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Street Gang Message Boards » Recent Topics http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ Street Gang Message Boards » Recent Topics en Tue, 16 Mar 2010 08:04:20 +0000 MoMatik on "GOOD NEWS" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/good-news#post-808 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 09:33:19 +0000 MoMatik 808@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ I really got my music going right now and will be completing an album in the next couple of months... I am so excited and have wanted to do this for so long. I was granted with the material and money I need to finally pursue this so please pray that it goes well and that I speak truth in my rhymes that can touch others! Thanks much love! MoMatik LILCASHMONEY401 on "R.I.P. GBABY.." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/rip-gbaby#post-827 Sun, 14 Mar 2010 11:11:00 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 827@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ END DA VIOLENCE!!!...ANOTHER REAL **** GUNND DOWN!!!... <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7b4rY5a67Y" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7b4rY5a67Y</a> LILCASHMONEY401 on "LUV NEVER FAILZ?.." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/luv-never-failz#post-806 Sun, 07 Mar 2010 23:40:24 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 806@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ I KNO DER A VERSE IN DA BIBLE DAT SAYZ LUV NEVER FAILZ, BUT CAN SUM1 EXPLAIN DAT 2 ME, CUZ I SEEN LUV FAIL MILLIONZ OF TIMEZ...DA ONLY TRU LUV IZ GOD, SO HOW CAN ANY OTHER LUV NOT FAIL??..REAL TALK!!...N IM TALKIN BOUT NE TYPE OF LUV, NOT JUZ BETWEEN A MAN N WOMAN... twilight on "sacrifices" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/sacrifices#post-793 Wed, 03 Mar 2010 09:23:38 +0000 twilight 793@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ As I got out of the shower this morning I looked at myself in the mirror at my tattoos and scars I thought to myself and wondered about the sacrifices I have made in my life to get when I am today. One of my tattoos is the classic "praying hands" Im sure you all seen it or something like it on someone you know. I dont know if you all know the real story behind it but long ago there was a poor family and they had two sons. The oldest brother had the talent to be a sculptor but the younger brother wanted to be a painter but the family could only send one brother to a school for sculpting or a school for painting. The decided to send older brother to sculpting school, the younger brother was heartbroken. The older brother seeing this decided to take the money and save it and send his younger brother to school. Without his family knowing, instead of going to school everyday the older brother instead got a job working the mines. Years and years he worked his fingers to the bone saving up every bit of money he could till at last he had saved enough to send him brother to school. by that time the older brothers hands were so rough, and had been broken so many times working in the mines that he could never be a sculpture now. When people ask him why he did what he did he tells them that it was out of love for his brother than compelled him to do it. As a tribute to the love and sacrifice of his brother, the younger painted his very first painting of his brothers hands, frail, old, and broken. Now your wondering whats the point of this story, well directly across from that tattoo is another one. its Jesus Christ on the cross. I know alot of us have questioned the will of God. I know I have. I know I shook my fist at the sky and and asked why thru tear soaked eyes. I know we all feel or felt that God forsakes us and dont love us or just dont give a damm bout what happens to us but if that were true Jesus would not have died on that cross that day. god so loved the world, THE WORLD for all its sinners, for all the ugliness and the things we do to ourselves and each other. he gave his only son to die for you, for us....no matter who you are, real, fake, lost and alone. Always remember that God loves you. He will never forsake you no matter what you've done, all you have to do is ask and he will forgive you. God's love is awesome.... Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails 1 Corinthians 13:4 LILCASHMONEY401 on "Still Telling Lies..." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/still-telling-lies#post-822 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 19:43:44 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 822@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ DIS 1 OF DA REALEST SONGZ BY CUBAN LINK!!... <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsIvsI-SAaU" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsIvsI-SAaU</a> LILCASHMONEY401 on "SIGN OF DA TIMEZ.." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/sign-of-da-timez#post-821 Wed, 10 Mar 2010 19:38:57 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 821@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ JUZ READ DA PRESIDENT OF DA HARD ROCK CASINO/HOTEL IN VEGA$ COMMITTED SUICIDE...DAT JUZ GOEZ 2 SHOW $$$ DONT BUY HAPPINESS DAT LAST 4VA, DAT CAN ONLY B FOUND IN GOD...REAL TALK!!... LILCASHMONEY401 on ""Can't Tell Me Nuthin" OUTLAWZ Remix by Young Noble" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/cant-tell-me-nuthin-outlawz-remix-by-young-noble#post-816 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 23:44:54 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 816@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ EVEN THO HE NOW A MUSLIM DIS CAT SPEAKIN DA TRUTH!!! <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSx5bdieshU" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSx5bdieshU</a> twilight on "Sup" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/sup#post-685 Sun, 28 Feb 2010 14:21:38 +0000 twilight 685@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ Whats up Bord, whats up gangstyle how are all of you? Its been a while since I talked with you. I have a question homie. Do you know anyone doing any gang tat removal in the KCMO area? Also since my last post on the old boards things financially have been bad and was wondering if you knew a group that would hook it up with work. Im done with whatever homie. I dont know if you knew already but I have a son now. if your on facebook Id like to show you some pics. He turned a year old last jan. You can reach me at <a href="mailto:twilight1313@hotmail.com">twilight1313@hotmail.com</a> LILCASHMONEY401 on "C.O.G. - Lonely (Feat. Juvenile & B.G.)...REAL ISH!!..LISTEN" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/cog-lonely-feat-juvenile-bgreal-ishlisten#post-815 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 23:21:09 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 815@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lv-kMBWEygQ" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lv-kMBWEygQ</a> eseyayo on "Missin you" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/missin-you#post-664 Thu, 25 Feb 2010 07:51:49 +0000 eseyayo 664@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ Babe im missin you all day i cant focus see mami thats howmuch i think of you i need you by my side id love to have you next to me for the rest of my life as i walk alone in the valley of death you are my salvation you are my rest you are my greatest addiction i need to have some of you flowin thru my system i miss the way you hug and the way that you kiss you give me love you give me peace you give me bliss ive never known love like i do now i didnt know to love but u showed how At night i dream about you baby boo n D4mn u dont know how bad im missin you .DIFFERENT. on "IF I TOLD YOU." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/if-i-told-you#post-812 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 13:10:50 +0000 .DIFFERENT. 812@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ IF I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH WOULD U BELEAVE ME? MY GUESS IS NO CUZ UVE NEVER DID. YOUVE ALWAYZ KALLED ME A LIAR..AND DAT I WAS GNNA BE A NUTIN.. BUT TRUST ME YOUR WRONG CUZ IM D COMPLETE OPPOSITE.. YOU THINK YOU NOE ME BUT U DNT NOE SHYT.. YOU GOT ME THINKING THAT SENSE YOU GAVE ME NO RESPECT NOW U GET NO DAM RESPECT.AND I AINT SORRY.. I DNT KALL YOU .DAD. NOMORE CUZ TO ME YOU NO LONGER ARE.. THIS WHOLE TIME YOU WERE TO CRUEL.I REGRET STAYING WIT YOU.. IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME..STAYING WIT YOU WAS JUST A RUIN TO MY LIFE..IF I WASNT WIT YOU MY LIFE WOULDNT OF BEEN SO **** UP.. I PROLLY WOULD OF NEVA THOUGHT OF GETTIN HIGH OR DRUNK..I DNT BLAME YOU BECUZ THEY WAS MY ACTIONS..BUT UR THE MAIN REASON Y I STARTED IT..MY LIFE WIT U WAS HORRIBLE IT REALLY WAS..A LIFE WIT OUT FAMILY LUV IS A REAL **** INSIDE..WHY LIE.. ILL PROVE YOU RONG ONE DAY..ABOUT EVERY SINGLE THING U SAID.. **** U EY I DNT NEED U NOMORE CUZ NOW I HAVE MY MOM TO GIVE ME THE LUV I NEVER GOT 4RM U. LILCASHMONEY401 on "- In Memory Of - VL Mike" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/-in-memory-of-vl-mike#post-811 Tue, 09 Mar 2010 00:15:32 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 811@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ R.I.P. VL MIKE DA TRUTH!!!!...1 OF DA REALEST **** EVA 2 LIVE!!!...IF ONLY ALL HIP HOP WUZ 1/2 AS REAL AS HIS ISH!!!... <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zVjCXyfd_U" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zVjCXyfd_U</a> LILCASHMONEY401 on "So Long" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/so-long#post-810 Mon, 08 Mar 2010 17:50:17 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 810@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XebTvBcXJGI" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XebTvBcXJGI</a> DIS ISH DA TRUTH!!.. Dollface. on "Just Imagine" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/just-imagine#post-312 Mon, 23 Nov 2009 14:06:27 +0000 Dollface. 312@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ Imagine how i feel. I feel like the cloudy blue sky, I feel like the pure confidence when girls wear short skirts. I am the fresh air breathed in the smile on a new borns face, the smile on a mothers face when her baby calls her momma for the very 1st time. I am the shine in the sun the sound of the wind, the small pitter patter as the raindrops fall from the sky. I am the beautiful lullaby the unforgettable melody in your favorite song. I am what's known as the "happy" tear a soothing voice to help you heal I'm the one in control the one who's got a hold of your soul. I am you.. and you are me.. Are you imagining the same as me? LILCASHMONEY401 on "Cassidy - All By Myself" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/luv-never-failz-1#post-807 Sun, 07 Mar 2010 23:41:02 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 807@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBUPhtz5Bf4" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBUPhtz5Bf4</a> twilight on "Dedication" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/dedication#post-804 Fri, 05 Mar 2010 15:34:45 +0000 twilight 804@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ In a couple of weeks on the calender it would mark the deaths of some close friends and I want to dedicate this song on this you tube link to them. I want to dedicate this to all of you on the gangstyle forums, whoever you are, where ever you are. Most of all to all the people I had to leave behind. I love and miss all of you. It might sound cheesy but my homie said it best " I say one love, I'll remember the laughs until we cross paths" <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7eaIbMyAyDQ" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7eaIbMyAyDQ</a> LILCASHMONEY401 on "Bratva" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/bratva#post-717 Sun, 28 Feb 2010 21:51:36 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 717@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ twilight on "A poem" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/a-poem#post-792 Wed, 03 Mar 2010 08:35:20 +0000 twilight 792@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ I didnt write this but I thought I would share it. Its something I read long ago which made sense and eased some aches in my heart about god and why the things happen the way they do. seeing that this thread is the most popular on the boards I thought I would post it here. A Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realise is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON . . . Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Bratva on "song for lil money" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/song-for-lil-money#post-725 Sun, 28 Feb 2010 22:12:18 +0000 Bratva 725@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeKPBFa9UT0" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeKPBFa9UT0</a> i give you hip hop song my friend in english just for you Bratva on "So Angry" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/so-angry#post-672 Fri, 26 Feb 2010 00:54:19 +0000 Bratva 672@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ I cant help it. So angry. Pist all the time. I left all that **** behind. Now i gotta deal with those punk **** bitches on my own. Every time i come into the hood to see my future wife i see them. Peepin waiting to catch me slippin. If they only knew who i used to be or whom i was in the past. Cant stand this. I went from people giving me respect for no reason. Just because. Now..... **** ill end up getting smoked for the wrong color shoes . Should i have left LA ? I wonder every day. Im just an outsider now. Living in some **** hole. Its different now. Im nolonger the gang member, im the prey. Just a working man trying to survive and raise a family in a mess far from anything i understand. theres no **** tradition with these people. no rightiousness no honor. its distgusting. while it has made me stronger. i cant say im myself anymore. i dont know where this is going, but ill survive i always will. always have. from sleeping on park benches, to drinking fine champagne with people i thought only exisited in **** movies. here i am, waiting for 6am to come to take the kid to school and the wife to work before i go to my **** job. just a shadow of what i used to be, a change for the better i cant tell and ill never know. LILCASHMONEY401 on "PRAY 4 GURU (1/2 OF GANG STARR)" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/pray-4-guru-12-of-gang-starr#post-696 Sun, 28 Feb 2010 19:48:02 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 696@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ MANE...I JUZ GOT WORD HE IN A COMA FROM A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK N MITE NOT MAKE IT...EVERY1 KEEP PRAYIN 4 HIM PLZ... LILCASHMONEY401 on "PRAY 4 MY **** IN CHILE" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/pray-4-my-niggaz-in-chile#post-675 Sat, 27 Feb 2010 00:49:43 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 675@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ MANE...DIS ISH IZ BRAZY....1ST HAITI, DEN A 7.3 QUAKE HIT JAPAN EARLIER 2DAY, N NOW AN 8.8 QUAKE HIT CHILE N TSUNAMIZ GENERATED...GUTTA PRAY 4 EVERY1 EFFECTED...REAL TALK!!!...WE IN DA LAST DAYZ...NUFF SAID... PRAY 4 ALL MY BLOCK ROYAL FAMILIA IN CHILE 2...MANE I HOPE DEY OK...DIS ISH IZ BRAZY... DIS MY BROTHER RITE HERE REPPIN BR CHILE... <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7Y4SBzzelU" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7Y4SBzzelU</a> N PRAY NO TSUNAMI HIT HAWAII EITHER OR AT LEAST NOT A BIG 1..LOL... LILCASHMONEY401 on "Z-RO - "Happy Feelingz"" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/z-ro-happy-feelingz#post-674 Fri, 26 Feb 2010 20:52:30 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 674@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ DIS ISH DA TRUTH...LISTEN!! <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DPlhmyIuNz0" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DPlhmyIuNz0</a> eseyayo on "suicicidal thoughts" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/suicicidal-thoughts#post-662 Thu, 25 Feb 2010 07:21:48 +0000 eseyayo 662@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ i find my self wondering should i live or should 1 die is living a test or is it just a simple joy ride ive been told everyone has a mission in life ive messed up so much that my future seems no longer bright and i cant see that mission of mine ive been all the way to **** and back my life is going high speed on a never ending track im livin in the hood and it wont hurt if i leave n never come back ive held a gun to my head .22 to be precise ive held a blade to my neck nd wanted to slice i want to hang myself in the closet man i swear i done lost it im goin psycho, insane im at the point where id get so messed up that id forget my own name they told me god is the way i looked and searchd but heaven is far away im as low as a worm the devil invades my mind takes over my body and makes me squirm i try to find salvation im on the edge hopefully ill find a revelation a person cant bounce back till they hit rock bottom if i have a bullet in my head dnt ask who shot em hopefully im still alive when you read this poem LILCASHMONEY401 on "r.i.p. lala brown..feat on america's most wanted" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/rip-lala-brownfeat-on-americas-most-wanted#post-650 Sun, 21 Feb 2010 13:35:13 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 650@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ dis song da truth...all **** kare bout women 4 iz sex, n all women believe der man gone b der 4eva n truly luv dem...datz y so many women raisin kidz alone wit no $$ or no man... <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2N8cAGJPfU" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2N8cAGJPfU</a> darrin 55255 on "KEYSTYLE!!! ADD" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/keystyle-add#post-643 Fri, 12 Feb 2010 02:15:08 +0000 darrin 55255 643@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ said i'd neva make it/ no i'd neva achieve/ but this rap/ helped me breath/ so you'd have to be naive/ to believe/ i would leave/ only option is succeed/ if i died/ then i did my deed/ rest in peace/ along with my weed/ hydro breed/ i don't even wanna see a seed/ when my casket drop/ hip hop will be my mascot/ blast the music/ until everybodys head bob/ an the violence stop/ bring it back from the dead/ like we did with rock/ headbangers had a ball/ ima do it like them an break the law/ other then rappin all i ever did was brawl/ go ahead and find my weakness/ i will perfect that flaw/ while tagin truth/ ona city wall/ but this time/ there wont be a complaint/ about notta/ benevolent's tellin it/ heaven sent by a saint/ to purify everything thats taint/ dont say you are/ when i know you aint/ gonna be honest/ my knowledge was brought to you/ by hooked on phonics/ this chronics/ got me memorizing/ lyrical electronics/ at least until/ i fulfill my motive for will/ that induces a thrill/ off of rhymein to kill/ you betta make sure that ya real/ before you step to da skill/ LILCASHMONEY401 on "Turk featuring Mickey and Christina-Growing Up...LISTEN!!!" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/turk-featuring-mickey-and-christina-growing-uplisten#post-661 Wed, 24 Feb 2010 23:39:48 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 661@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikvduZF0j1E" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikvduZF0j1E</a> DIS DA TRUTH!!!...AINT HEARD ISH DIS REAL IN A GOOD MIN...FREE TURK, N R.I.P. 2 HIS LIL BRO DAT WUZ GUNND DOWN!!! END DA VIOLENCE!!! LILCASHMONEY401 on "Cassidy Freestyles About God & The Bible" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/cassidy-freestyles-about-god-the-bible-1#post-649 Sat, 20 Feb 2010 17:13:19 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 649@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ DIS ISH DA TRUTH!!! <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MRGscxmru0" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MRGscxmru0</a> D0LL13zX3 on "LET MY LIFE GO DOWN" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/let-my-life-go-down#post-645 Fri, 19 Feb 2010 22:59:07 +0000 D0LL13zX3 645@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ I GOT INTO ALL OF THIS CUZ OF THE CHILDHOOD I HAD. I GREW UP THINKIN I WAS F*CKED UP IN THE HEAD. WAS NEVER CLOSE WITH MY PARENTS, IN FACT I HATED THEM N I WAS ONLY A LIL KID. HAD A SH*TLOAD OF RESPONSIBILITIES WHEN I WAS LIL, NEVER GOT TO BE A F*CKEN KID HAD TO BE AN ADULT N TAKE CARE OF MY BROTHER N SISTER. I LIVED IN CALIFORNIA, GANG-BANGIN IS LIKE THE BIGGEST THING WHERE I USED TO LIVE. AS SOON AS I GOT TO 5TH GRADE I WENT WILD. MY PARENTS COULDNT CONTROL ME. IT WAS BOMB CUZ I FINALLY WAS DOIN THE STUFF I WANTED TO...GETTIN HIGH& DRINKIN. I WOULD SLEEP AT MY GRAMAS N WOULDNT GO HOME FOR LIKE 2 WEEKS OR ONE DAY A WEEK. SCHOOL GRADES SUCKED. THEN MY PARENTS REALIZED THE SH*T I WAS GETTIN INTO... THEY'D THROW AWAY EVERY BANDANA THEY'D FIND AND WOULD TALK DOWN ON ME. IT DIDNT STOP ME. **** 1 WAS ALREADY DOWN WIT A GANG. BUT THEY WANTED TO MOVE, IT WAS EITHER THAT OR MILTARY SCHOOL. THEY THOUGHT IT WOULD HELP BUT COME ON THERES GANGS EVERYWHERE. I DIDNT TELL MY HOMIES...I WAS SCARED. WE MOVED TO A STUPID **** A** STATE INTO A LIL TOWN. THEY OPENED UP THERE OWN PLACE N ONCE AGAIN I WAS ALONE ALL DAY, SO I'D JUST GET HIGH OFF ANYTHING AT THAT POINT. I STARTED MAKIN FRIENDS. I STARTED FIGHTIN EVERYONE TO GAIN RESPECT. IM GOING TO BE 16 AND NOW IM PREGNANT N MY VATO IS A GANG-BANGER TOO. IM WORRIED ALL THE TIME HE'S G0NA GET SHOT OR LOCKED UP. I REALLY WISH NOW THAT WE WEREN'T CAUGHT UP IN ALL THIS SH*T. I CARE BOUT THIS BABY AND IM AFRAID TO GO OUT AND SINCE I HAVE SO MANY RIVALS THAT THEY'LL JUMP ME AND I'LL LOOSE MY BABY. CUZ LETS FACE IT THEY AREN'T GONA GIVE A **** IF YOUR PREG0 0R N0T... THEY JUS WANT REVENGE. WE HAVE TO WATCH OUR BACKS ALOT AND DONT TRUST NO-ONE. WE ARE CAREFUL WHEN WE GO PLACES WITH PEOPLE WE DONT KNOW... JUST IN CASE THEIR HOMIES WITH A RIVAL. ITS STUPID, I LAY IN BED ALL NIGHT SOMETIMES THINKING ABOUT THE LIFE WE ARE GONA HAVE IF WE STAY HERE... WHAT IF WE GET SHOT SOME DAY AND THEN WHO'S GONA BE HERE FOR MY KID. I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT MY LIFE IN THE FUTURE WHEN I GOT INTO THIS ALL. NOW I UNDERSTAND WHAT MY FAMILY MEANT WHEN THEY SAID I'D REGRET IT. AS FOR HOMIES IN THE GANG, F*CK THEM THE DAY YOU GET LOCKED UP, THEIR ALL THREATENING YOU NOT TO SNITCH OR ELSE. AND WHEN YOU WANA GET OUT THEY WANT TO BEAT YOU AND KILL YOU, AND THEY SAID THEY WERE HOMIES. F*UCK HOMIES THEIR ALL FAKE, TRUST NO-ONE. ITS ALL A BIG LIE ALL THIS GANG SH*T. YOU START OUT THINKING ITS A GAME AND YOU CAN QUIT WHEN YOU GET TIRED BUT NAW... IT BECOMES THE OWNER OF YOUR LIFE AND ITS HELLA HARD TO GAIN CONTROL BACK... IM STILL TRYING AND I DONT THINK I'LL BE ABLE TO MAKE IT THAT LONG UNLESS I MOVE AWAY AGAIN, BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE MY BABY GROW UP. ALL OF YOU WHO THINK ITS COOL, THINK TWICE CUZ WHAT SEEMS TO BE FUN FOR A WHILE CAN TURN INTO YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE LATER ON. LIKE ME, I DREAM I COULD JUST RUN AWAY WITH MY KID& VATO... BUT I WAKE UP AND SEE THAT THIS NIGHTMARE I GOT MYSELF INTO IS REALITY ...AND IT'S MY LIFE. LILCASHMONEY401 on "ANOTHER UPCOMIN RAPPER GUNND DOWN..." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/another-upcomin-rapper-gunnd-down#post-646 Sat, 20 Feb 2010 01:04:18 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 646@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ R.I.P. 2 MY DUKE SLICCS GOTCHA FROM KANSAS CITY GUNND DOWN IN AN APPARENT DRIVE BY...END DA VIOLENCE!!! Rich The Factor Feat. Sliccs- "Love don't live here" <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ylm_-A6TU1w" rel="nofollow">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ylm_-A6TU1w</a> real talk!!!!