If I kud juz get u bak, I'd give it all up n change my lyfe 4 good, but as much as I pray 2 God, I don't think I'm deserving enuff 2 get u bak...I'm ashamed @ how I treated u n how immature n selfish I wuz...If i wuzn't, y wud I say I am? Like da song..lol...I understand how u feel, beleive me...I pray errnite we can get bak in each otherz livez n help each other like God initally put us 2gether 4 n dat u will understand I do luv u n kare bout u more den ne1...
I lost so much I dunno y I hadda loose u 2...My corazon aint even beatin no more....I'm livin wit no hope n a sold soul...I never had no1 2 luv me enuff 2 tell me wut I'm doin iz wrong or guide me in da rite direction...Itz all up 2 me now 2 stay faithful n follow God....
It aint ez, but it'z da only way....I'm 18, I'm an adult I kno dat...But It wud b nice if I had sum1 who kared bout me n wanted me 2 do good n told me 2 stay away from da streetz, but I have absolutely no1...N I aint da only 1 who strugglin 2 change, datz how most seedz grow up in da ghetto...With fukd up familiez n no $$$ n poor living conditionz....
Errthang U can think of, I did b4 da age of 12...4 3 reasonz, no family n no money, n most importantly NO GOD...
Da truth iz, If I died 2morow, not 2 many ppl wud show up 2 my funeral, datz cuz errbody in my lyfe I grew close 2 n got attached 2 iz gone...All datz left iz God...I'm tired of bein 2 deep 4 lyfe, I wish der wuz sum1 who kud rel8 2 me...who been thru 1/2 of wut I have...Da only **** I can think of dat trill as me n still livin iz z-ro, k-rino, dipset, young buck, n 6treg, but dey dont even **** wit chu unless u payin dem...itz all bout $$$, aint no luv n loyalty in dis cold world...