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Belief when i was younger i was the typical suburb kid and a very spritual child.i believed in GOD with all my heart and never had any daubt that he was always there.i was that kid that was always in church praisin the lord.then we moved to GA it was hard the first years then my pops moved back in things got worse my faith was shook to the coor but i still had the faith.then came the thing that destroyed most of my faith the death of my grandmother.i loved her so much and she had such a blindless faith in him.i didnt understand why god let something so bad happen to such a good person.i couldnt believe he could do that to such a good person.he was in my mind not there he no longer cared about me because he hurt me soo much.then something happened that i wont even touch on this topic but it destroyed my faith and i couldnt believe he was even there.thats when things got worse i got down with so many bad people i did some bad stuff.i joined GD and i saw that maybe god was there after all he watched out for me in many ways protected me when i could not protect myself.i found that maybe i should get myself together and explore my beliefs im still not sure that i believe in god per say but i believe that there is someone out there watching me looking out for me and lovin me when no one else does.big props to them whoever they may be . im not saying believe in god im not saying lifes horrible theres nothing out there but have faith faith is what guides actions in our life have faith that there is someone that will always love you and things will get better. one theresa
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