(repost from myspace blog)
WHEN U LOOK IN MA TOPZ FRIENDZ ALL U SEE IZ FREE DIS **** OR RIP 2 DIS ****, 2 MANY **** IZ BEIN DECIEVED AND JOINING GANGZ AND PARTICIPATING IN VIOLENCE AND ENDING UP LOCKED DOWN OR DEAD....ESPECIALLY DA YOUTH......ALL BECUZ OF A GREEN PIECE OF PAPER WE LIVE R LIVEZ IN PURSUIT OF. **** ROB, STEAL, KILL, POISON THEIR OWN KIND WITH DRUGZ, SELL DEMSELVEZ IN DA STREETZ ALL FOR A PIECE OF FUKIN PAPER. U **** NEED 2 WAKE DA **** UP AND REALIZE MONEY AINT WORTH RISKING YA LIVEZ OVER, AND MONEY AINT EVERYTHING, GOD, UR FAMILY, YA FRIENDZ, AND YA HEALTH R MORE IMPORTANT DEN NE AMOUNT OF MONEY. FURTHERMORE, MONEY DON'T BUY HAPPINESS, ON TV AND ON DA NEWS, U ALWAYZ HEARING ABOUT ALL THESE CELEBRITY'Z WITH MILLIONZ OF DOLLARZ USING DRUGZ LIKE COCAINE AND METH, AND OVERDOSING, DRINKING, ETC.....MATERIAL OBJECTS ALSO DON'T BUY HAPPINESS, ONLY GOD DOES. I DON'T KNO WHY SUM OF DESE **** CALL DEMSELVEZ REAL WHEN THEY GROW UP LIVING IN POVERTY WITH NOTHIN AND NO1, MAKE A FEW MILLION, DEN WASTE IT ALL ON JEWELES AND CARZ, 2 CALL YA SELF REAL, U'D BE HEALPIN DA DEPRIVED AND DA WEAK AND U'D BE GUIDING DA YOUTH IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION......NOT JUZ FOCUSIN ON YA SELF AND YA BREAD..........
DA VIOLENCE NEEDZ 2 END, AND WE NEED 2 PUT AN END 2 IT. EDUCATION IS THE KEY 2 PREVENTION, SO PROMO MA MSG AS MUCH AS U CAN.
WE'RE LOOSING 2 MANY BROTHERZ N SISTERZ 2 DA STREETZ, IN DESE PAST 2-3 MONTHS WE'VE LOST AT LEAST 10 MAJOR HIP HOP ARTISTS, A FEW INCLUDE ORISH GRINSTEAD, VL MIKE, PIMP C, BIG MOE, STACK BUNDLES, CAMU TAO, RICHIE RAGZ, STATIC MAJOR, HEAVY O.N.E., B-BRAZY, PRETTY BLACK, MIKE BECK, DOLLA, AND MANY MANY MORE............AND DATZ JUZ RECENTLY!!! THINK OF ALL DA MAJOR ARTISTS WE'VE LOST IN DA PAST COUPLE OF YEARZ, I CAN NAME AT LEAST A 100 DUE TO PEOPLE NOT THINKING LOGICALLY AND USING THEIR MINDZ. AND THAT'Z JUZ ARTISTS, THINK OF HOW MANY PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY YOUTH R GETTIN ARRESTED OR GUNND DOWN, JUZ BECUZ DEY GET DECIEVED TRYIN 2 MAKE A DOLLA OUTTA 50 CENTZ...AND THINKING A GANG IS THERE FAMILY....IF U AINT GOT NO1, FIND GOD, AND LET DA CHURCH BE YA FAMILY, DEY R YA REAL FAMILY........
LOCKIN **** UP AINT GONE CHANGE EM, IT'Z ONLY GONE TAKE AWAY R TAX MONEY DAT WE CUD BE USING 2 FEED DA HUNGRY AND FIND A CURE FOR HIV AND OTHER DISEASES. LOCKIN **** UP IZ ONLY GUNNA MAKE DEM WORSE, WE SHUD BE HELPIN DEM 2 GET DER FEET ON DA RIGHT AND WE SHUD GET DEM 2 JOIN CHURCHES AND FIND FAITH IN THE LORD, ALMOST 90% OF DA PPL WHO HAVE BEEN 2 JAIL WILL RETURN AT LEAST ONCE IN DER LIFE........ALL WE GUTTA DO IS EDUCATE DEM AND SHOW DEM RIGHT FROM WRONG, WUT GOOD IZ LOCKIN SUM1 DOWN 4 A COUPLE OF YEARZ GUNNA DO, WHEN DEY GET OUT DEY WILL ONLY BE WORSE.........MOST CRIMINALS SPEND THEIR 23 HOURS A DAY IN A CELL, PLOTTING AND SCHEMING FURTHER CRIME...............NOT 2 MENTION CAGEZ R 4 ANIMALZ PPL CAN'T CONTROL, IF DA GOV SPENT MORE OF R TAX MONEY EDUCATING DA YOUTH ABOUT DRUGS, GANGZ, AND VIOLENCE, AND WUT REALLY GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ, JAILZ ACCROSS AMERICA WOULD BE EMPTY.....MILLIONS OF OUR DOLLARZ GOEZ 2 JAILZ EVERYDAY..............IF WE ALL LOOK'D OUT 4 EACH OTHER AND DIDN'T ONLY FOCUS ON MONEY, MAYB JUZ MAYB WE CUD ALL GET ALONG...........AND DER WUD BE PEACE IN DIS COLD, CORUPT WORLD................MONEY MAKES DA WORLD GO DOWN, MONEY PREVENTS TRUST AND UNITY.
WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE REAL TO DIE AND THE FAKE TO SUCCEED? WHY DID TUPAC OR BIGGIE OR FAT PAT OR H.A.W.K HAVE 2 GET GUNNED DOWN? OR SOULJA SLIM, CAMOFLAUGE, AND VL MIKE? WHY TAKE SUM1'Z LIFE? OVER WUT? MONEY? DRUGS? LIE'S? GANG ASSOCIATION? ALL DAT **** CUD HAVE BEEN CHANGED AND NEGOTIATED IF U TOOK A MIN 2 TALK 2 DA PERSON B4 KILLIN DEM. WHAT GOOD IS IT GOING 2 DO IF DER DEAD AND UR LOCKD DOWN DOIN LIFE WISHIN U WERE DEAD? DAT AINT GONE SOLVE NE PROBLEMZ, IT'Z ONLY GONE MULTIPLY THEM!!! THINK ABOUT UR FUTURE B4 U ACT N SPEAK!!!! REAL TALK....AKA DA LESS U SAY, DA LONGER U LIVE........
STOP FOLLOWIN IN OTHERZ FOOTSTEPZ AND BE A LEADER.
WHY KILL DA REAL **** AND NOT DA FAKE ONE'Z?? NO WONDER HIP HOP IS DEAD, DERZ NO REAL **** LEFT. IF U FINNA PULL A TRIGGA ON A RAPPER, DO IT ON DA FAKE ONE'Z DAT R KILLIN HIP HOP LIKE SOULJA BOY, YUNG JOC, T PAIN, MIMS, ETC......NOT DA REAL ARTISTS WHO PUT MEANING, DEFINTION AND PURPOSE IN DER MUZIC. ALL WE HAVE NOW IS LEANING, SNAPPIN GARBARGE DAT DOESN'T EVEN RHYME AND HAS NO MEANING, THERE'Z NO POINT IN MAKING MUZIC IF IT DOESN'T HAVE ANY MEANING, AND THEIR'Z NO POINT IN LISTENING TO MUZIC DAT DOESN'T HAVE ANY MEANING. WHO GIVEZ A **** ABOUT UR DIAMONDZ, UR CARZ, UR CLOTHEZ AND UR CHAINZ!!? PEOPLE WANT MUZIC DATZ INSPIRATIONAL AND MUZIC DAT RELATEZ 2 DER LIVEZ AND 2 DA WORLD. IMA SICKA DESE REAL **** WHO TURN FAKE 4 MONEY, OR DESE REAL **** WHO MAKE A FEW JOINTZ DEN QUIT CUZ DEY SEE WHERE HIP HOP IS GOING. U NEED 2 STAY FOCUSED AND BE YA SELF IF U WANT 2 BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE. DON'T FOLLOW NO1 EXCEPT DA LORD.
AND AS FAR AS PEOPLE BEING LOCKED DOWN, THE NUMBERS ARE INCREASING LIKE THE PRICE OF GOLD, HERE'Z JUST A FEW RAPPERZ LOCKED UP CURRENTLY, LIL BOOSIE, B.G., BUSTA RYMEZ, PRODIGY, T.I., BEANIE SIGEL, Z-RO, REMY MA, SPM, GHETTO OF ST. SQUAD, PRINCE FIRE OF FEDD HILL, BIRDMAN OF CASH MONEY, GUCCI MANE, AND MANY OTHERZ. LIKE I SAID, THOZE R JUZ OFF DA TOPPA MA HEAD. MOST OF EM IZ LOCKD DOWN ON GUN CHARGEZ, DRUGZ AND ATTEMPTED MURDER. IF ONLY DEY KNEW WUT WUD RESULT FROM DER ACTIONZ, DEY MOST LIKELY WUD NOT HAVE COMMITTED THEM.........EDUCATION IS THE KEY TO PREVENTION, AND IN MY OPINION, IT'S VERY CLEAR WE'RE NOT EDUCATING THE YOUTH ABOUT WHAT REALLY GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ, WE'RE TO BUSY WORRYING ABOUT OURSELVEZ AND ABOUT MONEY........IF THEIR WERE MORE CHRISTIANS, THEIR WOULD BE LESS PROBLEMS, VIOLENCE, AND CRIME......SO MAYB WE SHOULD B PROMOTING GOD MORE IN SKOOLZ INSTEAD OF THANGZ WE DONT NEED 2 KNOW 2 SURVIVE.......
VIOLENCE IZ NOT THE ANSWER, NEITHER R GANGZ OR DRUGZ OR NONE OF DAT ****, FIRST OFF, VIOLENCE IZ FOR PPL WHO HAVE NO REGARD FOR HUMAN LIFE, PEOPLE WHO PARTICIPATE IN VIOLENCE R NOT USING THEIR MINDZ. VIOLENCE WILL NOT ONLY INJURE OR KILL SOMEONE, BUT IT WILL GET U LOCKD DOWN AND U WILL HAVE A CHARGE OR UR CRIMINAL RECORD WHICH WILL STAY ON THERE AS LONG AS UR ALIVE, MAKING IT DIFFICULT TO GET EVEN A LOW PAYING JOB AND GO 2 COLLEGE...ALSO, THEIR IS A POSSIBILITY U WILL GET INJURDED WHILE PARTICIPATING IN VIOLENCE AND THEIR IS THE STRONG LIKELYHOOD OF RETALYATION, SO U ALWAYZ HAVE 2 LIVE YA LIFE IN FEAR N WATCH YA BACK. U WILL ALWAYZ HAVE A GUILTY CONSCIENCE INSIDE TOO....
WHY KILL SUM1 FROM A DIFFERENT GANG? THEIR THE SAME BREED AS YOU, YOU BOTH EAT, SLEEP, AND BREATHE, THE ONLY THING DIFFERENT IZ THE GANG COLOR, **** ON, UR GUNNA FUKIN KILL SUM1 CUZ DEY WEAR A DIFFERENT COLOR FROM U OR DER FROM A DIFFERENT LOCATION? DATZ REDICIOLOUS....LIFE IS 2 PRECIOUS 2 B TOKEN AWAY.....
ALL GANGZ R DA SAME, DEY ALL R RUN BY LEADER(Z) WHO USE DA MEMBERZ 2 MAKE MONEY, ALL GANGZ HAVE DAT FAKE 'BROTHERHOOD', ONCE U GET LOCKD DOWN, SEE HOW MANY **** FROM UR GANG **** N VISIT U...................IF U SINKIN, SEE HOW MANY **** IN A GANG WILL **** THRU AND THROW U A FLOAT..........
PEOPLE WHO JOIN GANGS OFTEN JOIN THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO FAMILY AND FEW REAL FRIENDZ, INSTEAD OF FINDING A CHURCH AND BECOMING CLOSER TO GOD, THEY JOIN GANGZ THINKING THE GANG WILL BE THEIR FAMILY, AND THEY ARE OFTEN DECIEVED INTO THINKING THEY WILL MAKE EASY, QUICK MONEY, LITTLE DO THEY KNOW, THE ONLY ONE IN A GANG THAT ACTUALLY MAKES MONEY IS THE LEADER, THE OTHERS IN A GANG R BASICALLY SLAVES 2 THE LEADER, THEY DON'T SAY WUT GOEZ DOWN IN DA GANG, ONLY HE DOEZ. THEY DON'T MAKE A FARE SHARE OF DA MONEY DA GANG TAKEZ IN, ONLY HE DOEZ. THEY DON'T CALL DA SHOTZ, ONLY HE DOEZ. THEY DON'T DO NUFFIN EXCEPT FUFILL DA LEADER'Z DESIRES AND ORDERZ AND RISK THEIR LIVES EVERYDAY SO HE CAN MAKE MONEY AND STAY RICH, AND IF U DISOBEY HIM, DOWN IN DA QUICK SAND U SINK.........LOVE, LOYALTY, RESPECT? I DONT THINK SO....IF U WANT DAT ****, JOIN BLOCK ROYAL.....IT AINT JUZ IN DA SHIRT THO, IT'Z IN DA FUKIN HEART!!!! LOTTA FAKE BR **** TOO.......WHO ONLY USE B4 2 PROMO DER MUZIC......
WHEN IT COMES 2 MONEY DER IS NO BROTHERHOOD OR DER IS NO FAMILY, IT ALL COMEZ DOWN BASED ON WUT U DO 4 DA GANG 2 KEEP IT ACTIVE N 2 KEEP DA LEADER'Z POCKETZ FAT. DER AINT NO REAL LOVE IN A GANG, OR NO LOYALTY, OR RESPECT, IF U LOOKIN 4 DAT ****, JOIN A CHRISTIAN CHURCH. EVERY CHRISTIAN IS A THUG, A THUG AINT A GANGSTER OR CRIMINAL, A THUG IS A PERSON WITH NUFFIN THAT BECOMEZ SOMEONE AND SUFFIN. A THUG IS SOMEONE WHO NEVER LOOSES HOPE, OR LOOSES IT, BUT LATER FINDS IT.
SUFFIN MANY DUNNO IS THAT THE LEADER IN A GANG RARELY GETS IN TROUBLE WITH DA LAW BECUASE HE IS NEVER DA ONE 2 TOUCH DA DRUGZ, HE ONLY GIVEZ ORDERZ 2 DA PPL BELOW HIM. AND DA PPL BELOW HIM, FOLLOW HIS EVERY ORDER AND EVERY WORD THAT COMEZ OUT OF HIZ MOUTH, AND THEY'RE THE 1'Z WHO END UP GETTING KILLED IN DA STREETZ OR END UP DOIN A BID, NOT HIM!!!!!!!! IN A GANG, NO ONE CAREZ ABOUT NO ONE, THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT U FOR WUT U DO 2 BENIFIT DA GANG AND DEY ONLY USE U AS A TOOL 2 BRING IN MONEY. PEOPLE IN GANGZ R NOT 2 BE FEARED OF, DEY R WEAK N NEED GOD AND GUIDANCE IN DER LIFE.....I WALK DA STREETZ EVERYDAY RIGHT BY GANG MEMBERZ, I AINT SCARED OF NO WEAK N DECIEVED MUTHAFUKA.....IF DEY WERE STRONG DEY WUD HAVE ROSE ABOVE DA STREETZ AND MADE SUFFIN OUT OF DEMSELVEZ.....DEY WEAK N DECIEVED....DEY NEED GOD 2 STRENGTHEN DEM........IT'Z MA RESPONSIBILTY 2 EDUCATE DEM THO, SINCE I SPEAK FROM PAST PERSONAL EXPERIENCE N KNO WUT REALLY HAPPENZ IN GANGZ..........
WAKE DA **** UP AND SMELL DA COFFEE, IT'Z FRESH..... I USED 2 **** WITH GANGZ, SO I CAN SAY THIS. GANGZ R 4 PEOPLE WHO ARE WEAK INDIVIDUALLY AND NEED 2 FEEL STRONG TOGETHER. I DON'T HAVE ANY RESPECT FOR ANY1 IN GANG, BUT I DO HAVE RESPECT 4 THOSE IN GANGS WHO ARE TRYING TO CHANGE THEIR LIVES, AND IF U NEED HELP OR ADVICE, HIT ME UP, DAT'Z WUT GOD PUT ME ON DIS EARTH TO DO, CHANGE LIVEZ THRU MUZIC AND WISDOM GAINED FROM EXPERIENCE AND GOD.
DRUGZ, ALCOHOL, PILLZ, CIGARETTES, ETC.....
I USE TO DO ALL OF DAT **** AT A VERY YUNG AGE, I USDA SMOKE, DRINK, SLANG, BANG, ROB, STEAL, SKIP SCHOOL...... U NAME IT, I'VE DONE IT......THE PAST IS SOMETHING YOU CAN'T CHANGE, SO DON'T WASTE PRECIOUS TIME THINKING ABOUT IT. FOCUS ON YOUR FUTURE, BECAUSE THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT CAN INCLUDE CHANGE.
I CHANGED MA LIFE, WITH THE HELP OF THE LORD. PEOPLE WHO USE DRUGS, DRINK AND POP PILLZ DO IT BECAUSE THEY SEE IT AS AN EASY WAY 2 ESCAPE REALITY AND THEY THINK ALL THEIR PROBLEMZ WILL GO AWAY. LITTLE DO THEY KNOW, THEIR ONLY CAUSING HARM 2 THEIR BODY AND POISINING THEMSELVES AND TAKING AWAY TIME FROM THEIR LIVES, THEIR PAYING TO DIE YOUNG, AND WHEN THEY WAKE UP TOMORROW, THEY STILL GONE HAVE DA SAME PROBLEMZ, IF NOT MORE PROBLEMZ NOW, INCLUDING HEALTH AND FAMILY 1'Z, AND NOT HAVIN $$ TO EAT OR PAY DA BILLZ CUZ DEY WASTED IT ON DRUGZ OR ALCOHOL......
ALL U HAVE 2 DO 2 ESCAPE ALL OF THIS IS USE DA POWER OF UR MIND AND REPENT TO THE LORD JESUS CHIRST, HE IS ALWAYZ THERE AND HE WILL ALWAYZ BE THERE FOR YOU. TRUST HIM, HE IS THE TRUTH. HE IS YOUR CREATOR AND YOU ARE HIS CHILD. IF IT WEREN'T FOR THE LORD AND MUSIC, I WOULD HAVE TAKEN MA LIFE A LONG TIME AGO, AND THAT'Z REAL TALK!
MANY PEOPLE WHO DO DRUGS AND DRINK ALSO DO IT 2 ESCAPE DA PAIN IN DER LIVEZ, U HAVE 2 REALIZE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENZ, HAPPENZ 4 A REASON, AND PAIN IS THE ONLY THING THAT CAN MAKE A PERSON STRONGER. DON'T GET WEAK AND USE DRUGS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T HANDLE LIFE, STAY STRONG AND USE DA POWER OF UR MIND AND RISE ABOVE EVERYTHING. I DID. I'M LIVING PROOF THAT AS **** UP AS UR LIFE IS, YOU CAN CHANGE IT IF YOU JUST STAY FOCUSED AND FOLLOW THE LORD. YOU CAN MAKE IT! YOU CAN RISE ABOVE EVERYTHING! DON'T LET NO1 OR NUFFIN HOLD U BACK FROM SUCCESS N FOLLOWIN YA DREAMZ! STAND STRONG, STAY STRONG, N B CONFIDENT IN YA SELF!
THEIRS NOT A PERSON ALIVE WHO HAS ACCOMPLISHED WHAT I'VE ACCOMPLISHED AND ACHIEVED WHAT I'VE ACHIEVED AND HAS BEEN THRU AND SEEN WHAT I'VE SEEN. ANYTHING U CAN IMAGINE I'VE WITNESSED OR BEEN A VICTIM OF, YET I HAVE SO MUCH HOPE AND SO MUCH STRENGTH THANKS 2 GOD. I'VE DONE EVERYTHING U CAN IMAGINE, I USE TO DRINK, SMOKE, USE DRUGS, I USE TO **** WIT DA GANGZ, I GOT LURED ONTO DA FAST MONEY (WHICH I NEVER SAW OR GOT A PENNY OF) "I SAW **** DIE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME LIKE IT WUZ NORMAL AS T.R.E.N.S. SAYZ, I LOST ALL MA FRIENDZ AND FAM 2 DA STREETZ, I LOST BEST FRIENDZ 2 DRUGZ AND GANGZ. I FEEL LIKE I'M DA ONLY 1 WHO DOESN'T DRINK, SMOKE, STEAL OR BANG, EVERYONE AROUND ME DOES, EXCEPT ME, THAT'Z BECAUSE I'M A LEADER, NOT A FOLLOWER.........I SAW **** WITH STR8 A'Z GET ADDICTED 2 DRUGZ, I SAW YUNG MUSICIANZ MA AGE **** UP DER LIFE BECUZ OF DRUGZ, I'VE SEEN IT ALL, I 'VE SEEN **** SELL DRUGZ SO DER KIDZ DON'T STARVE, I'VE SEEN **** **** 2 SCHOOL 4 FREE MEALZ AND 2 SELL D'Z....I'VE SEEN **** SHOOT METH USIN TOILET WATER,........I'VE SEEN **** **** AND GO, BUT I STAYED FOCUSED AND WAS DETERMINED NOT 2 RELAPSE AND 2 FOLLOW DA LORD AND 2 MAKE MUSIC AND THAT'Z WUT I'M DOIN 2 THIS VERY DAY.........
I LOST ALMOST EVERYTHING 2 DA STREETZ, EXCEPT HOPE......
ALL MA 'FRIENDZ' AND FAMILY IZ DEACEASED OR CUD GIVE A **** LESS IF I WAKE UP TOMORROW, THAT'Z THE TRUTH. I AINT GOT NO FAMILY, NO AUNTS, UNCLES, COUSINS LIKE MOST PEOPLE...... I AINT GOT A FATHER IN MA LIFE, HE'Z 75 LIVING IN THE PROJECTS, (AND HE JUZ DIED SEP 13TH) I BARELY GOT A MOTHER. SHE A SINGLE PARENT RAISING 3 KIDZ, I GOT MUCH RESPECT 4 HER THO EVEN THO SHE SMOKEZ EVERY 5 MINUTES. I GOT MUCH RESPECT 4 MA FATHER, HE MADE IT OUT DA STREETZ, HE QUIT DRINKIN, SMOKIN AND GAMBLING USING THE POWER OF HIZ MIND. I LOVE MA GRANDMOTHER WHO RECENTLY PASSED, I GOT A LOTTA MA WISDOM FROM HER, R.I.P. AND I LOVE MA GRANDFATHER WHO DIED A FEW YEARZ AGO, HE CARED ABOUT ME MORE DEN HE CARED ABOUT LIFE, EVEN THO I NEVER GOT 2 KNO HIM BECUZ I WUZ YUNG, I KNO DAT 4 A FACT............R.I.P. GRANDPA....I AINT GOT NO FAMILY N IM 15, SO ALL U CATZ USIN DRUGZ N DRINKIN 4 DAT REASON, OR JOININ GANGZ, U GONE HAVE 2 FIND ANOTHER REASON, IF I AINT DOIN DAT **** AND I AINT GOT NO FAM OR 'REAL FRIENDZ', U MOS DEF CAN RISE ABOVE IT 2.........
NOW THAT I'M A CHRISTIAN ALL THIS NEGATIVITY HAS PURPOSE AND IT DOESN'T STOP ME FROM CLIMBING UP DA LADDER ONE STEP AT A TIME. IT DON'T STOP ME FROM SUCCEEDING IN SCHOOL AND GETTING ALL A'S AND B'S ON MA REPORT CARD.
SURE I COULD JOIN A GANG SINCE I DON'T HAVE A FAMILY AND END UP GETTING KILLED OR LOCKD DOWN, OR I COULD USE DRUGS AND GET HIGH TEMPORARILY, AND **** UP MA LIFE AND HEALTH AND DRAIN MA BANK ACCOUNT, OR I COULD STEAL BECUZ I AINT RICH AND GET LOCKD DOWN AND HAVE A CHARGE ON MA CRIMINAL RECORD PREVENTING ME FROM GOIN 2 COLLEGE OR GETTIN A JOB AT MCDONALDZ, OR I CAN ESCAPE IT ALL BY PUTTING MA FAITH, TRUST, AND LOVE IN DA LORD AND REALIZE HE'Z ALWAYZ BEEN THERE FOR ME, HE'Z ALWAYZ THEIR 2 FORGIVE ME, HE DIED ON THE CROSS AND GAVE HIS SON 4 ME, AND HE HAS A PLAN 4 ME AND DERZ A REASON HE PUT ME ON DIS EARTH FOR. EVERYBODY HAS A REASON 4 LIVING, IF NOT U WUDN'T B ALIVE RIGHT NOW! REAL TALK! ONCE U FIND UR REASON 4 LIVIN AND FIND DA LORD, U WILL FIND HOPE N B SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE.
MY REASON FOR LIFE IS TO REFLECT ON MY PAST IN MY MUSIC AND TO GIVE ALTERNATIVES TO DA STREETZ AND GUIDE DA YOUTH IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION BECAUSE RIGHT NOW THEY'RE BEING MIS-LED. MY REASON 4 LIVING IS 2 PAVE DA PATH 4 DA REST TO FOLLOW AND 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING, INSPIRATIONAL MUSIC THAT SHOWS DREAMS CAN BE TURNED INTO REALITY IF YOU STAY FOCUSED AND TRUST THE LORD.
I USE ALL THIS NEGATIVE ENERGY IN MY LIFE IN A POSITIVE WAY 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING MUSIC FOR ALL THE REAL THUGZ OUT DER WHO TRYING 2 CHANGE DER LIVEZ. I GIVE HOPE 2 DA HOPELESS, STRENGTH TO 2 WEAK AND FOOD 2 DA HUNGRY WITH MA WORDZ OF WISDOM. MUSIC IS MA LIFE AND MA LIFE IZ MA MUZIC, WITHOUT MUZIC I WUDN'T WANNA LIVE, AND DAT'Z DA TRUTH.
I GREW UP WITH NOTHING AND NO1, I'VE BEEN THRU EVERYTHING U CAN IMAGINE, AND SUM **** NO1 CAN IMAGINE. I HAD 2 BE INDEPENDENT AND STAND ON MA OWN 2 FEET, I HAD 2 STAY STRONG AT TIMEZ WHERE I WANTED 2 GIVE IN AND TAKE MA LIFE. I HAD TO SMILE WHEN I WANTED TO CRY, KNOWING EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS, HAS A REASON FOR HAPPENING. I HAD 2 USE DA POWER OF MA MIND 2 MAKE DA RIGHT CHOICEZ.
A VALUABLE LESSON LEARNED WAS TO TRUST NO ONE AND TO FEAR NO ONE EXCEPT THE LORD. ALL MA 'FRIENDZ' ONLY CARED ABOUT ME 4 WUT I DID 2 BETTER DER LIVEZ, DEY ONLY CARED ABOUT ME 4 MA MONEY AND 4 DA FOOD IN MA REFRIGERATOR. HA. REAL TALK THO. SOME **** CAME OVER 2 MA HOUZE AND I THOUGHT THEY WUZ MA FRIENDZ, WHEN THEY LEFT WE HAD NO FOOD LEFT IN R REFRIGERATOR AND A LOTTA **** WUZ STOLEN. SUM **** I CALLED MA BEST FRIENDZ SNITCHED ON ME AND SET ME UP AND LIED 2 DA POLICE 2 AVOID DOIN A BID. SOME **** MA FAM TRUSTED TRY'D 2 KILL US, BROKE INTO R HOUSE AND DRAINED R BRAKE FLUID, ALMOZ KILLIN UZ. U CAN'T TRUST NO1 IN DIS COLD WORLD EXCEPT GOD!!!! HE'Z DA ONLY 1 WHO WILL STICK WITH U THRU EVERYTHING, UNLIKE NE OTHER FRIEND. EVERY 1'Z ONLY OUT 4 DEMSELVEZ, AS MA GRANDMA WUD ALWAYZ SAY (R.I.P GRANDMA, I LUV U)
ALSO, I LEARNED TO RESPECT EVERYONE REGARDLESS OF THEIR DIFFERENCES AND 2 LOOK AT EVERYBODY THE SAME. WE ARE ALL THE SAME. WE ARE ALL THUGS, AND WE ALL HAD NOTHING AT SOMEPOINT. WE ALL EAT, SLEEP AND BREATHE. "PEOPLE ARE LIKE CRAYONS, MANY DIFFERENT COLORZ, BUT WE ALL DO THE SAME THING." -LCM
YOU HAVE TO GIVE TO GET, THAT GOES WITH RESPECT TOO. TREAT OTHERZ THE WAY U WANT 2 BE TREATED. SPEAK YA MIND AND STAY TRUE 2 DA GAME AND OTHERZ WILL FOLLOW IN YA FOOTSTEPZ.
"NOTHING WORTH ANYTHING IS FREE, BECAUSE IT'S WORTH SOMETHING" -LCM
ANOTHER SAYING I LIVE MY LIFE BY,
"BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD"
AND
"WHAT YOU SEE DEPENDS ON WHAT YOU LOOK FOR"
ANOTHER THING I LEARNED WAS EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENZ, HAPPENZ 4 A REASON. IT TOOK ME A WHILE 2 FIND A REASON 4 WHY MA LIFE HAD BEEN SO **** UP, UNTIL I REALIZED GOD IZ IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING, AND HE IZ AWARE OF EVERYTHING GOING ON IN UR LIFE AND MY LIFE. HE PUT ME THRU ALL OF THIS NEGATIVITY AND PAIN 2 MAKE ME STRONGER, AND SO I CUD SEE **** OTHERZ DON'T SEE AND GIVE **** ALTERNATIVEZ 2 WUT GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ AND 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING MUZIC DAT WILL EVENTUALLY CHANGE DA WORLD ONE LIFE AT A TIME.
BEFORE, WHEN I WUZ STILL INVOLVED WITH DA STREETZ AND DA GANGZ, I LOST A LOTTA CLOSE **** AND I SAW A LOTTA **** GET LOCKD DOWN. I LOST FRIENDZ, FAMILY, EVERYTHING, I ALMOST LOST MA LIFE MANY TIMEZ TOO. DA CEO I WUZ ABOUT 2 SIGN WITH (GANG MEMBER) GOT LOCKD DOWN AND NO1 HAS HEARD FROM HIM SINCE. ALL DA **** IN DA GANGZ I USDA **** WITH ARE ALL DEAD AND LOCKD UP, ALL DA **** I USDA **** WITH WHO USE OR SELL DRUGZ ARE LOCKD DOWN, FAILING IN SCHOOL AND LIVIN IN DA STREETZ......DAT **** DON'T GET U KNO WHERE!!! LEARN FROM OTHERS MISTAKEZ SO U DONT HAVE 2 MAKE UR OWN, CUZ BY DEN, IT WILL BE 2 LATE.......REAL TALK!!
ALL MA FRIENDZ WENT AGAINST ME 4 MONEY AND DRUGZ. I ALSO WUZ SLIPPIN IN SCHOOL AND ON DA BORDER LINE OF PASSING, AND I WUZ SKIPPIN SCHOOL AND DOIN ALL SORTZ OF **** U CAN'T IMAGINE. I DIDN'T REALIZE THE IMPORTANCE OF EDUCATION, I DIDN'T REALIZE WITHOUT A COLLEGE DEGREE, YOU CAN'T GET A GOOD JOB ANYWHERE AND LIVE A COMFTABLE LIFE. OR MAYBE I DID, AND I JUST DIDN'T CARE BECUASE MA MIND WUZ PLAYIN TRIX ON ME AND SO WUZ DA DEVIL. NOW I CAN SEE CLEARLY, AND I HELP OTHERZ WHO BEIN BLINDED BY MONEY 2 SEE CLEARLY.
I USDA PUT MONEY B4 EVERYTHING, I THOUGHT TO OBTAIN AS MUCH MONEY AS U POSSIBLY CAN WAS THE PURPOSE OF LIVING. I USDA SELL EVERYTHING ON THE BLOCK 2 MAKE MONEY, FROM LEMONAIDE, TO CD'Z, TO...............I DIDN'T REALIZE NO AMOUNT OF MONEY CAN BUY WISDOM, UR HEALTH, FAMILY, OR FRIENDZ. MONEY IZ WUT **** END UP DIEING FOR IN DA STREETZ. MONEY AINT NUFFIN BUT A GREEN PIECE OF PAPER.........DA LUV OF MONEY, IZ DA ROOT OF ALL EVIL....RE ORGANIZE UR PRIORITIEZ....MONEY IZ WUTZ CAUSIN ALL DIS HATRED IN DIS WORLD.....PRETTY BLACK KNEW ABOUT GOD, BUT NOW 100%, HE RAPPED ABOUT HIM N ABOUT HOW HE TRUSTED GOD, BUT DEN HE RELEASED A CD WITH HIZ LABEL MONEY OVER EVERYTHING N RAPPED ABOUT MONEY BEIN MORE IMPORTANT DEN NE THING, INCLUDIN GOD, N GOT GUNND DOWN......R.I.P. MA BROTHER.....IF U KNO ABOUT GOD, AND IGNORE HIM, DATZ DA BIGGEST SIN U CAN COMMITT....JUZ AS FAST AS DA LORD JESUS CREATED U, HE WILL END YA LIFE IF U CONTINUE 2 IGNORE N DIS OBEY HIM........
NOW I CHANGED MA LIFE AND I'M DOIN GOOD IN SCHOOL, NOW I DON'T DO DRUGZ, I DON'T DRINK, I DON'T POP PILLZ, I DON'T BANG, I DON'T DO NONE OF DAT **** WEAK **** DO. IM STRONGER THAN THEN THAT, I ROSE ABOVE ALL THAT. I MADE A COMMITMENT TO THE LORD AND I AINT GOIN BAK 2 DAT LIFESTYLE. I CHANGED MA LIFE AND U CAN 2 IF U PUT YA FAITH IN DA LORD AND REALIZE THAT AS **** UP AS UR LIFE IS, GOD HAS A PLAN 4 U, AND ONCE U ACCEPT THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENZ HAS A REASON 4 HAPPENING, U WILL BE SUCCESSFUL IN WHAT IT IS U WISH 2 DO. IF SUM1 WHO HAS BEEN THRU DA **** I'VE BEEN THRU AT SUCH A YUNG AGE, CAN RISE ABOVE DA STREETZ N CHANGE HIZ LIFE N BE SUCCESSFUL, WHY CAN'T U???
PUT YOUR FAITH, TRUST AND LOVE IN THE LORD, BECAUSE HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO'Z GONE BE WITH U FROM DA DAY U TAKE YA FIRST BREATHE UNTIL DA DAY U DIE. OTHER **** COME AND GO IN YA LIFE, BUT NOT DA LORD. OTHER **** ONLY CARE ABOUT U 4 YA MONEY AND WUT U DO 4 DEM, BUT NOT DA LORD.
AT FIRST I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN GOD, I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN ANYTHING I COULDN'T SEE, UNTIL I FOUND OUT THE DEFINITION OF FAITH, MA HOMIE REMINDED ME IF IT WEREN'T 4 DA LORD, ME AND HIM WOULDN'T BE HERE RIGHT NOW, AND THAT'Z THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH. I ALMOST LOST MA LIFE AT LEAST 15 OR 20 TIMEZ....IT MADE ME REALLY THINK HOW PRECIOUS LIFE IZ AND HOW GR8FULL I AM 2 WAKE UP EVERY MORNIN N SEE DA SUN....
TRUST THE LORD WITH YOUR LIFE, BECAUSE HE TRUST AND BELIEVES IN YOU, AND HAS A PURPOSE 4 UR EXISTANCE, OR ELSE YOU WOULDN'T BE ALIVE RIGHT NOW. BE HUMBLE AND ALWAYZ KEEP AN OPEN MIND. PPL N POCESSIONS R TEMPORARY, GOD AND HIS LOVE 4 U IS 4EVA!!! TRILL TALK!!
MAY GOD BLESS U EVEN MORE, HE ALREADY BLESSED ME ENUFF.
-LCM
BLOCK ROYAL/
THUGS UNITED FAMILY CEO
"THUGS UNITED, NOT DIVIDED"