZ DA WAY U WANT 2 B TREATED. SPEAK YA MIND N STAY TRUE 2 DA GAME N OTHERZ WILL FOLLOW IN YA FOOTSTEPZ.
"NUFFIN WORTH NETHANG IS FREE, BECUZ IT'Z WORTH SUFFIN" -LCM
ANOTHER SAYING I LIVE MA LIFE BY,
"BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD"
AND
"WHAT YOU SEE DEPENDS ON WHAT YOU LOOK FOR"
ANOTHER THING I LEARNED WAS EVERYTHANG DAT HAPPENZ, HAPPENZ 4 A REASON, N 2 ALWAYZ TRUST GOD!!! IT TOOK ME A WHILE 2 FIND A REASON 4 WHY MA LIFE HAD BEEN SO **** UP, UNTIL I REALIZED GOD IS IN CONTROL OF ERRTHANG, N HE IZ AWARE OF ERRTHANG GOIN ON IN UR LIFE N MY LIFE. HE PUT ME THRU ALL OF DIS NEGATIVITY N PAIN 2 MAKE ME STRONGER N WISER DEN DA REST, N SO I CUD SEE **** OTHERZ DON'T SEE N GIVE **** ALTERNATIVEZ 2 WUT GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ N 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING INSPIRATIONAL MUZIC DAT WILL EVENTUALLY CHANGE DA WORLD ONE LIFE AT A TIME.
B4, WHEN I WUZ STILL INVOLVED WIT DA STREETZ N DA BLOODZ, I LOST A LOTTA CLOSE **** N I SAW A LOTTA **** GET LOCKD DOWN. I LOST FRIENDZ, FAMILY, EVERYTHANG, I ALMOST LOST MA LIFE MANY TIMEZ TOO. DA CEO I WUZ ABOUT 2 SIGN WIT (GANG MEMBER) GOT LOCKD DOWN. ALL DA **** IN DA GANG I USDA **** WIT R ALL DEAD N LOCKD UP, ALL DA **** I USDA **** WIT WHO USE OR SLANG D'Z R DEAD OR LOCKD UP, OR FAILING IN SCHOOL N LIVIN IN DA STREETZ......DAT **** DON'T GET U NO WHERE!!! LEARN FROM OTHERZ MISTAKEZ SO U DONT HAVE 2 MAKE UR OWN, CUZ BY DEN, IT WILL B 2 LATE.......REAL TALK!!
ALL MA FRIENDZ WENT AGAINST ME 4 MONEY N DRUGZ. I ALSO WUZ SLIPPIN IN SCHOOL N ON DA BORDER LINE OF PASSING, N I WUZ SKIPPIN SKOOL N DOIN ALL SORTZ OF **** U CAN'T IMAGINE. I DIDN'T REALIZE DA IMPORTANCE OF EDUCATION, I DIDN'T REALIZE WITHOUT A COLLEGE DEGREE, YOU CAN'T GET A GOOD JOB ANYWHERE N LIVE A COMFTABLE (LEGAL) LIFE. OR MAYB I DID, N I JUST DIDN'T CARE BECUZ MA MIND WUZ PLAYIN TRIX ON ME N SO WUZ DA DEVIL. NOW I CAN SEE CLEARLY, N I HELP OTHERZ WHO BEIN BLINDED BY MONEY 2 SEE CLEARLY.
I USDA PUT MONEY B4 ERRTHANG, I THOUGHT 2 OBTAIN AS MUCH MONEY AS U POSSIBLY CAN WAS B4 DEATH WUZ DA PURPOSE OF LIVIN. I USDA SELL EVERYTHING ON THE BLOCK 2 MAKE MONEY, FROM LEMONAIDE AT 7 YEARZ OLD, 2 CD'Z, 2......ERRTHANG.........I DIDN'T REALIZE NO AMOUNT OF MONEY CAN BUY WISDOM, UR HEALTH, FAMILY, OR FRIENDZ. MONEY IZ WUT **** END UP DIEING 4 IN DA STREETZ. MONEY AINT NUFFIN BUT A GREEN PIECE OF PAPER.........DA LUV OF MONEY, IZ DA ROOT OF ALL EVIL....
RE ORGANIZE UR PRIORITIEZ....MONEY IZ WUTZ CAUSIN ALL DIS HATRED IN DIS WORLD.....PRETTY BLACK KNEW ABOUT GOD, BUT NOT 100%, HE RAPPED ABOUT HIM N ABOUT HOW HE TRUSTED GOD, BUT DEN HE RELEASED A CD WIT HIZ LABEL MONEY OVER EVERYTHING N RAPPED ABOUT MONEY BEIN MORE IMPORTANT DEN NE THANG, INCLUDIN GOD, N GOT GUNND DOWN......R.I.P. MA BROTHER.....IF U KNO ABOUT GOD, N IGNORE HIM, DATZ DA BIGGEST SIN U CAN COMMITT, EVEN THO ALL SINZ DA SAME, TRUST ME, DAT 1 IZ DA WORST....JUZ AS FAST AS DA LORD JESUS CREATED U, HE WILL END YA LIFE IF U CONTINUE 2 IGNORE HIS CALLIN 4 U N DIS-OBEY HIM......
NOW I CHANGED MA LIFE N I'M DOIN GOOD IN SKOOL, NOW I DON'T DRINK, POP PILLZ, SMOKE, N DO D'Z EVERY SECOND OF EVERY MINUTE, I DON'T BANG NO MORE, I DON'T DO NONE OF DAT **** WEAK N DECIEVED **** DO. IM STRONGER DEN DAT, I ROSE ABOVE ALL DAT WIT NO1'Z HELP EXCEPT GOD'Z. I MADE A COMMITMENT N PROMISE 2 DA LORD N I AINT GOIN BAK 2 MY PAST. I CHANGED MA LIFE N U CAN 2 IF U PUT YA FAITH IN DA LORD N REALIZE DAT AS FUKD UP AS UR LIFE IS, GOD HAS A PLAN N PURPOSE 4 U, N ONCE U ACCEPT DA FACT DAT ERRTHANG DAT HAPPENZ HAS A REASON 4 HAPPENIN, U WILL B SUCCESSFUL IN WUTEVA U DO. IF SUM1 WHO HAS BEEN THRU DA **** I'VE BEEN THRU AT SUCH A YUNG AGE, CAN RISE ABOVE DA STREETZ N CHANGE HIZ LIFE N BE SUCCESSFUL, WHY CAN'T U??? WIT GOD NUFFIN IS IMPOSSIBLE!! REAL TALK!!
PUT UR FULL FAITH, TRUST N LUV IN DA LORD, BECUZ HE'Z DA ONLY TRUE LIGHT IN DIS BLIND, DARK WORLD. HE DA ONLY 1 WHO'Z GONE B WIT U FROM DA DAY U TAKE YA FIRST BREATHE UNTIL DA DAY U TAKE YA LAST. OTHER **** N BITCHEZ GONE KUM N GO IN YA LIFE, BUT NOT DA LORD. OTHER **** N BITCHEZ ONLY CARE ABOUT U 4 YA MONEY N WUT U DO 4 DEM, BUT NOT GOD.
AT FIRST I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN GOD, I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN NETHANG I COULDN'T SEE, UNTIL I FOUND OUT DA DEFINITION OF FAITH N MA HOMIE WOKE ME UP N REMINDED ME IF IT WEREN'T 4 DA LORD, ME N HIM WOULDN'T B HERE RIGHT NOW, N WUD NOT HAVE SURVIVED, N DATZ DA ABSOLUTE TRUTH. I ALMOST LOST MA LIFE AT LEAST 20 TIMEZ....IT MADE ME REALLY THINK HOW PRECIOUS LIFE IZ N HOW GR8FULL I AM 2 WAKE UP EVERY MORNIN N SEE DA SUN....
TRUST DA LORD WIT YOUR LIFE, BECUZ HE TRUST N BELIEVEZ IN YOU, N HAS A PURPOSE 4 UR EXISTANCE, OR ELSE YOU WOULDN'T B ALIVE RIGHT NOW. B HUMBLE N ALWAYZ KEEP AN OPEN MIND. PPL N POCESSIONS R TEMPORARY, GOD N HIS LUV 4 U IS 4EVA!!! TRILL TALK!!
MAY GOD BLESS U EVEN MORE, HE ALREADY BLESSED ME ENUFF.
-LCM
BLOCK ROYAL/
THUGS UNITED FAMILY CEO
"THUGS UNITED, NOT DIVIDED"