http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ Street Gang Message Boards » Topic: suicicidal thoughts en Thu, 09 Feb 2012 09:05:06 +0000 http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/suicicidal-thoughts#post-671 Thu, 25 Feb 2010 17:29:44 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 671@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ <p>i feel u on dat ish, i wuz juz like u a few yearz ago until i changed my life, escaped da streetz n found God...it costz me a lot tho, i aint got no1 left except God, every1 i kno iz lockd up or dead, but he took every1 away from me 2 bring me closer 2 him cuz I wuzn't keepin God 1st...yadada mean....</p> <p>u dont need conseling or ppl 2 talk 2, all u need iz God n da bible...take my advice cuz it kum from personal experience...God n da bible will help u more den ne1 n nethang else!!...REAL TALK!!!...</p> <p>n ya situation wit luv, juz realize da only tru luv in dis fake world iz God, not no1 else...if u lookin 4 tru luv in ppl n poccessionz, u wont find it...I kno errthang happenz 4 a reason, mayb God did dis 2 bring u closer 2 him n 2 make u wiser...</p> <p>u can either let all dis pain break u n make u weaker, or u can let it make u wiser n stronger n live n learn from ya mistakez...a lotta ppl break n turn 2 d'z n alcohol cuz dey cant take da pain n dey 2 weak, all u really need iz God tho...from him kumz understandin of y errthang happenz in life n in ya life...n datz da most important thang...</p> <p>once a sucka, twice wice...</p> <p>we only learn wutz rite from failure n mistakez...think bout dat ish homie...itz da truth... </p> http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/suicicidal-thoughts#post-665 Thu, 25 Feb 2010 08:22:04 +0000 BorD 665@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ <p>Hey,</p> <p>I would recommend you speak to your family or school counselors about how you are feeling so that you can share your feelings and they can help you through. Know there are people who care about you and how important your life is to them.</p> <p>Take care. God has a great plan for your life. I prayed for you and for God to show himself to you.</p> <p>In Jesus' name. </p> http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/suicicidal-thoughts#post-663 Thu, 25 Feb 2010 07:22:45 +0000 eseyayo 663@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ <p>****= h311 </p> http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/suicicidal-thoughts#post-662 Thu, 25 Feb 2010 07:21:48 +0000 eseyayo 662@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ <p>i find my self wondering should i live or should 1 die<br /> is living a test or is it just a simple joy ride<br /> ive been told everyone has a mission in life<br /> ive messed up so much that my future seems no longer bright<br /> and i cant see that mission of mine<br /> ive been all the way to **** and back<br /> my life is going high speed on a never ending track<br /> im livin in the hood and it wont hurt if i leave n never come back<br /> ive held a gun to my head .22 to be precise<br /> ive held a blade to my neck nd wanted to slice<br /> i want to hang myself in the closet<br /> man i swear i done lost it<br /> im goin psycho, insane<br /> im at the point where id get so messed up that id forget my own name<br /> they told me god is the way<br /> i looked and searchd but heaven is far away<br /> im as low as a worm<br /> the devil invades my mind takes over my body and makes me squirm<br /> i try to find salvation<br /> im on the edge hopefully ill find a revelation<br /> a person cant bounce back till they hit rock bottom<br /> if i have a bullet in my head dnt ask who shot em<br /> hopefully im still alive when you read this poem </p>