Can’t believe the worlds spinning round don’t know what sides up and what side down
Thought I had been lost before a time or two but this feeling is all too brand new lookin all around tryin 2 find myself and all those around, wonderin if god and my daddy are still lookin down I only ask because im struggling so and I need their guidance, to help me thru, hold me close, lead me right, or guide me in the brighter lite, because I feel lonely and lonelier every single day,
Dont know when I smiled last, or simply laughed, my body is starting to go numb, all I feel are the tears rolling down my cold cheeks, while my eyes get puffier and puffier, redder and redder, no longer see the blu, look in the mirror and don't know who I'm lookin at, lyfe has changed me, death has rearranged me, sometymes I wonder why I'm still alive, then I look in my babies eyes, and I remember why.
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can't believe
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Posted 4 months ago #
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DAT ISH DEEP, STAY STRONG N KEEP GOD CLOSEST, HE WILL HELP U N GUIDE U...HE ALWAYZ DER 4 U N NEVER WILL LEAVE U NO MATTER WUT...
Posted 4 months ago # -
I feel those sentiments really, when was the last time I really laughed...?
Posted 4 months ago # -
Thanx for the comments Bor D and lil cashmoney.
Bor D, thats real, I ask myself that a lot, when was the last time u really laughed, over somethin really funny, when was the last time, you smiled a tru smile, when was the last time, u had a reason to smile or laugh, the worlds hard, the streets are tough, God has our back but we have to hold ourselves up. Our children are our future, and they hold the key, to our smiles, our laughter, our everything!
its good to be back at gangstyle, been far too long!Hey have u heard anything from King bonkers?
alwayz that one Lil'mac
Posted 4 months ago # -
datz da truth, i kant remember when i last laughed n smiled either, real talk, only when i wuz in da streetz livin carelessly n without god, now he keep me humble, itz good n bad, cuz now i got a purpose 4 life, but i aint as happy as i wuz b4...u kno...i cant keep sinnin n den expectin god 2 4give me...when i kno im wrong...but datz da only way i kno 2 survive...u feel me...god alwayz testin r faith....
Posted 4 months ago # -
No not heard from Bonkers and don't have his email either, would be good if he showed up.
I'll pray on it!
Posted 4 months ago #
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