I told myself **** nah I ain't Eva gana join a gang by here today I find myself in it... I didn't like having to be put down.. At home fealt like a house were I sleep, eat, an wake up... Wasn't the home were gud memories where family to complicated to even be called family.. LooLoo they call me they was the family I wanted saw em have each others back an the luv an respect they showed even though fear was in their eyes I wanted to join em an I did gd they say gd I became... Y'all mite thik am stupid or made the worst mistake in mi life but ik wat I done an AMA fight to live ... Wish mi family cared to c the girl with the strait A'S is chainging but well still live her life to the best only thing now is AMA gd.."LooLoo97..Pce!
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A friend of the gang
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Posted 2 months ago #
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i feel ur pain but palabra a clicka is just an excuse to hide the sorrow nd becoming a gd isnt a family its jus chavalons thinkin there something wen u get locked up like how i have there aint no lil gangs its the color of ur skin that puts u in line not by no flag my jefita cant stand look at me without dissapointment my jefe never knew him throwin ranke juz kuz dey looked at me wrong yo sabe que onda but dont phase into more drama than wat u already in
Posted 2 months ago # -
thnx 4 the reply... I guess u iz rite bout how a cliq is just an excuse to hide the sorrow cuz it worked 4 awhile but idk how long it gana last me.. an drama is just another thing i grew up with if not family drama, it's friends, if not friends it's something... tell u the truth i wuld not kno wat u went through .. i never knew mi jefita she walked out when i was 3... everyday iz a struggle but i count my blessings it aint as bad these weeks not much funerals.. i waz told by mi jefe "Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger".. i don't kno 4 sure wat he ment by it.
Posted 1 month ago # -
WUT DONT KILL U, WILL MAKE U STRONGER IF U ALLOW IT 2, IN LIFE PAIN N PROBLEMZ CAN MAKE U STRONGER OR WEAKER, IT DEPENDZ ON HOW STRONG YA MIND IZ...
IF U OVERKUM N PERSAVERE AGAINST ERRTHANG BAD IN YA LIFE N AROUND U Y EVERY1 ELSE SMOKIN N DRINKIN DER PAIN AWAY N SELF DESTRUCTIN, N U DA 1 FOLLOWIN GOD N YA DREAMZ N GETTIN $$$, DEN U DA STRONGER 1 WHO ROSE ABOVE DAT ISH Y DA WEAK ****-Z SUNK IN DER OWN PUDDLE...YA DIG....STRENGTH ONLY KUMZ FROM PAIN...THINK BOUT DAT ISH...REAL TALK!!!...
Posted 1 month ago # -
thnx LILCASHMONEY, now i somewhat understand what u mean, An STRENGTH ONLY KUMZ FROM PAIN... that part gana be tough but ama try to over **** the **** an the pain cuz really drugz, pain killerz, aint helpin nun to keep it away...When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what? idk y though cuz a lot people in our school just say **** that don't mean nun sometimez..
Posted 1 month ago # -
NO DOUBT, I LOOK @ DA CHILDREN IN HAITI RITE NOW WHO LOST DER WHOLE FAM N GOT NO $$$ OR NO FOOD OR NUFFIN, DEN I KNO IM BLESSED...I MITE NOT HAVE FAMILY OR LOTTA BREAD, BUT I GOT MY HEALTH N IM STILL MAINTAININ...YA DIG....WUTZ MOST IMPORTANT DAT WE HAVE IZ GOD...ONLY UNDERSTANDING OF Y SUFFIN HAPPENZ CAN TAKE AWAY DA PAIN, NOT D'Z OR ALCOHOL, N DAT UNDERSTANDIN WILL ONLY KUM FROM GOD N DA BIBLE...IM SPEAKIN 2 YA FROM PERSONAL EXPERIENCE...NA MEAN...
Posted 1 month ago # -
i got u.. i understand wat u mean i count my blessings everyday when i be c-ing them kidz an people who aint git nun... i am trying to find god in my heart cuz no one really understandz the pain ... an **** nah drugz aint done **** too me helped a lil but pain waz alwayz there...An thnx 4 The advice LILCASHMONEY
Posted 1 month ago #
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