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i aint tryn 2 act tuff, cuz i aint, but i c'n lotz of shyt hurr whurr i liv. i stay in soufeast htown where theres gang action errywhurr i've never started claimin nothin till like 2 years ago.....da apts i stay @ (willow creek b.k.a willow crack 2 da crew) are full time crips, bout erry1 u c in hurr is a crip, we all b reppin dat blue and shyt, on da otha side of broadway they got pvl (puro vato loco) da local gang dats our rival, im la smiley, just da otha day my homeboy got beaten up in front of me and i did nothin 2 help, and its aint been da 1st time, ya its hard especially since ima gurl....i had 2 do a train wit dem gangstas 2 get in...and i wouldnt have done it except i needed da protaction, here either u rep pvl, crip or blood or swc, and if u say u dont rep nutin, u get yo ass kicked n e wayz, so i had 2 claim sumtin, whhich was crips cuz dat wut i belong 2 since i was born, i've been here my whole lyfe and ive c'n everything, babies in trash cans, homies gettin shot, homies get beat, some even 2 death, its not a good sight, it may sound like im sayin da same shyt ery1 else is, and i am, cuz yall all gots 2 listen. gang lyfe, it aint worth all da risks. me? i cant even go 2 skoo by myself no mo cuz my skoo is on da otha side of broadway and aint fixin 2 get my ass kicked by some pvl putos, i b wearn dat blue and shyt, i cant even much go 2 places in da southwest or 2 south park cuz they b reppin dat red....and wut all dis b/c of a fuckin color....and u dont c dem old mothafuckers in this shyt, they grown, my sis, she was in mexican raza 13 back when she was in high skoo, now, she's fixin 2 turn 24 on dec 3rd and she gon graduate 4rm U of H in may wit 2 degrees, and she dont look like she was eva in a gang, she changed and all of us can, just dont go da wrong path...ive seen homeboyz die, homegurls raped and family hurt cuz of this gang game.....and no it aint a game..its a way of lyfe, which we gots 2 learn 2 end...cuz we a slave 2 gangs, they aint helpin us in n e way, i'm still runnin wit dem crips, but its time 4 me 2 leave, i know ima get hurt when i leave, my sis got sent 2 da hospital as she got jumped out of MR 13, ...now i think....we both had da same nickname in our gangs, im la smiley and back in da day, she was 2.....she gave up da name b/c i was gettin hurt and i was lookin at her 2 c how my lyfe would end up......now its my turn...cuz even tho im da youngest in my fam, i got my mom and dad and my cuzins and aunts dat i hurtin...everytime i dont come home, or im runnin out da do', i hurt dem...and its time dat we all realize wut we doin....so b4 n e more loved ones get hurt....memba dat a color aint even close 2 wut ur family's worth..just rememba dat

La $/\/\!13y "Don't b blind of da fact, it's not where r u 4rm it's where r u at"-Real Love, NB Ridaz