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Street Gang Message Boards » Recent Posts http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ Street Gang Message Boards » Recent Posts en Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:01:48 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 on "Change ur life y u still alive n can..!!" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/change-ur-life-y-u-still-alive-n-can#post-275 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:47:01 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 275@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ (REPOST FROM BLOG) DIS ISH LONG, BUT IT'Z DA TRUTH N WORTH READIN N WILL HELP U... WHEN U LOOK IN MA TOPZ FRIENDZ ALL U SEE IS FREE DIS **** OR RIP 2 DIS ****, 2 MANY **** IS BEIN DECIEVED N JOININ GANGZ N PARTICIPATIN IN VIOLENCE N ENDIN UP LOCKD DOWN OR DEAD....ESPECIALLY DA YOUTH......ALL BECUZ OF A GREEN PIECE OF PAPER WE LIVE R LIVEZ IN PURSUIT OF. **** ROB, STEAL, KILL, POISON THEIR OWN KIND WITH DRUGZ, SELL DEMSELVEZ IN DA STREETZ ALL FOR A PIECE OF FUKIN PAPER. U **** NEED 2 WAKE DA **** UP AND REALIZE MONEY AINT WORTH RISKIN YA LIVEZ OVER, AND MONEY AINT ERRTHANG, GOD, UR FAMILY, YA FRIENDZ, AND YA HEALTH R MORE IMPORTANT DEN NE AMOUNT OF MONEY. FURTHERMORE, MONEY DON'T BUY HAPPINESS, ON TV AND ON DA NEWZ, U ALWAYZ HEARING ABOUT ALL THESE CELEBRITY'Z WIT MILLIONZ OF DOLLARZ USING DRUGZ LIKE COCAINE N METH, N OVERDOSIN, DRINKIN, ETC.....MATERIAL OBJECTZ ALSO DON'T BUY HAPPINESS, ONLY GOD DOES. I DON'T KNO WHY SUM OF DESE **** CALL DEMSELVEZ REAL WHEN DEY GROW UP LIVIN IN POVERTY WITH NUFFIN N NO1, MAKE A FEW MILLION, DEN WASTE IT ALL ON JEWELEZ N CARZ, 2 CALL YA SELF REAL, U'D BE HEALPIN DA DEPRIVED AND DA WEAK PPL IN DA GHETTO, N U'D BE GUIDING DA YOUTH IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION......NOT JUZ FOCUSIN ON YA SELF N YA BREAD.......... DA VIOLENCE NEEDZ 2 END, N WE NEED 2 PUT AN END 2 IT. EDUCATION IS THE KEY 2 PREVENTION, SO PROMO MA MSG AS MUCH AS U CAN. WE'RE LOOSING 2 MANY BROTHERZ N SISTERZ 2 DA STREETZ, IN DESE PAST 2-3 MONTHZ WE'VE LOST AT LEAST 10 MAJOR HIP HOP ARTISTS, A FEW INCLUDE ORISH GRINSTEAD, VL MIKE, PIMP C, BIG MOE, STACK BUNDLES, CAMU TAO, RICHIE RAGZ, STATIC MAJOR, HEAVY O.N.E., MIKE BECK, B-BRAZY, PRETTY BLACK, DOLLA AND MANY MANY MORE .......N DATZ JUZ RECENTLY, THINK OF ALL DA MAJOR ARTISTS WE'VE LOST IN THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARZ, I CAN NAME AT LEAST A 100 DUE TO PEOPLE NOT THINKIN LOGICALLY AND USIN DER MINDZ. AND DATZ JUZ ARTISTS, THINK OF HOW MANY PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY YOUTH R GETTIN ARRESTED N GUNND DOWN, JUZ BECUZ DEY GET DECIEVED TRYIN 2 MAKE A DOLLA OUTTA 50 CENTZ...N THINKIN A GANG IS DER FAMILY....IF U AINT GOT NO1, FIND GOD, N LET DA CHURCH BE YA FAMILY, DEY R YA REAL FAMILY..... LOCKIN **** UP AINT GONE CHANGE DEM, IT'Z ONLY GONE TAKE AWAY R TAX MONEY DAT WE CUD BE USIN 2 FEED DA HUNGRY N FIND A CURE 4 HIV N OTHER DEADLY DISEASES. LOCKIN **** UP IZ ONLY GUNNA MAKE DEM WORSE, WE SHUD B HELPIN DEM 2 GET DER FEET ON DA RIGHT N WE SHUD GET DEM 2 JOIN CHURCHES N FIND FAITH IN DA LORD, ALMOST 90% OF DA PPL WHO HAVE BEEN 2 JAIL WILL RETURN AGAIN @ SUM POINT........ALL WE GUTTA DO IS EDUCATE DEM N SHOW DEM RIGHT FROM WRONG, WUT GOOD IZ LOCKIN SUM1 DOWN 4 A COUPLE OF YEARZ GUNNA DO, WHEN DEY GET OUT DEY WILL ONLY B WORSE.........MOST CRIMINALZ SPEND DER 23 HOURS A DAY IN A CELL, PLOTTING AND SCHEMING FURTHER CRIME 4 WHEN DEY GET OUT..............NOT 2 MENTION CAGEZ R 4 ANIMALZ PPL CAN'T CONTROL, IF DA GOV SPENT MORE OF R TAX MONEY EDUCATING DA YOUTH ABOUT DRUGS, GANGZ, AND VIOLENCE, AND WUT REALLY GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ, JAILZ ACCROSS AMERICA WOULD BE EMPTY.....MILLIONS OF OUR DOLLARZ GOEZ 2 JAILZ EVERYDAY..............IF WE ALL LOOK'D OUT 4 EACH OTHER AND DIDN'T ONLY FOCUS ON MONEY, MAYB JUZ MAYB WE CUD ALL GET ALONG.........AND DER WUD BE PEACE IN DIS COLD, CORUPT WORLD..............MONEY MAKES DA WORLD GO DOWN, MONEY PREVENTS TRUST N UNITY. WHY IS IT ALWAYS DA REAL 2 DIE N DA FAKE 2 SUCCEED? WHY DID TUPAC OR BIGGIE OR FAT PAT OR H.A.W.K HAVE 2 GET GUNNED DOWN? OR SOULJA SLIM, CAMOFLAUGE, AND VL MIKE? WHY TAKE SUM1'Z LIFE? OVER WUT? MONEY? DRUGS? LIE'S? GANG ASSOCIATION? ALL DAT **** CUD HAVE BEEN CHANGED AND NEGOTIATED IF U TOOK A MIN 2 TALK 2 DA PERSON B4 KILLIN DEM. WUT GOOD IS IT GOING 2 DO IF DER DEAD AND UR LOCKD DOWN DOIN LIFE WISHIN U WERE DEAD? DAT AINT GONE SOLVE NE PROBLEMZ, IT'Z ONLY GONE MULTIPLY THEM!!! THINK ABOUT UR FUTURE B4 U ACT N SPEAK!!!! REAL TALK....AKA DA LESS U SAY, DA LONGER U LIVE...... STOP FOLLOWIN IN OTHERZ FOOTSTEPZ N B A LEADER. WHY KILL DA REAL MUTHAFUKAZ AND NOT DA FAKE ONE'Z?? NO WONDER HIP HOP IS DEAD, DERZ NO REAL **** LEFT. IF U FINNA PULL A TRIGGA ON A RAPPER, DO IT ON DA FAKE 1'Z DAT R KILLIN HIP HOP LIKE SOULJA BOY, YUNG JOC, T PAIN, MIMS, ETC......NOT DA REAL ARTISTS WHO PUT MEANING, DEFINTION N PURPOSE IN DER MUZIC. ALL WE HAVE NOW IS LEANING, SNAPPIN GARBARGE DAT DOESN'T EVEN RHYME N HAS NO MEANING, DERZ NO POINT IN MAKING MUZIC IF IT DOESN'T HAVE NE MEANING, N DERZ NO POINT IN LISTENING 2 MUZIC DAT DOESN'T HAVE ANY MEANING. WHO GIVEZ A **** ABOUT UR DIAMONDZ, UR CARZ, UR CLOTHEZ AND UR CHAINZ!!? PEOPLE WANT MUZIC DATZ INSPIRATIONAL AND MUZIC DAT RELATEZ 2 DER LIVEZ AND 2 DA WORLD. IM SICKA DESE REAL **** WHO TURN FAKE 4 MONEY, OR DESE REAL **** WHO MAKE A FEW JOINTZ DEN QUIT CUZ DEY SEE WHERE HIP HOP IS GOING. U NEED 2 STAY FOCUSED N B YA SELF IF U WANT 2 B SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE. DON'T FOLLOW, TRUST, OR RELY ON NO1 EXCEPT DA LORD!! N AS FAR AS PEOPLE BEIN LOCKD DOWN, DA NUMBERZ R INCREASING LIKE DA PRICE OF GOLD, HERE'Z JUZ A FEW RAPPERZ LOCKED UP CURRENTLY, LIL BOOSIE, B.G., BUSTA RYMEZ, PRODIGY, T.I., BEANIE SIGEL, Z-RO, REMY MA, SPM, GHETTO OF ST. SQUAD, PRINCE FIRE OF FEDD HILL, BIRDMAN OF CASH MONEY, GUCCI MANE, N MANY OTHERZ. LIKE I SAID, THOZE R JUZ OFF DA TOPPA MA HEAD. MOST OF EM IZ LOCKD DOWN ON GUN CHARGEZ, DRUGZ AND ATTEMPTED MURDER. IF ONLY DEY KNEW WUT WUD RESULT FROM DER ACTIONZ, DEY MOST LIKELY WUD NOT HAVE COMMITTED DEM.........EDUCATION IS DA KEY 2 PREVENTION, N IN MY OPINION, IT'Z VERY CLEAR WE'RE NOT EDUCATING DA YOUTH ABOUT WUT REALLY GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ, WE'RE TO BUSY WORRYING ABOUT OURSELVEZ AND ABOUT MONEY........IF THEIR WERE MORE CHRISTIANS, DER WOULD B LESS PROBLEMZ, VIOLENCE, N CRIME......SO MAYB WE SHOULD B PROMOTING GOD MORE IN SKOOLZ INSTEAD OF THANGZ WE DONT NEED 2 KNOW 2 SURVIVE....... VIOLENCE IZ NOT DA ANSWER, NEITHER R GANGZ OR DRUGZ OR NONE OF DAT ****, 1ST OFF, VIOLENCE IZ 4 PPL WHO HAVE NO REGARD 4 HUMAN LIFE, PEOPLE WHO PARTICIPATE IN VIOLENCE R NOT USING DER MINDZ. VIOLENCE WILL NOT ONLY INJURE OR KILL SOMEONE, BUT IT WILL GET U LOCKD DOWN AND U WILL HAVE A CHARGE OR UR CRIMINAL RECORD, WHICH WILL STAY ON DER AS LONG AS UR ALIVE, MAKING IT DIFFICULT TO GET EVEN A LOW PAYING JOB N GO 2 COLLEGE... ALSO, DER IS A POSSIBILITY U WILL GET INJURDED WHILE PARTICIPATIN IN VIOLENCE N DER IS A STRONG LIKELYHOOD OF RETALYATION, SO U ALWAYZ HAVE 2 LIVE YA LIFE IN FEAR N WATCH YA BAK. U WILL ALWAYZ HAVE A GUILTY CONSCIENCE INSIDE TOO.... Y KILL SUM1 FROM A DIFFERENT GANG? DER DA SAME BREED AS YOU, YOU BOTH EAT, SLEEP, AND BREATHE, THE ONLY THANG DIFFERENT IS THE GANG COLOR, KUM ON, UR GUNNA FUKIN KILL SUM1 CUZ DEY WEAR A DIFFERENT COLOR FROM U OR DER FROM A DIFFERENT LOCATION? DATZ REDICIOLOUS....LIFE IS 2 PRECIOUS 2 B TOKEN AWAY..... ALL GANGZ R DA SAME, DEY ALL R RUN BY LEADER(Z) WHO USE DA MEMBERZ 2 MAKE MONEY, ALL GANGZ HAVE DAT FAKE 'BROTHERHOOD', ONCE U GET LOCKD DOWN, SEE HOW MANY **** FROM UR GANG KUM N VISIT U........IF U SINKIN, SEE HOW MANY **** IN A GANG WILL KUM THRU N THROW U A FLOAT 2 SAVE U......NO1 WILL EXCEPT GOD..... PEOPLE WHO JOIN GANGZ OFTEN JOIN DEM BECUZ DEY FEAR NUFFIN, INCLUDING DEATH, N HAVE NO FAMILY N FEW REAL FRIENDZ, N NO $$$...N THINK DEY HAVE NUFFIN 2 LOSE, INSTEAD OF FINDIN A CHURCH N BECOMIN CLOSER 2 GOD, DEY JOIN GANGZ THINKING DA GANG WILL B DER FAMILY, N DEY R OFTEN DECIEVED IN2 THINKIN DEY WILL MAKE EZ, QUICK MONEY, LITTLE DO DEY KNOW, DA ONLY 1 IN A GANG DAT ACTUALLY MAKEZ MONEY N EATZ GOOD IS DA LEADER, DA OTHERZ IN A GANG R BASICALLY SLAVEZ 2 DA LEADER, DEY DON'T SAY WUT GOEZ DOWN IN DA SREETZ, ONLY HE DOEZ. DEY DON'T MAKE A FARE SHARE OF DA MONEY DA GANG TAKEZ IN, ONLY HE DOEZ. DEY DON'T CALL DA SHOTZ, ONLY HE DOEZ. DEY DON'T DO NUFFIN EXCEPT FUFILL DA LEADER'Z DESIREZ N ORDERZ N RISK DER LIVEZ EVERYDAY SO HE CAN MAKE MONEY N STAY RICH, N IF U DISOBEY HIM, DOWN IN DA QUICK SAND U SINK.........LOVE, LOYALTY, RESPECT? I DONT THINK SO....IF U WANT DAT ****, JOIN BLOCK ROYAL.....IT AINT JUZ IN DA SHIRT THO, IT'Z IN DA FUKIN HEART!!!! WHEN IT KUMZ 2 MONEY DER IS NO BROTHERHOOD OR FAMILY, IT ALL COMEZ DOWN BASED ON WUT U DO 4 DA GANG 2 KEEP IT ACTIVE N 2 KEEP DA LEADER'Z POCKETZ FAT. DER AINT NO REAL LOVE IN A GANG, OR NO LOYALTY, OR RESPECT, IF U LOOKIN 4 DAT ****, JOIN A CHRISTIAN CHURCH. EVERY SINGLE CHRISTIAN IS A THUG, A THUG AINT A GANGSTER OR CRIMINAL, A THUG IS A PERSON WITH NUFFIN DAT BECUMZ SUM1 N SUFFIN. A THUG IS SOME1 WHO NEVER LOOSES HOPE, OR LOOSES IT, BUT LATER FINDZ IT. SUFFIN MANY DUNNO IS DAT DA LEADER IN A GANG RARELY GETZ IN TROUBLE WITH DA LAW BECUZ HE IS NEVER DA 1 2 TOUCH DA DRUGZ, HE ONLY GIVEZ ORDERZ 2 DA PPL BELOW HIM. N DA PPL BELOW HIM, FOLLOW HIS EVERY ORDER N EVERY WORD DAT KUMZ OUT OF HIZ MOUTH, N DER DA 1'Z WHO END UP GETTING KILLED IN DA STREETZ OR END UP DOIN A BID, NOT HIM!!!!!!!! IN A GANG, NO1 CAREZ ABOUT NO1 EXCEPT DEMSELF, DEY ONLY CARE BOUT U FOR WUT U DO 2 BENIFIT DA GANG N DEY ONLY USE U AS A TOOL 2 BRING IN MONEY. PEOPLE IN GANGZ R NOT 2 B FEARED OF, DEY R WEAK N NEED GOD N GUIDANCE N STRENGTH IN DER LIVEZ.....I WALK DA STREETZ EVERYDAY RIGHT BY GANG MEMBERZ, I AINT SCARED OF NO WEAK N DECIEVED MUTHAFUKA.....IF DEY WERE STRONG DEY WUD HAVE ROSE ABOVE DA STREETZ N MADE SUFFIN OUT OF DEMSELVEZ.....DEY WEAK N DECIEVED....DEY NEED GOD 2 STRENGTHEN N RISE DEM,........IT'Z MA RESPONSIBILTY 2 EDUCATE DEM THO, SINCE I SPEAK FROM PAST N PERSONAL EXPERIENCE N KNO WUT REALLY HAPPENZ IN GANGZ N DA STREETZ.... WAKE DA **** UP N SMELL DA COFFEE, IT'Z FRESH.....I USE 2 **** WIT GANGZ, SO I CAN SAY DIS. GANGZ R 4 PEOPLE WHO R WEAK INDIVIDUALLY N NEED 2 FEEL STRONG TOGETHER. I DON'T HAVE NE RESPECT 4 NE1 BANGIN, BUT I DO HAVE RESPECT 4 THOSE IN GANGZ WHO TRYIN 2 CHANGE DER LIVEZ, N IF U NEED HELP OR ADVICE, HIT ME UP, DAT'Z WUT GOD PUT ME ON DIS EARTH 2 DO, CHANGE LIVEZ THRU MUZIC N WISDOM GAINED FROM EXPERIENCE N GOD. DRUGZ, ALCOHOL, PILLZ, CIGARETTES, ETC..... I USE 2 DO ALL OF DAT ISH @ A VERY YUNG AGE, I USDA SMOKE, DRINK, SLANG, BANG, ROB, STEAL, SKIP SCHOOL....U NAME IT, I'VE DONE IT, N NOT JUZ ONCE OR TWICE, OR 4 FUN, I DID IT ON A DAILY BASIS BECUZ I GREW UP AROUND IT......DA PAST IS SUFFIN YOU CAN'T CHANGE, SO DON'T WASTE PRECIOUS TIME THINKIN BOUT IT. FOCUS ON YOUR FUTURE, BECUZ DATZ DA ONLY THANG DAT CAN INCLUDE CHANGE. I CHANGED MA LIFE, WIT DA HELP OF JUZ DA LORD. PEOPLE WHO USE D'Z, DRINK N POP PILLZ, DO IT BECAUSE DEY SEE IT AS AN EZ WAY 2 ESCAPE REALITY N DEY THINK ALL DER PROBLEMZ WILL GO AWAY. LITTLE DO DEY KNOW, DER ONLY CAUSING HARM 2 DER BODY N POISINING DEMSELVEZ N TAKING AWAY TIME FROM DER LIVEZ, DER PAYIN 2 DIE YOUNG, N WHEN DEY WAKE UP TOMORROW, DEY STILL GONE HAVE DA SAME PROBLEMZ, IF NOT MORE PROBLEMZ NOW, INCLUDING HEALTH N FAMILY 1'Z, N NOT HAVIN $$ 2 EAT OR PAY DA BILLZ CUZ DEY WASTED IT ON DRUGZ OR ALCOHOL..... ALL U HAVE 2 DO 2 ESCAPE ALL OF DIS IS USE DA POWER OF UR MIND N REPENT 2 DA LORD JESUS CHRIST, HE WILL ALWAYZ B DER 4 YOU. TRUST HIM, HE IS DA TRUTH. HE IS YOUR CREATOR N YOU R HIS CHILD. IF IT WEREN'T 4 DA LORD N MUSIC, I WOULD HAVE TAKEN MA LIFE A LONG TIME AGO, N DATZ REAL TALK! MANY PEOPLE WHO DO DRUGZ N DRINK ALSO DO IT 2 ESCAPE DA PAIN IN DER LIVEZ, U HAVE 2 REALIZE ERRTHANG DAT HAPPENZ, HAPPENZ 4 A REASON, N GOD IS IN CONTROL OF. PAIN IS DA ONLY THANG DAT CAN MAKE A PERSON STRONGER. DON'T GET WEAK N USE D'Z BECUZ YOU CAN'T HANDLE LIFE, STAY STRONG N USE DA POWER OF UR MIND N RISE ABOVE ERRTHANG. I DID. I'M LIVING PROOF DAT AS **** UP AS UR LIFE IS, YOU CAN CHANGE IT IF YOU JUZ STAY FOCUSED N FOLLOW DA LORD. YOU CAN MAKE IT! YOU CAN RISE ABOVE UR SURROUNDINGZ N PAST! DON'T LET NO1 OR NUFFIN HOLD U BACK FROM SUCCESS N FOLLOWIN YA DREAMZ! STAND STRONG, STAY STRONG, N B CONFIDENT IN YA SELF! DERZ NOT A PERSON ALIVE WHO HAS ACCOMPLISHED WUT I'VE ACCOMPLISHED N ACHIEVED WUT I'VE ACHIEVED N HAS BEEN THRU N SEEN WUT I'VE SEEN. NETHANG U CAN IMAGINE I'VE WITNESSED OR BEEN A VICTIM OF, YET I HAVE SO MUCH HOPE N SO MUCH STRENGTH THANKZ 2 GOD. I'VE DONE ERRTHANG U CAN IMAGINE, I USE 2 DRINK, SMOKE, USE D'Z, I USE 2 BANG, I USDA ROB N STEAL N CAUSE VIOLENCE, I GOT LURED ONTO DA FAST MONEY (WHICH I NEVER SAW OR GOT A PENNY OF) "I SAW **** DIE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME LIKE IT WUZ NORMAL" AS T.R.E.N.S. SAYZ, I LOST ALL MA FRIENDZ N FAM 2 DA STREETZ, I LOST BEST FRIENDZ 2 DRUGZ AND GANGZ. I FEEL LIKE I'M DA ONLY 1 WHO DOESN'T DRINK, SMOKE, STEAL OR BANG, EVERY1 AROUND ME DOES, EXCEPT ME, DATZ BECUZ IMA LEADER, NOT A FOLLOWER.........I SAW **** WIT STR8 A'Z GET ADDICTED 2 DRUGZ, I SAW YUNG RAPPERZ N SINGERZ MA AGE **** UP DER LIFE BECUZ OF DRUGZ, I'VE SEEN IT ALL, I 'VE SEEN **** SELL DRUGZ SO DER KIDZ DON'T STARVE, I'VE SEEN **** KUM 2 SCHOOL 4 FREE MEALZ N 2 SELL D'Z....I'VE SEEN **** SHOOT METH USIN TOILET WATER.....I'VE SEEN **** KUM AND GO, BUT I STAYED FOCUSED N WAS DETERMINED NOT 2 RELAPSE N GO BAK 2 MY PAST, N 2 FOLLOW DA LORD N 2 MAKE MUSIC N DATZ WUT I'M DOIN DIS VERY DAY......... I LOST ALMOST ERRTHANG 2 DA STREETZ, EXCEPT HOPE...... ALL MA 'FRIENDZ' N FAMILY IZ DEACEASED OR COULD GIVE A **** LESS IF I WAKE UP TOMORROW, DATZ THE TRUTH. I AINT GOT NO FAMILY, NO AUNTS, UNCLES, COUSINS LIKE MOST PEOPLE...... I AINT GOT A FATHER IN MA LIFE, HE'Z 75 LIVING IN THE PROJECTZ, (AND HE JUZ DIED SEP 13TH) I BARELY GOT A MOTHER. SHE A SINGLE PARENT RAISING 3 KIDZ WIT NO $$$ OR JOB, I GOT MUCH RESPECT 4 HER THO EVEN THO SHE SMOKEZ EVERY 5 MINUTES AND IS BIPOLAR FROM DA DRUGZ SHE WUZ ON AROUND MY BIRTH. I GOT MUCH RESPECT 4 MA FATHER, HE NEVER MADE IT OUT DA STREETZ, BUT HE DID CHANGE HIS LIFE, HE QUIT DRINKIN, SMOKIN N GAMBLIN USIN DA POWER OF HIZ MIND. I LUV MA GRANDMOTHER WHO RECENTLY PASSED, I GUTTA LOTTA MA WISDOM FROM HER, R.I.P. AND I LUV MA GRANDFATHER WHO DIED A FEW YEARZ AGO, HE CARED ABOUT ME MORE DEN HE CARED ABOUT LIFE, EVEN THO I NEVER GOT 2 KNO HIM BECUZ I WUZ YUNG, I KNO DAT 4 A FACT.......R.I.P. GRANDPA....I AINT GOT NO FAMILY N IM 16, SO ALL U CATZ USIN DRUGZ N DRINKIN 4 DAT REASON, OR JOININ GANGZ, U GONE HAVE 2 FIND ANOTHER REASON, IF I AINT DOIN DAT **** AND I AINT GOT NO FAM OR 'REAL FRIENDZ', U MOS DEF CAN RISE ABOVE IT 2......... NOW DAT IMA CHRISTIAN ALL DIS NEGATIVITY HAS PURPOSE N IT DOESN'T STOP ME FROM CLIMBING UP DA LADDER 1 STEP AT A TIME. IT DON'T STOP ME FROM SUCCEEDING IN SCHOOL N GETTIN ALL A'S N B'S ON MA REPORT CARD. SURE I COULD JOIN A GANG SINCE I DON'T HAVE A FAMILY OR $$$, N NUFFIN 2 LIVE 4 EXCEPT GOD, N END UP GETTING KILLED OR LOCKD DOWN, OR I COULD DRINK N USE DRUGZ N GET HIGH TEMPORARILY, N **** UP MA LIFE N HEALTH N DRAIN MA BANK ACCOUNT, OR I COULD STEAL BECUZ I AINT RICH N GET LOCKD DOWN AND HAVE A CHARGE ON MA CRIMINAL RECORD PREVENTING ME FROM GOIN 2 COLLEGE OR GETTIN A JOB AT MCDONALDZ, OR I CAN ESCAPE IT ALL BY PUTTING MA FAITH, TRUST, N LUV IN DA LORD N REALIZE HE'Z ALWAYZ BEEN DER 4 ME, HE'Z ALWAYZ DER 2 4GIVE ME, HE DIED ON DA CROSS N GAVE HIS SON 4 ME, N HE HAS A PLAN 4 ME N DERZ A REASON HE PUT ME ON DIS EARTH. EVERYBODY HAS A REASON 4 LIVING, IF NOT U WUDN'T B ALIVE RIGHT NOW! REAL TALK! ONCE U FIND UR REASON 4 LIVIN N FIND DA LORD, U WILL FIND HOPE N B SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE. MY REASON 4 LIFE IS 2 REFLECT ON MY PAST IN MY MUSIC N 2 GIVE ALTERNATIVEZ 2 DA STREETZ N GUIDE DA YOUTH IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION, BECUZ RIGHT NOW DER BEIN MIS-LED N DECIEVED N BLINDED. MY REASON 4 LIVING IS 2 PAVE DA PATH 4 DA REST 2 FOLLOW N 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING, INSPIRATIONAL MUSIC DAT SHOWZ DREAM CANZ B TURNED IN2 REALITY IF YOU STAY FOCUSED N TRUST THE LORD. I USE ALL DIS NEGATIVITY, MISERY, N PAIN IN MY LIFE IN A POSITIVE WAY 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING MUSIC 4 ALL DA REAL GANGSTERZ OUT DER WHO TRYIN 2 CHANGE DER LIVEZ. I GIVE HOPE 2 DA HOPELESS, STRENGTH 2 DA WEAK N FOOD 2 DA HUNGRY WIT MA WORDZ OF WISDOM. MUSIC IS MA LIFE N MA LIFE IS MA MUZIC...REAL TALK!!...WITHOUT MUZIC I WUDN'T WANNA LIVE, N DAT'Z DA TRUTH. I GREW UP WIT NOTHIN N NO1, I'VE BEEN THRU EVERYTHANG U CAN IMAGINE, N SUM **** NO1 CAN IMAGINE, DAT I DON'T EVEN TALK ABOUT OR I KUD GET LOCKD UP 4 MUCH LONGER. I HAD 2 B INDEPENDENT N STAND ON MA OWN 2 FEET, I HAD 2 STAY STRONG AT TIMEZ WHERE I WANTED 2 GIVE IN N TAKE MA LIFE. I HAD 2 SMILE WHEN I WANTED 2CRY, KNOWING ERRTHANG DAT HAPPENS, GOD HAS A REASON 4 HAPPENIN. I HAD 2 USE DA POWER OF MA MIND 2 MAKE DA RIGHT CHOICEZ. A VALUABLE LESSON LEARNED WAS 2 TRUST NO1 N 2 FEAR NO1 EEXCEPT GOD. ALL MA 'FRIENDZ' ONLY CARED ABOUT ME 4 WUT I DID 2 BETTER DER LIVEZ, DEY ONLY CARED ABOUT ME 4 MA MONEY N 4 DA FOOD IN MA REFRIGERATOR. HA. REAL TALK THO. SOME **** CAME OVER 2 MA PAD N I THOUGHT DEY WUZ MA FRIENDZ, WHEN DEY LEFT WE HAD NO FOOD LEFT IN R REFRIGERATOR N A LOTTA **** WUZ STOLEN. SUM **** I CALLED MA BEST FRIENDZ SNITCHED ON ME N SET ME UP N LIED 2 DA POLICE 2 AVOID DOIN A BID. SUM **** MA FAM TRUSTED TRY'D 2 KILL US, BROKE INTO R HOUSE N DRAINED R BRAKE FLUID N FUKD AROUND WIT DA CAR, ALMOZ KILLIN UZ. U CAN'T TRUST NO1 IN DIS COLD WORLD EXCEPT GOD!!!! CUZ EVERY1'Z OUT 4 DEMSELVEZ...HE'Z DA ONLY 1 WHO WILL STICK WIT U THRU IT ALL, UNLIKE NE OTHER FRIEND. ALSO, I LEARNED 2 RESPECT EVERY1 REGARDLESS OF DER DIFFERENCES N 2 LOOK @ EVERYBODY DA SAME. WE ARE ALL DA SAME, WE ALL CHILDREN OF GOD. WE ARE ALL THUGZ, N WE ALL HAD NUFFIN @ SUMPOINT. WE ALL EAT, SLEEP N BREATHE. WE ALL HUMAN. "PEOPLE R LIKE CRAYONZ, MANY DIFFERENT COLORZ, BUT DEY ALL DO DA SAME THANG." -LCM YOU HAVE 2 GIVE TO GET, DAT GOEZ WITH RESPECT TOO. TREAT OTHERZ DA WAY U WANT 2 B TREATED. SPEAK YA MIND N STAY TRUE 2 DA GAME N OTHERZ WILL FOLLOW IN YA FOOTSTEPZ. "NUFFIN WORTH NETHANG IS FREE, BECUZ IT'Z WORTH SUFFIN" -LCM ANOTHER SAYING I LIVE MA LIFE BY, "BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD" AND "WHAT YOU SEE DEPENDS ON WHAT YOU LOOK FOR" ANOTHER THING I LEARNED WAS EVERYTHANG DAT HAPPENZ, HAPPENZ 4 A REASON, N 2 ALWAYZ TRUST GOD!!! IT TOOK ME A WHILE 2 FIND A REASON 4 WHY MA LIFE HAD BEEN SO **** UP, UNTIL I REALIZED GOD IS IN CONTROL OF ERRTHANG, N HE IZ AWARE OF ERRTHANG GOIN ON IN UR LIFE N MY LIFE. HE PUT ME THRU ALL OF DIS NEGATIVITY N PAIN 2 MAKE ME STRONGER N WISER DEN DA REST, N SO I CUD SEE **** OTHERZ DON'T SEE N GIVE **** ALTERNATIVEZ 2 WUT GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ N 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING INSPIRATIONAL MUZIC DAT WILL EVENTUALLY CHANGE DA WORLD ONE LIFE AT A TIME. B4, WHEN I WUZ STILL INVOLVED WIT DA STREETZ N DA BLOODZ, I LOST A LOTTA CLOSE **** N I SAW A LOTTA **** GET LOCKD DOWN. I LOST FRIENDZ, FAMILY, EVERYTHANG, I ALMOST LOST MA LIFE MANY TIMEZ TOO. DA CEO I WUZ ABOUT 2 SIGN WIT (GANG MEMBER) GOT LOCKD DOWN. ALL DA **** IN DA GANG I USDA **** WIT R ALL DEAD N LOCKD UP, ALL DA **** I USDA **** WIT WHO USE OR SLANG D'Z R DEAD OR LOCKD UP, OR FAILING IN SCHOOL N LIVIN IN DA STREETZ......DAT **** DON'T GET U NO WHERE!!! LEARN FROM OTHERZ MISTAKEZ SO U DONT HAVE 2 MAKE UR OWN, CUZ BY DEN, IT WILL B 2 LATE.......REAL TALK!! ALL MA FRIENDZ WENT AGAINST ME 4 MONEY N DRUGZ. I ALSO WUZ SLIPPIN IN SCHOOL N ON DA BORDER LINE OF PASSING, N I WUZ SKIPPIN SKOOL N DOIN ALL SORTZ OF **** U CAN'T IMAGINE. I DIDN'T REALIZE DA IMPORTANCE OF EDUCATION, I DIDN'T REALIZE WITHOUT A COLLEGE DEGREE, YOU CAN'T GET A GOOD JOB ANYWHERE N LIVE A COMFTABLE (LEGAL) LIFE. OR MAYB I DID, N I JUST DIDN'T CARE BECUZ MA MIND WUZ PLAYIN TRIX ON ME N SO WUZ DA DEVIL. NOW I CAN SEE CLEARLY, N I HELP OTHERZ WHO BEIN BLINDED BY MONEY 2 SEE CLEARLY. I USDA PUT MONEY B4 ERRTHANG, I THOUGHT 2 OBTAIN AS MUCH MONEY AS U POSSIBLY CAN WAS B4 DEATH WUZ DA PURPOSE OF LIVIN. I USDA SELL EVERYTHING ON THE BLOCK 2 MAKE MONEY, FROM LEMONAIDE AT 7 YEARZ OLD, 2 CD'Z, 2......ERRTHANG.........I DIDN'T REALIZE NO AMOUNT OF MONEY CAN BUY WISDOM, UR HEALTH, FAMILY, OR FRIENDZ. MONEY IZ WUT **** END UP DIEING 4 IN DA STREETZ. MONEY AINT NUFFIN BUT A GREEN PIECE OF PAPER.........DA LUV OF MONEY, IZ DA ROOT OF ALL EVIL.... RE ORGANIZE UR PRIORITIEZ....MONEY IZ WUTZ CAUSIN ALL DIS HATRED IN DIS WORLD.....PRETTY BLACK KNEW ABOUT GOD, BUT NOT 100%, HE RAPPED ABOUT HIM N ABOUT HOW HE TRUSTED GOD, BUT DEN HE RELEASED A CD WIT HIZ LABEL MONEY OVER EVERYTHING N RAPPED ABOUT MONEY BEIN MORE IMPORTANT DEN NE THANG, INCLUDIN GOD, N GOT GUNND DOWN......R.I.P. MA BROTHER.....IF U KNO ABOUT GOD, N IGNORE HIM, DATZ DA BIGGEST SIN U CAN COMMITT, EVEN THO ALL SINZ DA SAME, TRUST ME, DAT 1 IZ DA WORST....JUZ AS FAST AS DA LORD JESUS CREATED U, HE WILL END YA LIFE IF U CONTINUE 2 IGNORE HIS CALLIN 4 U N DIS-OBEY HIM...... NOW I CHANGED MA LIFE N I'M DOIN GOOD IN SKOOL, NOW I DON'T DRINK, POP PILLZ, SMOKE, N DO D'Z EVERY SECOND OF EVERY MINUTE, I DON'T BANG NO MORE, I DON'T DO NONE OF DAT **** WEAK N DECIEVED **** DO. IM STRONGER DEN DAT, I ROSE ABOVE ALL DAT WIT NO1'Z HELP EXCEPT GOD'Z. I MADE A COMMITMENT N PROMISE 2 DA LORD N I AINT GOIN BAK 2 MY PAST. I CHANGED MA LIFE N U CAN 2 IF U PUT YA FAITH IN DA LORD N REALIZE DAT AS FUKD UP AS UR LIFE IS, GOD HAS A PLAN N PURPOSE 4 U, N ONCE U ACCEPT DA FACT DAT ERRTHANG DAT HAPPENZ HAS A REASON 4 HAPPENIN, U WILL B SUCCESSFUL IN WUTEVA U DO. IF SUM1 WHO HAS BEEN THRU DA **** I'VE BEEN THRU AT SUCH A YUNG AGE, CAN RISE ABOVE DA STREETZ N CHANGE HIZ LIFE N BE SUCCESSFUL, WHY CAN'T U??? WIT GOD NUFFIN IS IMPOSSIBLE!! REAL TALK!! PUT UR FULL FAITH, TRUST N LUV IN DA LORD, BECUZ HE'Z DA ONLY TRUE LIGHT IN DIS BLIND, DARK WORLD. HE DA ONLY 1 WHO'Z GONE B WIT U FROM DA DAY U TAKE YA FIRST BREATHE UNTIL DA DAY U TAKE YA LAST. OTHER **** N BITCHEZ GONE KUM N GO IN YA LIFE, BUT NOT DA LORD. OTHER **** N BITCHEZ ONLY CARE ABOUT U 4 YA MONEY N WUT U DO 4 DEM, BUT NOT GOD. AT FIRST I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN GOD, I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN NETHANG I COULDN'T SEE, UNTIL I FOUND OUT DA DEFINITION OF FAITH N MA HOMIE WOKE ME UP N REMINDED ME IF IT WEREN'T 4 DA LORD, ME N HIM WOULDN'T B HERE RIGHT NOW, N WUD NOT HAVE SURVIVED, N DATZ DA ABSOLUTE TRUTH. I ALMOST LOST MA LIFE AT LEAST 20 TIMEZ....IT MADE ME REALLY THINK HOW PRECIOUS LIFE IZ N HOW GR8FULL I AM 2 WAKE UP EVERY MORNIN N SEE DA SUN.... TRUST DA LORD WIT YOUR LIFE, BECUZ HE TRUST N BELIEVEZ IN YOU, N HAS A PURPOSE 4 UR EXISTANCE, OR ELSE YOU WOULDN'T B ALIVE RIGHT NOW. B HUMBLE N ALWAYZ KEEP AN OPEN MIND. PPL N POCESSIONS R TEMPORARY, GOD N HIS LUV 4 U IS 4EVA!!! TRILL TALK!! MAY GOD BLESS U EVEN MORE, HE ALREADY BLESSED ME ENUFF. -LCM BLOCK ROYAL/ THUGS UNITED FAMILY CEO "THUGS UNITED, NOT DIVIDED" LILCASHMONEY401 on "ERRTHANG HAPPENZ 4 A REASON N GOD IZ IN CONTROL OF..." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/errthang-happenz-4-a-reason-n-god-iz-in-control-of#post-274 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:41:43 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 274@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SUM1 AS FAKE AS HIM CUD SELL MORE RECORDZ DEN SUM1 LIKE CORMEGA OR SAIGON...**** DUNNO WUT REAL HIP HOP IZ...N DATZ SCARY 2 THINK OF FAKE DIS WORLD IZ TURNIN... LILCASHMONEY401 on "Y DO U THINK HIP HOP IZ DIEING?" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/y-do-u-think-hip-hop-iz-dieing#post-273 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:39:51 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 273@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ NO DOUBT, I FEEL DA SAME WAY, ALL DA UNDERGROUND N INDIE RAPPERZ BETTER N REALER DEN DA 1'Z MAKIN MILLIONZ RAPPIN BOUT CARZ, CHAINZ, N CLOTHEZ, N LEANIN N SNAPPIN ISH DAT DONT EVEN RHYME...DA ? IZ Y DA **** DID ENT. CO'S SIGN PPL LIKE DIS N RELEASE DER ALBUMZ?? I DONT UNDERSTAND DAT ISH...MAYB DA GOV. PAID DEM 2 CUZ DEY TRYIN 2 KILL HIP HOP...LOL... LILCASHMONEY401 on "CHAMPION" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/champion#post-272 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:36:15 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 272@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ DATZ EXACTLY HOW MY LIFE BEEN, GOD TOOK AWAY ALL DAT ISH I PUT 1ST N B4 HIM, FRIENDZ, FAMILY, $$$, UNTIL I REALIZED DATZ ALL TEMPORARY, N ONLY GOD IZ 4EVA... LILCASHMONEY401 on "I DONT WANNA DIE LONELY..." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/i-dont-wanna-die-lonely#post-271 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:33:49 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 271@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ U RITE MA DUKE, IM NEVER B LONELY CUZ IM RIDIN WIT GOD, BUT DAT SONG BOUT FINDIN A REAL WOMAN, HE SAYIN HE DONT WANNA DIE LONELY, BUT DERZ SO MANY FAKE BITCHEZ, DAT HE TIRED OF LOOKIN 4 A REAL 1.... LILCASHMONEY401 on "How Many Tears" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/how-many-tears#post-270 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:31:34 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 270@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ I AGREE WIT CHU 100% HOMIE...REAL TALK!! LILCASHMONEY401 on "A MILLION REASONZ..." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/a-million-reasonz#post-269 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:30:08 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 269@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ NO DOUBT, DATZ DA TRUTH PLAYA... LILCASHMONEY401 on "POEM FROM 1 OF MY HOMIEZ...REAL TALK!!" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/poem-from-1-of-my-homiezreal-talk#post-268 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:28:31 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 268@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ DATZ DA TRUTH FAM!! LILCASHMONEY401 on "WHO R DA WESTSIDE BOYZ?" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/who-r-da-westside-boyz#post-267 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:27:10 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 267@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ I KNO DAT, BUT IF U LOOK AROUND @ ALL DA PROBLEMZ WE GOT, U CANT SAY WE AINT IN DA LAST DAYZ, N DER IZ SCIENTIFIC PROOF, DERZ ALSO DA THEORY IF DA GOV. KNOWZ DA WORLD GONE END IN 2012, Y DA **** WUD DEY SAY SO?...DA MAYAN'Z NEVER BEEN WRONG...BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL DA TRUTH...YA DIG... HAHA...IM DA SAME WAY...I LUV WOMEN 2...BUT I CANT LET MA SELF GET ATTACHED 2 NONE OF DEM, CUZ I GUTTA REALIZE PPL TEMPORARY...I CANT LET MA GUARD DOWN N THINK 1 WOMAN DIFFERENT FROM A MILLION...U KNO... NO DOUBT, WUT IZ U STUDYIN HOMIE? HAHA...DATZ TRU, MOST OF DEM GONE LIE 2 U N PLAY U N USE U 4 YA $$$ THO...DONT TRUST NO1 FULLY EXCEPT GOD... Lil SHiFT3R on "4 ALL DEM THUGZ OUT DER WHO TRYING 2 CHANGE DER LIVEZ....READ!!!!" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/4-all-dem-thugz-out-der-who-trying-2-change-der-livezread#post-266 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:48:51 +0000 Lil SHiFT3R 266@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ ;) Lil SHiFT3R on "I DONT WANNA DIE LONELY..." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/i-dont-wanna-die-lonely#post-265 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:46:58 +0000 Lil SHiFT3R 265@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ "I DONT WANA DIE LONELY" u dont have to god will always be with you Lil SHiFT3R on "A MILLION REASONZ..." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/a-million-reasonz#post-264 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:45:45 +0000 Lil SHiFT3R 264@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ i can think of a million+5 reasons to smoke this blunt lol but like u said 1 REASON 2 THINK OF A BETTER LIFE, 1 REASON 2 FIND HOPE N KEEP MOVING FOWARD, JESUS that one reason is gud enuff for me Lil SHiFT3R on "POEM FROM 1 OF MY HOMIEZ...REAL TALK!!" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/poem-from-1-of-my-homiezreal-talk#post-263 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:41:06 +0000 Lil SHiFT3R 263@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ real **** we are born here in this piece of **** world with one objective find Gods love its like we a rat in Gods maze tryna find his reward you gotta bre carefl which turn you take kus sumtimes you run into walls you wont be able to climb you gotta turn around n take the other path hopen its the rite one all you gotta do is truly put your full corzon into it n your faith you gotta have hope to make it thru Lil SHiFT3R on "How Many Tears" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/how-many-tears#post-262 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:35:42 +0000 Lil SHiFT3R 262@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ death is apart of life. evryone dies yea we all kno that **** all to well aint no love at all in this world aint no remorse ppl in the calles we live in have no mercy they only care bout savin thier own lives n survivin their own fates its horrible the **** we as gods children will do to eachother we are our own worst enemies when i pray at night i ask god please save us from ourselves but i believe the only true love a person can have or recieve is the love of God himself give your heart to him not the dusty **** **** or **** yaw claimin kus unlike theirs GODS LOVE WILL NEVER FADE Lil SHiFT3R on "CHAMPION" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/champion#post-261 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:22:10 +0000 Lil SHiFT3R 261@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ when evrything in yuh life isnt workin out nuthins goin rite as hard as u try u still fail theres a reason that meens god is tryna tell u sumthin he tryna reach u stop runnin n give in to him once u do evrything will get better u cant do enything witout him if u dont he will take evrything from u until u have nowhere else to go but to him n when i say EVRYTHING i meen it god took my familia he took evry single one of my homies he took my home i was left out on the calle no where to **** go no one to come save me except god i remember sittin there on the curb solo i relized wut he had bn tryna tell me all my life at that moment i need him so i went to him n i plan to never leev him i am gods child Lil SHiFT3R on "Stepping Stones" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/stepping-stones#post-260 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:13:39 +0000 Lil SHiFT3R 260@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ fallin down jus meens you need to get yo slackin' **** back up n try harder u feel me? thats how i look at it if u jus give up n b like **** it then u weak point ____ Lil SHiFT3R on "ERRTHANG HAPPENZ 4 A REASON N GOD IZ IN CONTROL OF..." http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/errthang-happenz-4-a-reason-n-god-iz-in-control-of#post-259 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:11:20 +0000 Lil SHiFT3R 259@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ soulja boy? jajaja basicly evry song he makes is the same jus the words are switched around n changed here and there bull****! Lil SHiFT3R on "Y DO U THINK HIP HOP IZ DIEING?" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/y-do-u-think-hip-hop-iz-dieing#post-258 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:06:25 +0000 Lil SHiFT3R 258@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ i think its kus all the money, big houses, nice cars, dunn went to their heads they forgotten wut they really started spittin for i dont kno how to explain my points that good but they been away from the barrios so long they lost their essence i guess you could say ma niggas out here in the calles spit better then most of the famous wannabs out there LILCASHMONEY401 on "4 ALL DEM THUGZ OUT DER WHO TRYING 2 CHANGE DER LIVEZ....READ!!!!" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/4-all-dem-thugz-out-der-who-trying-2-change-der-livezread#post-257 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 04:09:45 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 257@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ (repost from myspace blog) WHEN U LOOK IN MA TOPZ FRIENDZ ALL U SEE IZ FREE DIS **** OR RIP 2 DIS ****, 2 MANY **** IZ BEIN DECIEVED AND JOINING GANGZ AND PARTICIPATING IN VIOLENCE AND ENDING UP LOCKED DOWN OR DEAD....ESPECIALLY DA YOUTH......ALL BECUZ OF A GREEN PIECE OF PAPER WE LIVE R LIVEZ IN PURSUIT OF. **** ROB, STEAL, KILL, POISON THEIR OWN KIND WITH DRUGZ, SELL DEMSELVEZ IN DA STREETZ ALL FOR A PIECE OF FUKIN PAPER. U **** NEED 2 WAKE DA **** UP AND REALIZE MONEY AINT WORTH RISKING YA LIVEZ OVER, AND MONEY AINT EVERYTHING, GOD, UR FAMILY, YA FRIENDZ, AND YA HEALTH R MORE IMPORTANT DEN NE AMOUNT OF MONEY. FURTHERMORE, MONEY DON'T BUY HAPPINESS, ON TV AND ON DA NEWS, U ALWAYZ HEARING ABOUT ALL THESE CELEBRITY'Z WITH MILLIONZ OF DOLLARZ USING DRUGZ LIKE COCAINE AND METH, AND OVERDOSING, DRINKING, ETC.....MATERIAL OBJECTS ALSO DON'T BUY HAPPINESS, ONLY GOD DOES. I DON'T KNO WHY SUM OF DESE **** CALL DEMSELVEZ REAL WHEN THEY GROW UP LIVING IN POVERTY WITH NOTHIN AND NO1, MAKE A FEW MILLION, DEN WASTE IT ALL ON JEWELES AND CARZ, 2 CALL YA SELF REAL, U'D BE HEALPIN DA DEPRIVED AND DA WEAK AND U'D BE GUIDING DA YOUTH IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION......NOT JUZ FOCUSIN ON YA SELF AND YA BREAD.......... DA VIOLENCE NEEDZ 2 END, AND WE NEED 2 PUT AN END 2 IT. EDUCATION IS THE KEY 2 PREVENTION, SO PROMO MA MSG AS MUCH AS U CAN. WE'RE LOOSING 2 MANY BROTHERZ N SISTERZ 2 DA STREETZ, IN DESE PAST 2-3 MONTHS WE'VE LOST AT LEAST 10 MAJOR HIP HOP ARTISTS, A FEW INCLUDE ORISH GRINSTEAD, VL MIKE, PIMP C, BIG MOE, STACK BUNDLES, CAMU TAO, RICHIE RAGZ, STATIC MAJOR, HEAVY O.N.E., B-BRAZY, PRETTY BLACK, MIKE BECK, DOLLA, AND MANY MANY MORE............AND DATZ JUZ RECENTLY!!! THINK OF ALL DA MAJOR ARTISTS WE'VE LOST IN DA PAST COUPLE OF YEARZ, I CAN NAME AT LEAST A 100 DUE TO PEOPLE NOT THINKING LOGICALLY AND USING THEIR MINDZ. AND THAT'Z JUZ ARTISTS, THINK OF HOW MANY PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY YOUTH R GETTIN ARRESTED OR GUNND DOWN, JUZ BECUZ DEY GET DECIEVED TRYIN 2 MAKE A DOLLA OUTTA 50 CENTZ...AND THINKING A GANG IS THERE FAMILY....IF U AINT GOT NO1, FIND GOD, AND LET DA CHURCH BE YA FAMILY, DEY R YA REAL FAMILY........ LOCKIN **** UP AINT GONE CHANGE EM, IT'Z ONLY GONE TAKE AWAY R TAX MONEY DAT WE CUD BE USING 2 FEED DA HUNGRY AND FIND A CURE FOR HIV AND OTHER DISEASES. LOCKIN **** UP IZ ONLY GUNNA MAKE DEM WORSE, WE SHUD BE HELPIN DEM 2 GET DER FEET ON DA RIGHT AND WE SHUD GET DEM 2 JOIN CHURCHES AND FIND FAITH IN THE LORD, ALMOST 90% OF DA PPL WHO HAVE BEEN 2 JAIL WILL RETURN AT LEAST ONCE IN DER LIFE........ALL WE GUTTA DO IS EDUCATE DEM AND SHOW DEM RIGHT FROM WRONG, WUT GOOD IZ LOCKIN SUM1 DOWN 4 A COUPLE OF YEARZ GUNNA DO, WHEN DEY GET OUT DEY WILL ONLY BE WORSE.........MOST CRIMINALS SPEND THEIR 23 HOURS A DAY IN A CELL, PLOTTING AND SCHEMING FURTHER CRIME...............NOT 2 MENTION CAGEZ R 4 ANIMALZ PPL CAN'T CONTROL, IF DA GOV SPENT MORE OF R TAX MONEY EDUCATING DA YOUTH ABOUT DRUGS, GANGZ, AND VIOLENCE, AND WUT REALLY GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ, JAILZ ACCROSS AMERICA WOULD BE EMPTY.....MILLIONS OF OUR DOLLARZ GOEZ 2 JAILZ EVERYDAY..............IF WE ALL LOOK'D OUT 4 EACH OTHER AND DIDN'T ONLY FOCUS ON MONEY, MAYB JUZ MAYB WE CUD ALL GET ALONG...........AND DER WUD BE PEACE IN DIS COLD, CORUPT WORLD................MONEY MAKES DA WORLD GO DOWN, MONEY PREVENTS TRUST AND UNITY. WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE REAL TO DIE AND THE FAKE TO SUCCEED? WHY DID TUPAC OR BIGGIE OR FAT PAT OR H.A.W.K HAVE 2 GET GUNNED DOWN? OR SOULJA SLIM, CAMOFLAUGE, AND VL MIKE? WHY TAKE SUM1'Z LIFE? OVER WUT? MONEY? DRUGS? LIE'S? GANG ASSOCIATION? ALL DAT **** CUD HAVE BEEN CHANGED AND NEGOTIATED IF U TOOK A MIN 2 TALK 2 DA PERSON B4 KILLIN DEM. WHAT GOOD IS IT GOING 2 DO IF DER DEAD AND UR LOCKD DOWN DOIN LIFE WISHIN U WERE DEAD? DAT AINT GONE SOLVE NE PROBLEMZ, IT'Z ONLY GONE MULTIPLY THEM!!! THINK ABOUT UR FUTURE B4 U ACT N SPEAK!!!! REAL TALK....AKA DA LESS U SAY, DA LONGER U LIVE........ STOP FOLLOWIN IN OTHERZ FOOTSTEPZ AND BE A LEADER. WHY KILL DA REAL MUTHAFUKAZ AND NOT DA FAKE ONE'Z?? NO WONDER HIP HOP IS DEAD, DERZ NO REAL **** LEFT. IF U FINNA PULL A TRIGGA ON A RAPPER, DO IT ON DA FAKE ONE'Z DAT R KILLIN HIP HOP LIKE SOULJA BOY, YUNG JOC, T PAIN, MIMS, ETC......NOT DA REAL ARTISTS WHO PUT MEANING, DEFINTION AND PURPOSE IN DER MUZIC. ALL WE HAVE NOW IS LEANING, SNAPPIN GARBARGE DAT DOESN'T EVEN RHYME AND HAS NO MEANING, THERE'Z NO POINT IN MAKING MUZIC IF IT DOESN'T HAVE ANY MEANING, AND THEIR'Z NO POINT IN LISTENING TO MUZIC DAT DOESN'T HAVE ANY MEANING. WHO GIVEZ A **** ABOUT UR DIAMONDZ, UR CARZ, UR CLOTHEZ AND UR CHAINZ!!? PEOPLE WANT MUZIC DATZ INSPIRATIONAL AND MUZIC DAT RELATEZ 2 DER LIVEZ AND 2 DA WORLD. IMA SICKA DESE REAL **** WHO TURN FAKE 4 MONEY, OR DESE REAL **** WHO MAKE A FEW JOINTZ DEN QUIT CUZ DEY SEE WHERE HIP HOP IS GOING. U NEED 2 STAY FOCUSED AND BE YA SELF IF U WANT 2 BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE. DON'T FOLLOW NO1 EXCEPT DA LORD. AND AS FAR AS PEOPLE BEING LOCKED DOWN, THE NUMBERS ARE INCREASING LIKE THE PRICE OF GOLD, HERE'Z JUST A FEW RAPPERZ LOCKED UP CURRENTLY, LIL BOOSIE, B.G., BUSTA RYMEZ, PRODIGY, T.I., BEANIE SIGEL, Z-RO, REMY MA, SPM, GHETTO OF ST. SQUAD, PRINCE FIRE OF FEDD HILL, BIRDMAN OF CASH MONEY, GUCCI MANE, AND MANY OTHERZ. LIKE I SAID, THOZE R JUZ OFF DA TOPPA MA HEAD. MOST OF EM IZ LOCKD DOWN ON GUN CHARGEZ, DRUGZ AND ATTEMPTED MURDER. IF ONLY DEY KNEW WUT WUD RESULT FROM DER ACTIONZ, DEY MOST LIKELY WUD NOT HAVE COMMITTED THEM.........EDUCATION IS THE KEY TO PREVENTION, AND IN MY OPINION, IT'S VERY CLEAR WE'RE NOT EDUCATING THE YOUTH ABOUT WHAT REALLY GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ, WE'RE TO BUSY WORRYING ABOUT OURSELVEZ AND ABOUT MONEY........IF THEIR WERE MORE CHRISTIANS, THEIR WOULD BE LESS PROBLEMS, VIOLENCE, AND CRIME......SO MAYB WE SHOULD B PROMOTING GOD MORE IN SKOOLZ INSTEAD OF THANGZ WE DONT NEED 2 KNOW 2 SURVIVE....... VIOLENCE IZ NOT THE ANSWER, NEITHER R GANGZ OR DRUGZ OR NONE OF DAT ****, FIRST OFF, VIOLENCE IZ FOR PPL WHO HAVE NO REGARD FOR HUMAN LIFE, PEOPLE WHO PARTICIPATE IN VIOLENCE R NOT USING THEIR MINDZ. VIOLENCE WILL NOT ONLY INJURE OR KILL SOMEONE, BUT IT WILL GET U LOCKD DOWN AND U WILL HAVE A CHARGE OR UR CRIMINAL RECORD WHICH WILL STAY ON THERE AS LONG AS UR ALIVE, MAKING IT DIFFICULT TO GET EVEN A LOW PAYING JOB AND GO 2 COLLEGE...ALSO, THEIR IS A POSSIBILITY U WILL GET INJURDED WHILE PARTICIPATING IN VIOLENCE AND THEIR IS THE STRONG LIKELYHOOD OF RETALYATION, SO U ALWAYZ HAVE 2 LIVE YA LIFE IN FEAR N WATCH YA BACK. U WILL ALWAYZ HAVE A GUILTY CONSCIENCE INSIDE TOO.... WHY KILL SUM1 FROM A DIFFERENT GANG? THEIR THE SAME BREED AS YOU, YOU BOTH EAT, SLEEP, AND BREATHE, THE ONLY THING DIFFERENT IZ THE GANG COLOR, **** ON, UR GUNNA FUKIN KILL SUM1 CUZ DEY WEAR A DIFFERENT COLOR FROM U OR DER FROM A DIFFERENT LOCATION? DATZ REDICIOLOUS....LIFE IS 2 PRECIOUS 2 B TOKEN AWAY..... ALL GANGZ R DA SAME, DEY ALL R RUN BY LEADER(Z) WHO USE DA MEMBERZ 2 MAKE MONEY, ALL GANGZ HAVE DAT FAKE 'BROTHERHOOD', ONCE U GET LOCKD DOWN, SEE HOW MANY **** FROM UR GANG **** N VISIT U...................IF U SINKIN, SEE HOW MANY **** IN A GANG WILL **** THRU AND THROW U A FLOAT.......... PEOPLE WHO JOIN GANGS OFTEN JOIN THEM BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO FAMILY AND FEW REAL FRIENDZ, INSTEAD OF FINDING A CHURCH AND BECOMING CLOSER TO GOD, THEY JOIN GANGZ THINKING THE GANG WILL BE THEIR FAMILY, AND THEY ARE OFTEN DECIEVED INTO THINKING THEY WILL MAKE EASY, QUICK MONEY, LITTLE DO THEY KNOW, THE ONLY ONE IN A GANG THAT ACTUALLY MAKES MONEY IS THE LEADER, THE OTHERS IN A GANG R BASICALLY SLAVES 2 THE LEADER, THEY DON'T SAY WUT GOEZ DOWN IN DA GANG, ONLY HE DOEZ. THEY DON'T MAKE A FARE SHARE OF DA MONEY DA GANG TAKEZ IN, ONLY HE DOEZ. THEY DON'T CALL DA SHOTZ, ONLY HE DOEZ. THEY DON'T DO NUFFIN EXCEPT FUFILL DA LEADER'Z DESIRES AND ORDERZ AND RISK THEIR LIVES EVERYDAY SO HE CAN MAKE MONEY AND STAY RICH, AND IF U DISOBEY HIM, DOWN IN DA QUICK SAND U SINK.........LOVE, LOYALTY, RESPECT? I DONT THINK SO....IF U WANT DAT ****, JOIN BLOCK ROYAL.....IT AINT JUZ IN DA SHIRT THO, IT'Z IN DA FUKIN HEART!!!! LOTTA FAKE BR **** TOO.......WHO ONLY USE B4 2 PROMO DER MUZIC...... WHEN IT COMES 2 MONEY DER IS NO BROTHERHOOD OR DER IS NO FAMILY, IT ALL COMEZ DOWN BASED ON WUT U DO 4 DA GANG 2 KEEP IT ACTIVE N 2 KEEP DA LEADER'Z POCKETZ FAT. DER AINT NO REAL LOVE IN A GANG, OR NO LOYALTY, OR RESPECT, IF U LOOKIN 4 DAT ****, JOIN A CHRISTIAN CHURCH. EVERY CHRISTIAN IS A THUG, A THUG AINT A GANGSTER OR CRIMINAL, A THUG IS A PERSON WITH NUFFIN THAT BECOMEZ SOMEONE AND SUFFIN. A THUG IS SOMEONE WHO NEVER LOOSES HOPE, OR LOOSES IT, BUT LATER FINDS IT. SUFFIN MANY DUNNO IS THAT THE LEADER IN A GANG RARELY GETS IN TROUBLE WITH DA LAW BECUASE HE IS NEVER DA ONE 2 TOUCH DA DRUGZ, HE ONLY GIVEZ ORDERZ 2 DA PPL BELOW HIM. AND DA PPL BELOW HIM, FOLLOW HIS EVERY ORDER AND EVERY WORD THAT COMEZ OUT OF HIZ MOUTH, AND THEY'RE THE 1'Z WHO END UP GETTING KILLED IN DA STREETZ OR END UP DOIN A BID, NOT HIM!!!!!!!! IN A GANG, NO ONE CAREZ ABOUT NO ONE, THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT U FOR WUT U DO 2 BENIFIT DA GANG AND DEY ONLY USE U AS A TOOL 2 BRING IN MONEY. PEOPLE IN GANGZ R NOT 2 BE FEARED OF, DEY R WEAK N NEED GOD AND GUIDANCE IN DER LIFE.....I WALK DA STREETZ EVERYDAY RIGHT BY GANG MEMBERZ, I AINT SCARED OF NO WEAK N DECIEVED MUTHAFUKA.....IF DEY WERE STRONG DEY WUD HAVE ROSE ABOVE DA STREETZ AND MADE SUFFIN OUT OF DEMSELVEZ.....DEY WEAK N DECIEVED....DEY NEED GOD 2 STRENGTHEN DEM........IT'Z MA RESPONSIBILTY 2 EDUCATE DEM THO, SINCE I SPEAK FROM PAST PERSONAL EXPERIENCE N KNO WUT REALLY HAPPENZ IN GANGZ.......... WAKE DA **** UP AND SMELL DA COFFEE, IT'Z FRESH..... I USED 2 **** WITH GANGZ, SO I CAN SAY THIS. GANGZ R 4 PEOPLE WHO ARE WEAK INDIVIDUALLY AND NEED 2 FEEL STRONG TOGETHER. I DON'T HAVE ANY RESPECT FOR ANY1 IN GANG, BUT I DO HAVE RESPECT 4 THOSE IN GANGS WHO ARE TRYING TO CHANGE THEIR LIVES, AND IF U NEED HELP OR ADVICE, HIT ME UP, DAT'Z WUT GOD PUT ME ON DIS EARTH TO DO, CHANGE LIVEZ THRU MUZIC AND WISDOM GAINED FROM EXPERIENCE AND GOD. DRUGZ, ALCOHOL, PILLZ, CIGARETTES, ETC..... I USE TO DO ALL OF DAT **** AT A VERY YUNG AGE, I USDA SMOKE, DRINK, SLANG, BANG, ROB, STEAL, SKIP SCHOOL...... U NAME IT, I'VE DONE IT......THE PAST IS SOMETHING YOU CAN'T CHANGE, SO DON'T WASTE PRECIOUS TIME THINKING ABOUT IT. FOCUS ON YOUR FUTURE, BECAUSE THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT CAN INCLUDE CHANGE. I CHANGED MA LIFE, WITH THE HELP OF THE LORD. PEOPLE WHO USE DRUGS, DRINK AND POP PILLZ DO IT BECAUSE THEY SEE IT AS AN EASY WAY 2 ESCAPE REALITY AND THEY THINK ALL THEIR PROBLEMZ WILL GO AWAY. LITTLE DO THEY KNOW, THEIR ONLY CAUSING HARM 2 THEIR BODY AND POISINING THEMSELVES AND TAKING AWAY TIME FROM THEIR LIVES, THEIR PAYING TO DIE YOUNG, AND WHEN THEY WAKE UP TOMORROW, THEY STILL GONE HAVE DA SAME PROBLEMZ, IF NOT MORE PROBLEMZ NOW, INCLUDING HEALTH AND FAMILY 1'Z, AND NOT HAVIN $$ TO EAT OR PAY DA BILLZ CUZ DEY WASTED IT ON DRUGZ OR ALCOHOL...... ALL U HAVE 2 DO 2 ESCAPE ALL OF THIS IS USE DA POWER OF UR MIND AND REPENT TO THE LORD JESUS CHIRST, HE IS ALWAYZ THERE AND HE WILL ALWAYZ BE THERE FOR YOU. TRUST HIM, HE IS THE TRUTH. HE IS YOUR CREATOR AND YOU ARE HIS CHILD. IF IT WEREN'T FOR THE LORD AND MUSIC, I WOULD HAVE TAKEN MA LIFE A LONG TIME AGO, AND THAT'Z REAL TALK! MANY PEOPLE WHO DO DRUGS AND DRINK ALSO DO IT 2 ESCAPE DA PAIN IN DER LIVEZ, U HAVE 2 REALIZE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENZ, HAPPENZ 4 A REASON, AND PAIN IS THE ONLY THING THAT CAN MAKE A PERSON STRONGER. DON'T GET WEAK AND USE DRUGS BECAUSE YOU CAN'T HANDLE LIFE, STAY STRONG AND USE DA POWER OF UR MIND AND RISE ABOVE EVERYTHING. I DID. I'M LIVING PROOF THAT AS **** UP AS UR LIFE IS, YOU CAN CHANGE IT IF YOU JUST STAY FOCUSED AND FOLLOW THE LORD. YOU CAN MAKE IT! YOU CAN RISE ABOVE EVERYTHING! DON'T LET NO1 OR NUFFIN HOLD U BACK FROM SUCCESS N FOLLOWIN YA DREAMZ! STAND STRONG, STAY STRONG, N B CONFIDENT IN YA SELF! THEIRS NOT A PERSON ALIVE WHO HAS ACCOMPLISHED WHAT I'VE ACCOMPLISHED AND ACHIEVED WHAT I'VE ACHIEVED AND HAS BEEN THRU AND SEEN WHAT I'VE SEEN. ANYTHING U CAN IMAGINE I'VE WITNESSED OR BEEN A VICTIM OF, YET I HAVE SO MUCH HOPE AND SO MUCH STRENGTH THANKS 2 GOD. I'VE DONE EVERYTHING U CAN IMAGINE, I USE TO DRINK, SMOKE, USE DRUGS, I USE TO **** WIT DA GANGZ, I GOT LURED ONTO DA FAST MONEY (WHICH I NEVER SAW OR GOT A PENNY OF) "I SAW **** DIE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME LIKE IT WUZ NORMAL AS T.R.E.N.S. SAYZ, I LOST ALL MA FRIENDZ AND FAM 2 DA STREETZ, I LOST BEST FRIENDZ 2 DRUGZ AND GANGZ. I FEEL LIKE I'M DA ONLY 1 WHO DOESN'T DRINK, SMOKE, STEAL OR BANG, EVERYONE AROUND ME DOES, EXCEPT ME, THAT'Z BECAUSE I'M A LEADER, NOT A FOLLOWER.........I SAW **** WITH STR8 A'Z GET ADDICTED 2 DRUGZ, I SAW YUNG MUSICIANZ MA AGE **** UP DER LIFE BECUZ OF DRUGZ, I'VE SEEN IT ALL, I 'VE SEEN **** SELL DRUGZ SO DER KIDZ DON'T STARVE, I'VE SEEN **** **** 2 SCHOOL 4 FREE MEALZ AND 2 SELL D'Z....I'VE SEEN **** SHOOT METH USIN TOILET WATER,........I'VE SEEN **** **** AND GO, BUT I STAYED FOCUSED AND WAS DETERMINED NOT 2 RELAPSE AND 2 FOLLOW DA LORD AND 2 MAKE MUSIC AND THAT'Z WUT I'M DOIN 2 THIS VERY DAY......... I LOST ALMOST EVERYTHING 2 DA STREETZ, EXCEPT HOPE...... ALL MA 'FRIENDZ' AND FAMILY IZ DEACEASED OR CUD GIVE A **** LESS IF I WAKE UP TOMORROW, THAT'Z THE TRUTH. I AINT GOT NO FAMILY, NO AUNTS, UNCLES, COUSINS LIKE MOST PEOPLE...... I AINT GOT A FATHER IN MA LIFE, HE'Z 75 LIVING IN THE PROJECTS, (AND HE JUZ DIED SEP 13TH) I BARELY GOT A MOTHER. SHE A SINGLE PARENT RAISING 3 KIDZ, I GOT MUCH RESPECT 4 HER THO EVEN THO SHE SMOKEZ EVERY 5 MINUTES. I GOT MUCH RESPECT 4 MA FATHER, HE MADE IT OUT DA STREETZ, HE QUIT DRINKIN, SMOKIN AND GAMBLING USING THE POWER OF HIZ MIND. I LOVE MA GRANDMOTHER WHO RECENTLY PASSED, I GOT A LOTTA MA WISDOM FROM HER, R.I.P. AND I LOVE MA GRANDFATHER WHO DIED A FEW YEARZ AGO, HE CARED ABOUT ME MORE DEN HE CARED ABOUT LIFE, EVEN THO I NEVER GOT 2 KNO HIM BECUZ I WUZ YUNG, I KNO DAT 4 A FACT............R.I.P. GRANDPA....I AINT GOT NO FAMILY N IM 15, SO ALL U CATZ USIN DRUGZ N DRINKIN 4 DAT REASON, OR JOININ GANGZ, U GONE HAVE 2 FIND ANOTHER REASON, IF I AINT DOIN DAT **** AND I AINT GOT NO FAM OR 'REAL FRIENDZ', U MOS DEF CAN RISE ABOVE IT 2......... NOW THAT I'M A CHRISTIAN ALL THIS NEGATIVITY HAS PURPOSE AND IT DOESN'T STOP ME FROM CLIMBING UP DA LADDER ONE STEP AT A TIME. IT DON'T STOP ME FROM SUCCEEDING IN SCHOOL AND GETTING ALL A'S AND B'S ON MA REPORT CARD. SURE I COULD JOIN A GANG SINCE I DON'T HAVE A FAMILY AND END UP GETTING KILLED OR LOCKD DOWN, OR I COULD USE DRUGS AND GET HIGH TEMPORARILY, AND **** UP MA LIFE AND HEALTH AND DRAIN MA BANK ACCOUNT, OR I COULD STEAL BECUZ I AINT RICH AND GET LOCKD DOWN AND HAVE A CHARGE ON MA CRIMINAL RECORD PREVENTING ME FROM GOIN 2 COLLEGE OR GETTIN A JOB AT MCDONALDZ, OR I CAN ESCAPE IT ALL BY PUTTING MA FAITH, TRUST, AND LOVE IN DA LORD AND REALIZE HE'Z ALWAYZ BEEN THERE FOR ME, HE'Z ALWAYZ THEIR 2 FORGIVE ME, HE DIED ON THE CROSS AND GAVE HIS SON 4 ME, AND HE HAS A PLAN 4 ME AND DERZ A REASON HE PUT ME ON DIS EARTH FOR. EVERYBODY HAS A REASON 4 LIVING, IF NOT U WUDN'T B ALIVE RIGHT NOW! REAL TALK! ONCE U FIND UR REASON 4 LIVIN AND FIND DA LORD, U WILL FIND HOPE N B SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE. MY REASON FOR LIFE IS TO REFLECT ON MY PAST IN MY MUSIC AND TO GIVE ALTERNATIVES TO DA STREETZ AND GUIDE DA YOUTH IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION BECAUSE RIGHT NOW THEY'RE BEING MIS-LED. MY REASON 4 LIVING IS 2 PAVE DA PATH 4 DA REST TO FOLLOW AND 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING, INSPIRATIONAL MUSIC THAT SHOWS DREAMS CAN BE TURNED INTO REALITY IF YOU STAY FOCUSED AND TRUST THE LORD. I USE ALL THIS NEGATIVE ENERGY IN MY LIFE IN A POSITIVE WAY 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING MUSIC FOR ALL THE REAL THUGZ OUT DER WHO TRYING 2 CHANGE DER LIVEZ. I GIVE HOPE 2 DA HOPELESS, STRENGTH TO 2 WEAK AND FOOD 2 DA HUNGRY WITH MA WORDZ OF WISDOM. MUSIC IS MA LIFE AND MA LIFE IZ MA MUZIC, WITHOUT MUZIC I WUDN'T WANNA LIVE, AND DAT'Z DA TRUTH. I GREW UP WITH NOTHING AND NO1, I'VE BEEN THRU EVERYTHING U CAN IMAGINE, AND SUM **** NO1 CAN IMAGINE. I HAD 2 BE INDEPENDENT AND STAND ON MA OWN 2 FEET, I HAD 2 STAY STRONG AT TIMEZ WHERE I WANTED 2 GIVE IN AND TAKE MA LIFE. I HAD TO SMILE WHEN I WANTED TO CRY, KNOWING EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS, HAS A REASON FOR HAPPENING. I HAD 2 USE DA POWER OF MA MIND 2 MAKE DA RIGHT CHOICEZ. A VALUABLE LESSON LEARNED WAS TO TRUST NO ONE AND TO FEAR NO ONE EXCEPT THE LORD. ALL MA 'FRIENDZ' ONLY CARED ABOUT ME 4 WUT I DID 2 BETTER DER LIVEZ, DEY ONLY CARED ABOUT ME 4 MA MONEY AND 4 DA FOOD IN MA REFRIGERATOR. HA. REAL TALK THO. SOME **** CAME OVER 2 MA HOUZE AND I THOUGHT THEY WUZ MA FRIENDZ, WHEN THEY LEFT WE HAD NO FOOD LEFT IN R REFRIGERATOR AND A LOTTA **** WUZ STOLEN. SUM **** I CALLED MA BEST FRIENDZ SNITCHED ON ME AND SET ME UP AND LIED 2 DA POLICE 2 AVOID DOIN A BID. SOME **** MA FAM TRUSTED TRY'D 2 KILL US, BROKE INTO R HOUSE AND DRAINED R BRAKE FLUID, ALMOZ KILLIN UZ. U CAN'T TRUST NO1 IN DIS COLD WORLD EXCEPT GOD!!!! HE'Z DA ONLY 1 WHO WILL STICK WITH U THRU EVERYTHING, UNLIKE NE OTHER FRIEND. EVERY 1'Z ONLY OUT 4 DEMSELVEZ, AS MA GRANDMA WUD ALWAYZ SAY (R.I.P GRANDMA, I LUV U) ALSO, I LEARNED TO RESPECT EVERYONE REGARDLESS OF THEIR DIFFERENCES AND 2 LOOK AT EVERYBODY THE SAME. WE ARE ALL THE SAME. WE ARE ALL THUGS, AND WE ALL HAD NOTHING AT SOMEPOINT. WE ALL EAT, SLEEP AND BREATHE. "PEOPLE ARE LIKE CRAYONS, MANY DIFFERENT COLORZ, BUT WE ALL DO THE SAME THING." -LCM YOU HAVE TO GIVE TO GET, THAT GOES WITH RESPECT TOO. TREAT OTHERZ THE WAY U WANT 2 BE TREATED. SPEAK YA MIND AND STAY TRUE 2 DA GAME AND OTHERZ WILL FOLLOW IN YA FOOTSTEPZ. "NOTHING WORTH ANYTHING IS FREE, BECAUSE IT'S WORTH SOMETHING" -LCM ANOTHER SAYING I LIVE MY LIFE BY, "BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD" AND "WHAT YOU SEE DEPENDS ON WHAT YOU LOOK FOR" ANOTHER THING I LEARNED WAS EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENZ, HAPPENZ 4 A REASON. IT TOOK ME A WHILE 2 FIND A REASON 4 WHY MA LIFE HAD BEEN SO **** UP, UNTIL I REALIZED GOD IZ IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING, AND HE IZ AWARE OF EVERYTHING GOING ON IN UR LIFE AND MY LIFE. HE PUT ME THRU ALL OF THIS NEGATIVITY AND PAIN 2 MAKE ME STRONGER, AND SO I CUD SEE **** OTHERZ DON'T SEE AND GIVE **** ALTERNATIVEZ 2 WUT GOEZ DOWN IN DA STREETZ AND 2 MAKE LIFE CHANGING MUZIC DAT WILL EVENTUALLY CHANGE DA WORLD ONE LIFE AT A TIME. BEFORE, WHEN I WUZ STILL INVOLVED WITH DA STREETZ AND DA GANGZ, I LOST A LOTTA CLOSE **** AND I SAW A LOTTA **** GET LOCKD DOWN. I LOST FRIENDZ, FAMILY, EVERYTHING, I ALMOST LOST MA LIFE MANY TIMEZ TOO. DA CEO I WUZ ABOUT 2 SIGN WITH (GANG MEMBER) GOT LOCKD DOWN AND NO1 HAS HEARD FROM HIM SINCE. ALL DA **** IN DA GANGZ I USDA **** WITH ARE ALL DEAD AND LOCKD UP, ALL DA **** I USDA **** WITH WHO USE OR SELL DRUGZ ARE LOCKD DOWN, FAILING IN SCHOOL AND LIVIN IN DA STREETZ......DAT **** DON'T GET U KNO WHERE!!! LEARN FROM OTHERS MISTAKEZ SO U DONT HAVE 2 MAKE UR OWN, CUZ BY DEN, IT WILL BE 2 LATE.......REAL TALK!! ALL MA FRIENDZ WENT AGAINST ME 4 MONEY AND DRUGZ. I ALSO WUZ SLIPPIN IN SCHOOL AND ON DA BORDER LINE OF PASSING, AND I WUZ SKIPPIN SCHOOL AND DOIN ALL SORTZ OF **** U CAN'T IMAGINE. I DIDN'T REALIZE THE IMPORTANCE OF EDUCATION, I DIDN'T REALIZE WITHOUT A COLLEGE DEGREE, YOU CAN'T GET A GOOD JOB ANYWHERE AND LIVE A COMFTABLE LIFE. OR MAYBE I DID, AND I JUST DIDN'T CARE BECUASE MA MIND WUZ PLAYIN TRIX ON ME AND SO WUZ DA DEVIL. NOW I CAN SEE CLEARLY, AND I HELP OTHERZ WHO BEIN BLINDED BY MONEY 2 SEE CLEARLY. I USDA PUT MONEY B4 EVERYTHING, I THOUGHT TO OBTAIN AS MUCH MONEY AS U POSSIBLY CAN WAS THE PURPOSE OF LIVING. I USDA SELL EVERYTHING ON THE BLOCK 2 MAKE MONEY, FROM LEMONAIDE, TO CD'Z, TO...............I DIDN'T REALIZE NO AMOUNT OF MONEY CAN BUY WISDOM, UR HEALTH, FAMILY, OR FRIENDZ. MONEY IZ WUT **** END UP DIEING FOR IN DA STREETZ. MONEY AINT NUFFIN BUT A GREEN PIECE OF PAPER.........DA LUV OF MONEY, IZ DA ROOT OF ALL EVIL....RE ORGANIZE UR PRIORITIEZ....MONEY IZ WUTZ CAUSIN ALL DIS HATRED IN DIS WORLD.....PRETTY BLACK KNEW ABOUT GOD, BUT NOW 100%, HE RAPPED ABOUT HIM N ABOUT HOW HE TRUSTED GOD, BUT DEN HE RELEASED A CD WITH HIZ LABEL MONEY OVER EVERYTHING N RAPPED ABOUT MONEY BEIN MORE IMPORTANT DEN NE THING, INCLUDIN GOD, N GOT GUNND DOWN......R.I.P. MA BROTHER.....IF U KNO ABOUT GOD, AND IGNORE HIM, DATZ DA BIGGEST SIN U CAN COMMITT....JUZ AS FAST AS DA LORD JESUS CREATED U, HE WILL END YA LIFE IF U CONTINUE 2 IGNORE N DIS OBEY HIM........ NOW I CHANGED MA LIFE AND I'M DOIN GOOD IN SCHOOL, NOW I DON'T DO DRUGZ, I DON'T DRINK, I DON'T POP PILLZ, I DON'T BANG, I DON'T DO NONE OF DAT **** WEAK **** DO. IM STRONGER THAN THEN THAT, I ROSE ABOVE ALL THAT. I MADE A COMMITMENT TO THE LORD AND I AINT GOIN BAK 2 DAT LIFESTYLE. I CHANGED MA LIFE AND U CAN 2 IF U PUT YA FAITH IN DA LORD AND REALIZE THAT AS **** UP AS UR LIFE IS, GOD HAS A PLAN 4 U, AND ONCE U ACCEPT THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENZ HAS A REASON 4 HAPPENING, U WILL BE SUCCESSFUL IN WHAT IT IS U WISH 2 DO. IF SUM1 WHO HAS BEEN THRU DA **** I'VE BEEN THRU AT SUCH A YUNG AGE, CAN RISE ABOVE DA STREETZ N CHANGE HIZ LIFE N BE SUCCESSFUL, WHY CAN'T U??? PUT YOUR FAITH, TRUST AND LOVE IN THE LORD, BECAUSE HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO'Z GONE BE WITH U FROM DA DAY U TAKE YA FIRST BREATHE UNTIL DA DAY U DIE. OTHER **** COME AND GO IN YA LIFE, BUT NOT DA LORD. OTHER **** ONLY CARE ABOUT U 4 YA MONEY AND WUT U DO 4 DEM, BUT NOT DA LORD. AT FIRST I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN GOD, I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN ANYTHING I COULDN'T SEE, UNTIL I FOUND OUT THE DEFINITION OF FAITH, MA HOMIE REMINDED ME IF IT WEREN'T 4 DA LORD, ME AND HIM WOULDN'T BE HERE RIGHT NOW, AND THAT'Z THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH. I ALMOST LOST MA LIFE AT LEAST 15 OR 20 TIMEZ....IT MADE ME REALLY THINK HOW PRECIOUS LIFE IZ AND HOW GR8FULL I AM 2 WAKE UP EVERY MORNIN N SEE DA SUN.... TRUST THE LORD WITH YOUR LIFE, BECAUSE HE TRUST AND BELIEVES IN YOU, AND HAS A PURPOSE 4 UR EXISTANCE, OR ELSE YOU WOULDN'T BE ALIVE RIGHT NOW. BE HUMBLE AND ALWAYZ KEEP AN OPEN MIND. PPL N POCESSIONS R TEMPORARY, GOD AND HIS LOVE 4 U IS 4EVA!!! TRILL TALK!! MAY GOD BLESS U EVEN MORE, HE ALREADY BLESSED ME ENUFF. -LCM BLOCK ROYAL/ THUGS UNITED FAMILY CEO "THUGS UNITED, NOT DIVIDED" TEDDII on "WHO R DA WESTSIDE BOYZ?" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/who-r-da-westside-boyz#post-256 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 04:09:35 +0000 TEDDII 256@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ Naw dog..the world ain't gonna end in 2012.. i watched a thing on the history channel and they said in the year 2020 or somethin' that Russia gonna try to attack us with fighter jets..and we ain't gonna know what aircraft they got..and theirs are gonna be kinda superior to ours...but at the last second, we gonna find out what they are..and we're gonna kick their ****... the world gonna exist til God comes homie..straight..God ain't gonna let nothin' happen without him in control of everything..real talk fam.. i feel you man..i forget my purpose too sometimes..its gravy homie..don't worry about it Cash..we cool dog.. oh...you must not know me too well then...LOL I love breezies homie..I LOVE women..the more the better.. ;) Bet, I'm a player homie..LOL to the fullest..til i find my special lady.. yeah i gotta get some sleep too...yeah..I'm doing good in school..just gotta go drop a class today because i'm behind units and if i get too far behind they can kick me outta school..so i gotta drop one class..not a problem.. i feel you man..gotta stay on ya grind.. night dude..stay up aiight..get that album crackin'.. i know most breezies is a waste of time..i know that..but its still fun..i like to flirt alot..why not right?? But not all of'em are shady dog..just some..and if they wanna act like that..they know where my front door is too..and don't let it hitt'em in the **** on the way out..real talk.. LILCASHMONEY401 on "Lets get busy" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/lets-get-busy#post-255 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 03:55:07 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 255@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ i feel u, all we can do iz try 2 help show dem god, cuz god da truth, once dey kno da truth, den dey will wanna change...u juz gutta have lotta patience n tollerance 2 help ppl in da streetz who dunno god find him n get saved... i wuz da same way, except i wuz smokin 1-2 pakz a day since i wuz 8...den it turnd 2 dank, drank, syrup, n pillz...n i became an addict @ a yung age, i wuz doin dat ish everyday...**** i had no guidance @ all...n no1 even gave a ****...@ da same time i lost all my close **** 2 da streetz, every1 i usda bang wit n **** wit got lockd up or killd, most of dem killd, n all my fam died, i really had no1 left @ all n nuffin 2 live 4, i almost took my life many timez, y live wit no real friendz or fam dat kare bout u? n itz even harder when u got no $$$ n gutta turn 2 crime 2 survive @ da same time...den i found god 1 nite n have gradually over time changed more n more, u dont truly find god til u lose errthang 2 da streetz, dey say most ppl dont truly find god til dey doin life in jail, im blessed 2 kno him now, cuz look how much harder ppl who dont kno him have it....u can leave da streetz, but da streetz n wut u seen n done cant eva leave u, no matter wut u do...u smell me?.... u can 4get bout da past, cuz itz dead n cant b changed, only da future can, but never 4get ya rootz n where u from.... ima try 2 help u stop smokin after i post dat ish on here, i 4got 2 do it earlier cuz i been hella busy.... i feel u....without god n prayin, n muzic, i wudnt b livin rite now... datz y god put u thru so much, not cuz he dont kare bout u, 2 make u stronger n wiser den da rest, n so u can use it as a testimony 2 help other youth who aint seen n done wut u have stay away from dat ish...datz 1 way of lookin @ it, or becuz u wuz ignorin god n not puttin him 1st, den he took away ya $$$, friendz, n fam 2 make u realize dat ish temporary, n only god 4eva, datz y u gutta keep him 1st...live n learn tho, n datz wut im doin every second... LILCASHMONEY401 on "WHO R DA WESTSIDE BOYZ?" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/who-r-da-westside-boyz#post-254 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 03:38:25 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 254@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ i feel u...datz how da world iz gettin now more den eva, cuz we in da last dayz, **** wut scientistz think or say, if u not blind n livin in da real world n not sum fiction place, den u gone reconize errthang goin on now iz wut happenz in da last dayz b4 god kumz...even da pastor @ da church i go 2 said da same thang in 1 of his msgz...no1 kno 4 sure, but der r good indicationz 2012 mite b da end...only time revealz da truth... in da last dayz god gone test ya faith n u gone b surrounded by ppl dat aint christian n want u 2 sin, itz gone b more temptin 2 sin, but u gutta trust god n grow closer 2 him instead of strayin away...ya dig...itz ez 2 lose faith in difficult situationz n hard timez, but datz when u need it most...real talk... itz all gravy homie, dont trip, n i appoligize 4 bein so cold, i aint juz like dat 2 u tho, datz how i am 2 every1, dont take it personal, my blood juz runz cold... i feel u on dat n i respect u 4 dat, i kno ya intentionz iz good homie n dat u only here 2 help ppl...i am 2, but i lose patience sumtimez n 4get my purpose.... n i hope u do good in college, real talk, it aint ez 2 do good in skool, but u can do good if u stay focused...n i think we all depressed rite now, ne1 who isn't, isn't livin in da real world...wit dis fukd up economy n no $$$ every1 depressed homie...real talk... haha...dont waste ya time wit dem breezy's...datz all dey iz...da chancez @ 2 real ppl both fallin in luv iz 1 in a millon... i gutta get sum sleep soon 2 fam...itz 2 am here, i been up all nite clockin n puttin in work on my muzic, but im gettin lotta ish accomplished n networkin wit lotta major catz...real hustlers never sleep, u do enuff of dat when u dead...u feel me...y u sleep, other **** countin $$$ u kud have made... TEDDII on "Lets get busy" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/lets-get-busy#post-253 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 02:57:40 +0000 TEDDII 253@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ True...I know I wouldn't either...I don't know what I'd do if GangStyle wasn't here and if it didn't have the impact it does..and if I didn't have anywhere I could go and talk about whatever...cus theres no place for people like that here..and alot of young people turn to gangs..more and more kids wearin' the color i used to wear so often and sometimes still do..but that shyt ain't no good for nobody...but all we can do is try to make them see..they say you get wiser with age and experiences and now i believe it... try to embrace any kid who wants to listen about what i got ta say...been in Mo-town and the places around a long **** time homie...seen alot from fights, to beer runs, to gang fights, to hearing about my friends being shot...i got my dead..God bless'em though...like Bone & Akon said.."I tried so hard"... yeah i been smoking since i was 17...had my first cigarette at 8 years old..my best friend used to steal'em from his mom and smoke'em on his back porch and steal money from her for video games and stuff...we was some good kids..just caught up in bad shyt dude..wrong ways..wrong thoughts..and wrong actions... and to speak the truth...EVERY fellow College student I've spoken with says that you have to rely on God and prayer to get you through...and i just been trying to embrace that as much as i can and believe and have faith..but its hard... oh believe me..when i look back at myself..i can't believe I did shyt I did either man..some of it was crazy...just glad I'm okay and I'm still here to talk about it..and try to prevent anybody else from going down the path I did... TEDDII on "WHO R DA WESTSIDE BOYZ?" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/who-r-da-westside-boyz#post-252 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 02:24:53 +0000 TEDDII 252@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ LMFAO!! ROFL!! I FEEL YOU DOG..I DO...BUT YOU GOTTA RESPECT I LIVE HERE..SO YEAH MODESTO MY HOOD DUDE..HAHAHA :) BUT ITS NOT REALLY A HOOD..ITS JUST A PIECE OF SHYT CITY LOL REAL REAL REAL TALK DUDE..LOL :D CASH..I LIVED RIGHT DOWN THE STREET FROM SCOTT PETTERSEN..I SAW THE NEWS HELICOPTERS IN MY FRONT YARD DUDE..NO SHYTTIN'..FOR REALS MAN..IT WAS CRAZY...AND I KNOW FOR A FUKIN' FACT I'D SEEN LACEY BEFORE AROUND MY PARTS...BUT I NEVER THOUGHT SHE WAS MARRIED OR THAT HER HUSBAND WAS LIKE THAT...SICK DEMENTED PSYCHO MENTALLY ILL MOTHAFUCKAW IS RIGHT! **** THAT MOTHAFUKA! I HOPE HE GETS EVERYTHING HE DESERVES..WHICH IS SHYT..AND MORE SHYT..WITH SOME **** IN IT TOO.. YEAH I HEARD OF THEM WESTSIDE BOYZ ON GANGLAND..THEY'RE NUTS..I WOULDN'T **** WITH'EM..NO FUKIN' WAY..MY WHITE **** WOULD RUN AND WOULDN'T STOP..REAL TALK.. YEAH I GOT SOME ANGER ISSUES TOO MAN..JUST A LITTLE BIT..DIDN'T MEAN TO GET MOUTHY WITH YOU DUDE..I DO HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND..CHANCES ARE IF YOUR ANYTHING LIKE ME..YOU DO UNDERSTAND...I DIDN'T MEAN TO START NO BEEF WITH YOU..I APOLOGIZE FULLY..AND I SWEAR..I'LL TRY TO LISTEN MORE..TRUE..I'M 26 YEARS OLD..I'M AN OLD MOTHAFUKA..LOL BUT THAT DOESN'T GIVE ME THE RIGHT TO BAD MOUTH YOU OR ANY OTHER YOUNG PERSON..SO I DO APOLOGIZE AND I PROMISE I'LL SHUT THA **** UP OKAY..LOL FOR REALS. AND YOUR RIGHT CASH..MOST PEOPLE ON HERE WOULD CONSIDER ME "FAKE"..BUT I'M NOT FAKE AS FAR AS WHAT I DO AND HAVE DONE WITHIN MY CITY..BECAUSE MY CITY IS PRETTY MUCH LAID BACK G'S ANYWAYS..MOST OF US ARE..BUT I'VE DONE ENOUGH DIRT AND DRUGS AND ETC. AS FAR AS MO-TOWN GOES..CUS ITS NOT LIKE I'M FROM NEW YORK CITY OR SOMEWHERE..MY TOWN AIN'T SHYT COMPARED TO MOST OF YA'LLS PLACES YOU'VE PROBABLY LIVED AT..SO I CAN SEE WHY YOU WERE LAUGHING AT ME..LOL BUT I HAVE BEEN GANG-RELATED AROUND MY CITY BEFORE..I'M NOT NOW OF COURSE..BUT I HAVE ALOT OF INSIGHT AND ETC. ABOUT GANGS AND SO FORTH...AND ANYTHING PERSONAL I BEEN THROUGH THAT SOMEBODY IS GOING THROUGH OR WHATEVER..IF I BEEN THROUGH IT OR I KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT IT OR PERTAINING TO IT..THEN I TRY TO HELP THEM AS BEST I CAN... BUT I DO SMOKE, SMOKE AND DRINK THOUGH..AND SAME AS LIKE YOU SAID..I'M A REALLY LAID BACK COOL TYPE OF PERSON..I LOVE EVERYBODY..AND I JUST LOVE TO HAVE FUN AND HAVE A GOOD TIME AND HELP WHOEVER I CAN..WHEN I CAN...BUT TOO OFTEN I GET TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BECAUSE OF MY CEREBRAL PALSY..AND THE FACT I CAN BE GULLIABLE AND GIVING AND CARING..AND SOMETIMES WHEN I GET TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF TOO MUCH..IT JUST FLARES MY ANGER ALONG WITH MY SADNESS AND I TEND TO TAKE IT OUT ON THE WRONG PEOPLE..FRIENDS AND STUFF..WEATHER I MEAN TO OR NOT..WHICH EVEN MAKES ME MORE SAD BECAUSE SOMETIMES..MOST OF THE TIME..I DON'T MEAN TO...AND ACTUALLY TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH..I'M JUST DEPRESSED ALOT..OR SHOULD I SAY..I HAVE BEEN..UNTIL I STARTED GOING TO SCHOOL AND LEARNING ABOUT MYSELF AND STUDYING PSYCHOLOGY AND STUFF...I THINK I'VE GOTTEN A LITTLE MORE BETTER WITH MY ATTITUDE...BUT YEAH..ITS ALOT BETTER TO MAKE HOMIES THAN IT IS TO MAKE ENEMIES MAN..REAL TALK..AND I'M SORRY IF I OFFENDED YOU AT ALL... MAN..THE FIRST 48 TRIPPED ME OUT TONIGHT..I WASN'T EXPECTING THAT..IT WAS LIKE THE LORD KNEW AND HE WAS SHOWING ME AND SPEAKING TO ME ABOUT YOU..LETTING ME KNOW WHAT YOUR ISSUES MIGHT BE OR SOMETHING..IT WAS A TRIP MAN..THATS ALL I CAN SAY... TRUE TRUE..ANGER ISSUES AIN'T NONE OF THAT..BUT YOUR RIGHT..IT SEEMS TO GAIN RESPECT AND ANGER AND ACTIN' HARD I KNOW YOU KNOW TOO..IS BASICALLY A DEFENSE MECHANISM TO KEEP PEOPLE FROM HURTING YOU OR WORSE..I FEEL YOU BRO..I TEND TO USE IT TOO...SO THATS SOMETHING WE BOTH HAVE IN COMMON..RATHER I'M CRIPPLED OR NOT..DON'T MATTER.. YEAH I KNOW SOME WESTSIDE BOYZ FROM HERE..LIKE 2 OF'EM..NOT THE WHOLE CLICK THOUGH...AND I DON'T REALLY ASSOCIATE WITH THEM...HANG ON..I GOT A LADY FRIEND CALLIN' ME..SHES PROBABLY DRUNK..CALLIN' ME AT 2 IN THE MORNING..PSSSSHH..I'M ASLEEP..LOL I'M NOT ANSWERING THA PHONE..LOL I'LL TALK TO HER TOMORROW.. :P CRAZY **** THAT SHE IS..I DON'T FEEL LIKE HEARING HER DRUNKEN SOB STORIES RIGHT NOW..LOL SHES TRIPPIN' BRO..LOL MMMM..DAYUM IT..I STILL GOTTA GO DROP CLASS TODAY..FIZZUCK DOG..TEDDII TIRED ALREADY SON..LOL *YAWN* YEAH..BED SOUNDS GOOD.. OMG..THIS CHICK LEFT A VOICE MAIL..I WONDER WHAT SHE SAID..SOMETIMES THIS GIRL PISSES ME OFF..SERIOUSLY..ITS 2:30AM..WTF DOES SHE WANT AT THIS HOUR??? SHE MARRIED..AND SHE AIN'T COMIN' OVER AT THIS HOUR..AND I KNOW DAYUM WELL SHE DON'T WANT SEX...WTF..FUKIN' GIRL..LOL ****..LOL LILCASHMONEY401 on "POEM FROM 1 OF MY HOMIEZ...REAL TALK!!" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/poem-from-1-of-my-homiezreal-talk#post-251 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:55:57 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 251@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ MY FAV LINE "BORN 2 HATE, NOW U MUST B TAUGHT 2 LUV" DATZ EXACTLY HOW MY LIFE IZ... LILCASHMONEY401 on "POEM FROM 1 OF MY HOMIEZ...REAL TALK!!" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/poem-from-1-of-my-homiezreal-talk#post-250 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:52:13 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 250@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ A ways to go in a short time, Slowly one step after the next, An inch closer; Take nothing for granted, Everything is a gift, Nothing is promised, Not even the days we live; What's crooked except a crook,The takers never gave, They just took; Everything vanishes as it never was, Born to hate, Now you must be taught to love; Show the inside of one's true soul, You can't hide from YOU, You're stuck with yourself, No matter what you do; It seems our lives is problem we try to solve, I realized I control nothing, Now!, In the palm of my hand I watch the WORLD revolve..... LILCASHMONEY401 on "Lets get busy" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/lets-get-busy#post-249 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:48:32 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 249@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ i kno ya age, where u from, wut u do, n wut u said bout ya self... lol...i started smokin 2 packz a day bak when i wuz like 10, honest 2 god...i gave dat ish up bout a year ago tho, now my lungz fukd up from it...every cigg. u smoke take 5 minz outta ya life...i did an essay on dat ish 4 skool n got an a on it...ima post it on here in a sec, den u can read da truth bout dat ish....u can quit if u want, itz all in ya mind, der aint no such thang as an addiction, u can overcome ne thang wit god... u must b high ma ****, lacey petterson dont got nuffin 2 do wit da streetz, ish like dat happenz every single fukin day where i usda live...im immune 2 negativity, misery, pain, n problemz...once u c so much of it, u get use 2 it, n nuffin surprise u...real talk....ive lost n overcame so much n changed my life wit no1'z help except god'z...when i look bak n reminise i cant believe all da crazy ish i did n dat im even alive...n dat i survived...datz proof rite der god iz real...n he got a purpose 4 both of r livez, or else we wudn't still b livin... LILCASHMONEY401 on "WHO R DA WESTSIDE BOYZ?" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/who-r-da-westside-boyz#post-248 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:32:26 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 248@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ datz wut up, we aint gutta beef homie, ima laid bak kool person, i juz gutta lotta anger inside, n dat aint healthy or christian, but datz how i survive n get respect...i got understandin in my life from god, but i got a reason 2 feel dis hate, datz how da streetz made me...where im from ne other emotion besidez anger iz a weakness, n **** die yung every second by thinkin weak... LILCASHMONEY401 on "WHO R DA WESTSIDE BOYZ?" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/who-r-da-westside-boyz#post-247 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:30:29 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 247@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ haha...but u gutta admit, dat ish hella funny...u sayin u kno da westside boyz?? n da only westside boyz i heard of datz known 4 violence iz in sierra leone...dey hate white ppl, dey all use heroin n crack, n all got HIV/AIDZ...n dey practice VOODOO... Scott peterson aint a gangster, he a sick minded mentally ill muthafuka who need help....N modesto aint da hood, lmfao!! TEDDII on "Lets get busy" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/lets-get-busy#post-246 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 01:06:52 +0000 TEDDII 246@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ Son...what do you know about me??? LMFAO!! YOUR the one asking questions about me...i do not post my whole life on here...I haven't posted anything even about myself in like a whole year on this site... maybe i don't have God...I believe in God though..and i know who God is...but dayum..cigarettes are so dayum good..lol and before you say i'm fake again...remember Lacey Pettersen... and remember you asked me questions about myself...don't let me answer you and then call me "fake" because I answered you..what the **** is that type of shyt dog...LOL Okay fine then..I'll let you have it your way man... *shrugs* TEDDII on "WHO R DA WESTSIDE BOYZ?" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/who-r-da-westside-boyz#post-245 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 00:59:21 +0000 TEDDII 245@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ No homie..Westside Boyz Gang..they got nothing to do with racist terrorists..LOL you know the city where Lacey Pettersen got killed??? Does Scott Pettersen ring any bells with you at all??? Are you starting to understand me now...see told you I'm from at least a hood **** place dog..you wouldn't live here..let alone probably wanna come here..I'll tell you one thing..its boring as ****...LOL theres nothing to do but drink and smoke unless you got money...its a waste of time for a person to come here...I'd even buy you a beer if you did..real talk man.. :) I'd rather have friends than beef..or a friend than beef with you.. DUDE..LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING TRIPPY DUDE...I WAS WATCHING THE FIRST 48 ON TV..AND THEY SAID THIS DUDE NAMED "MONEY"..HE WAS SO ANGRY HE BUCKED SOMEBODY..AND YOU POPPED IN MY DOME DUDE..MY MOUTH ABOUT FELL OPEN...I KNOW YOU DON'T PROBABLY USE YOUR ALIAS ON GANGSTYLE IN THE STREET..BUT I WAS HOPING NOT MAN..AND I JUST SAID A LITTLE QUIET PRAYER FOR YOU MAN..THAT IT WASN'T YOU DUDE..CUS I AIN'T GOT NO PROBLEM WITH YOU AT ALL..SHYT..YOU ACT ALMOST EXACTLY LIKE ME..SO I COULDN'T HATE ON YOU MAN..REALLY WHAT I THINK IT IS..IS THAT WE'RE TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE WHO HAVE DIFFERENT OPINIONS, THATS ALL..NOBODIES ANY MORE STREET THAN ANYONE ELSE HERE...I DON'T WANNA FIGHT..AND I DON'T WANNA HAVE TO LOOK OVER MY SHOULDER..I HATE THAT JUST AS MUCH AS YOU DO...LIKE I SAID..ITS ALOT MORE EASIER TO BE FRIENDS, THEN TO WASTE OUR TIME CALLING EACH OTHER NAMES OR BICKERING WITH EACH OTHER...I UNDERSTAND THAT YOUR JUST A DIFFERENT TYPE OF PERSON THAN I AM..AND I RESPECT THAT DUDE..YOUR PART OF GANGSTYLE NOW REGARDLESS..AND I KNOW FOR A FACT YOUR A GOOD DUDE... LILCASHMONEY401 on "How Many Tears" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/how-many-tears#post-244 Thu, 19 Nov 2009 22:03:00 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 244@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ itz unfortunate how many yung ppl die unsaved n not knowin god...more christianz need 2 reach out 2 da youth in da streetz who lack guidance n god...if we dont do dis, talkin bout it aint gone change nuffin... BorD on "How Many Tears" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/how-many-tears#post-243 Thu, 19 Nov 2009 21:44:25 +0000 BorD 243@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ "God is not willing that any should perish", we are here to try to help the situation not just watch it. Jesus was never immune to suffering he wept at suffering, when we become numb to suffering and loss it's over. LILCASHMONEY401 on "How Many Tears" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/how-many-tears#post-242 Thu, 19 Nov 2009 17:12:20 +0000 LILCASHMONEY401 242@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ death iz part of life, n iz da only thang guaranteed in life, we all finna die, itz juz a question of when...im immune 2 loosin ppl 2 da streetz, cuz i realized ppl temorary n death iz part of life we cant change...datz y u shudnt get 2 close or attached 2 thangz dat aint 4eva...only 1 datz 4eva iz god...once u realize dat, u got a lot more wisdom... BorD on "How Many Tears" http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/topic/how-many-tears#post-241 Thu, 19 Nov 2009 16:12:54 +0000 BorD 241@http://www.gangstyle.com/gangmessageboards/ Thanks, yes in my years of doing this the death never stops...historically there have been countries at war 100 years, maybe it will take that long...